"STOP!" wewe cried. Tears drenched your cheeks as a Soc held wewe back. wewe tried and tried and tried to pull away from him, but wewe couldn't. Three other Socs were kicking and hitting Two-Bit. He was trying to fight back, but the was on the pavement and had no defense. wewe fell to your knees when the Socs stopped kicking him. wewe knew be was out. The Soc who was holding wewe back kicked your side, laughed and shoved your face I to the ground. It hurt, but wewe didn't care. wewe used all your strength to crawl over to him. wewe shook him and got no response. wewe hugged him tight and practically yelled, "Two! Wake up! Please!" wewe got zero response. After a out five dakika wewe got up and tried to pick him up with you. Sadly he was too heavy. wewe leaned down and listened for his heartbeat. wewe heard nothing but silence. wewe started to cry even harder. wewe got up and ran to the nearest pay phone. wewe called an ambulance, magari ya wagonjwa and rushed back to Two-Bit. "Please! Please! Please! Wake up! Please!" wewe shouted. wewe shook him rapidly. wewe got no movement au answer. • • "I'm so sorry Y/N, but he's gone." A lady alisema as she walked up to you. Tears started to fall down your cheeks again. wewe Lost him. The upendo of your life was gone. wewe would never get to sleep in his arms, feel his kiss, hear his jokes au feel how happy he made wewe just kwa giving wewe a warm loving smile. All the good times wewe had together were just memories and always would be. wewe would never get to make new memories with him au get to songesha mbele with your lives together. wewe sat in the
waiting room if the hospital and just cried. wewe had Lost the most important thing in your life. • • Sodapop had to carry wewe to the car and take wewe to his apartment. Soda was there for wewe the whole time. wewe felt awful for staying at his place for a week. wewe hadn't even went back to yours and Twos apartment. wewe didn't want to old memories. wewe didn't want to be where wewe had told each other so many secrets.
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Today wewe were going back to your apartment. wewe were just going to get clothes and to go stay with your best friend. The moment wewe walked inside wewe felt like wewe were going to cry. On your jikoni meza, jedwali was a bunch of now dead roses, two plates, two whine glasses, your inayopendelewa strawberry wine and candles that hadn't been lit. wewe held back your tears and went and sat down. This was why Two was in such a rush to get home. wewe ran a hand through your hair and let out a whimper as tears started to fall down your cheeks. wewe looked at the roses. There was a note in them. wewe dread to read it because wewe knew you'd only miss him more. The note read 'Forever? Please say yes!' And there was an engagement ring taped to it. wewe set the card down and stood up quickly. wewe walked right out of the house and bumped into Dallas. Dallas was taking Two-Bit's death hard like you. "Y/N.... Are wewe okay? I came to check up on ya. wewe haven't bee-" wewe cut off Dallas. "He was going to propose to me Dal. The night he died. I came nyumbani and there was roses and then a note and a ring. He died before he could tell me he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. Why the hell couldn't they have taken me instead?! None of this is fair..... None of it." wewe cried. Dallas wrapped his arms around you. "I'm sorry." He whispered. He held wewe for a dakika and then let wewe go. Dallas went inside your apartment and grabbed clothes for you. wewe never did go back into that apartment ever again. wewe moved out four months after Two's death. It took wewe a long time to get over Two-Bit. wewe never got over his death, but wewe got to the point where wewe could songesha on. Where wewe could smile an laugh again like wewe used to. There was always that void in your moyo of where Two-Bit should have been and no one could replace that. He was your true love. wewe did remarry however. It was one of your old childhood friends. Two-Bit would've agreed to wewe being together if he were still there, but no one could fully replace him and no one ever did.
waiting room if the hospital and just cried. wewe had Lost the most important thing in your life. • • Sodapop had to carry wewe to the car and take wewe to his apartment. Soda was there for wewe the whole time. wewe felt awful for staying at his place for a week. wewe hadn't even went back to yours and Twos apartment. wewe didn't want to old memories. wewe didn't want to be where wewe had told each other so many secrets.
*****
Today wewe were going back to your apartment. wewe were just going to get clothes and to go stay with your best friend. The moment wewe walked inside wewe felt like wewe were going to cry. On your jikoni meza, jedwali was a bunch of now dead roses, two plates, two whine glasses, your inayopendelewa strawberry wine and candles that hadn't been lit. wewe held back your tears and went and sat down. This was why Two was in such a rush to get home. wewe ran a hand through your hair and let out a whimper as tears started to fall down your cheeks. wewe looked at the roses. There was a note in them. wewe dread to read it because wewe knew you'd only miss him more. The note read 'Forever? Please say yes!' And there was an engagement ring taped to it. wewe set the card down and stood up quickly. wewe walked right out of the house and bumped into Dallas. Dallas was taking Two-Bit's death hard like you. "Y/N.... Are wewe okay? I came to check up on ya. wewe haven't bee-" wewe cut off Dallas. "He was going to propose to me Dal. The night he died. I came nyumbani and there was roses and then a note and a ring. He died before he could tell me he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. Why the hell couldn't they have taken me instead?! None of this is fair..... None of it." wewe cried. Dallas wrapped his arms around you. "I'm sorry." He whispered. He held wewe for a dakika and then let wewe go. Dallas went inside your apartment and grabbed clothes for you. wewe never did go back into that apartment ever again. wewe moved out four months after Two's death. It took wewe a long time to get over Two-Bit. wewe never got over his death, but wewe got to the point where wewe could songesha on. Where wewe could smile an laugh again like wewe used to. There was always that void in your moyo of where Two-Bit should have been and no one could replace that. He was your true love. wewe did remarry however. It was one of your old childhood friends. Two-Bit would've agreed to wewe being together if he were still there, but no one could fully replace him and no one ever did.
