the outsiders

wewe and Ponyboy are sitting on the climbers at the park and watching the sunset. wewe really like Ponyboy but wewe don't know if he feels the same way back. All of a sudden he turns to wewe and begins to look wewe straight in the eyes. Your hearts slips a beat and wewe begin to blush, looking down. He lightly lifts your chin and says "(Y/N), I have an important swali to ask wewe and I've been waitin' for the right time to ask you." wewe sit there speechless waiting for what comes next. Ponyboy slows begins to lean in and his lips meet yours. wewe accept them willingly. When the kiss ends wewe are both smiling and Ponyboy asks "Does that mean you'll be my girl?" wewe reply "Of course!" And wewe begin to kiss again.

wewe were avoiding his eyes. His beautiful eyes.

“Will wewe please tell me why?” wewe were sitting on the bathroom floor with him. wewe were still shaking from the silent sobs that racked your body.

“Baby look at me.” He whispers.

Your eyes meet his, and wewe loose it. wewe put your head into your hands and sob.

“Hey, hujambo everything’s fine. Shh babe, it’s ok. (Y/N) I promise,” he says as he picks wewe up an places wewe in his lap.

He rocks wewe back and forth for a few minutes, saying nothing. He looks down at your arm.

“You’re beautiful, wewe know that?” He mutters into your hair.

i upendo Ponyboy. if u know me then u should know this :)

1. he loves to read
2. he loves poetry
3. he loves to write
4. he wants to be a writer
5. hes a very deep person, bein a guy and all :D
6. he likes to watch sunsets
7. hes very good-looking (tho it wouldnt matter if he wasnt)
8. hes very smart
9. he swears (idk why, but i like that...)
10. we share ALOT, and when i say ALOT i mean ALOT, interests/we have ALOT in common
11. yeah. there would be zaidi but i cant think of everything. thats how much i upendo him. i cant even name everything i upendo bout him cuz theres too much


i just wish i was good enough for him...but i know im not....</3