wewe aren’t exactly sure what you’re humming to… But it’s something.
“Hey, (Y/N), have wewe seen my-” “THUD!” wewe rip open the kuoga curtain to see your boyfriend had tripped over the doorway.
“Oh my god, Two-Bit, are wewe ok?!?” wewe gasp.
He looks up at you. “Oh my god you’re in the shower!” He yells.
wewe yank the curtain back, covering yourself up.
“Two-Bit, are wewe ok honey?”you ask.
“After seeing that I’m not.” He says. “Damn, your beautiful.” He says, blushing.
“What a pig.” wewe laugh.
“(Y/N), please stay out of this.” Darry says, eyes still locked on his younger brother.
“She has a point.” Ponyboy snorts.
“Don’t use that tone with me, young man.” Darry says, voice raised.
“Who went and made wewe dad?” Ponyboy asked, shrugging his shoulders.
“You take that back.” Darry says, lunging for Ponyboy.
They start beating up on each other, nothing serious. Brothers will be brothers.
“Hey! Knock it off!” wewe say, trying to separate them on the ground.
Smack!
wewe fall back, the hit getting wewe hard.
The boys freeze, realizing they’ve hit you.
“Ow!” wewe say. “That was my boob!”
They burst out laughing.
“Oh my god, Steve. Your eye.” wewe say as wewe remove the ice pack.
“It’s just bump.” He grins.
“A bump? Honey, it’s a huge black eye. It’s zaidi like an egg.” wewe say.
“Old Man can still pack a punch, huh?”
“Steve, wewe need to get out of there.” wewe say matter-of-factly.
“I got nowhere to go.”
“You can stay with the Curtises. au me. I just don’t like seeing wewe hurt.” wewe whisper.
“I’d rather it be me than you.” He says.
“What?” He asks, glancing over at you.
“You’re gonna get pulled over,” wewe say, rolling your eyes.
“Do wewe think I’d care?” He laughed.
“Dallas Winston, I am shocked and appalled wewe just alisema that to me and ran that red light.” wewe laugh. “I’m horrified at your driving skills. Remind me not to get into a car with wewe again.”
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Light cracked the sky open. The crash that followed jolted wewe awake. wewe sit up in your bed, wide eyed with fear.
wewe had been afraid of thunderstorms since wewe were little… something about it just frightened wewe to no end.
The sound of your boyfriend breathing calmed wewe down. The rhythmic deep breathing soothed you, only for a second.
Another crack lit up the sky, with a giant boom that followed.
“Dally.” wewe shake your boyfriend awake.
“Babe… what’s the ma-” He stops as he sees your eyes, wide with fear. He sits up straight and wraps his arms around wewe pulling wewe close. “You’re fine… You’re fine.” He whispers, rocking wewe back and forth. “I got you. I promise. I got you.” Hands running through your hair.
“I just don’t like them.” wewe mumble into his bare chest.
“I know. I know.” He say. “But I still got you. I promise.”
But wewe were already asleep again.
wewe had been afraid of thunderstorms since wewe were little… something about it just frightened wewe to no end.
The sound of your boyfriend breathing calmed wewe down. The rhythmic deep breathing soothed you, only for a second.
Another crack lit up the sky, with a giant boom that followed.
“Dally.” wewe shake your boyfriend awake.
“Babe… what’s the ma-” He stops as he sees your eyes, wide with fear. He sits up straight and wraps his arms around wewe pulling wewe close. “You’re fine… You’re fine.” He whispers, rocking wewe back and forth. “I got you. I promise. I got you.” Hands running through your hair.
“I just don’t like them.” wewe mumble into his bare chest.
“I know. I know.” He say. “But I still got you. I promise.”
But wewe were already asleep again.
heres yet another poem that i wrote. enjoy!
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of wewe
my tears were hot with upendo
and affection for wewe
i want wewe so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with wewe kwa my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish wewe knew me
if only wewe were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but daydreaming isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish wewe knew who i am
but your upendo i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
wewe suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, wewe are the mwandishi of your own life story
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of wewe
my tears were hot with upendo
and affection for wewe
i want wewe so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with wewe kwa my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish wewe knew me
if only wewe were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but daydreaming isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish wewe knew who i am
but your upendo i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
wewe suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, wewe are the mwandishi of your own life story