Hello. This may be a little hard to write. wewe guys know me as DandC4evacute, a jina la mtumiaji I created 4 years ago. I have grown up since then. (seriously, I used to be such a baby when I was 13.) wewe guys probably don't care anyways, but, this is an makala about me, and why I act the way I do.
I don't really know the correct way to say this, so, I'm just gonna come flat out and say it. I have ADHD and High-Functioning Autism. And I'm not just saying the internet's definition of ADHD, I mean I ACTUALLY HAVE it. I also have a bit of self-anxiety, which is why I can never finish a project here. Sometimes I have irrational thoughts, especially for this site, like wewe all think I'm weird au something. I know, it's stupid, but I can't help it. :/
One of the problems with me and this site is that everyone is just so talented with drawing and/or writing, and I'm just sitting there in the background, waiting for something to be looked at. "But, Hadar, wewe ARE a GREAT writer! Remember EC's Journal?" Um, no, I just have good IDEAS. But when I try to act on them, it never comes out the way I want it to be, and I just quit, because I'm stubborn. I know I will probably sound like a 5-year-old, but, it's really unfair that I KNOW what MAKES a good story, but when I try to do it myself, it comes out HORRIBLY. It's like people with sports. They understand how it works, but they just aren't athletic.
Okay, I'm even depressing mySELF. Time to go on with thoughts! Well, with the contributing thing, I don't think the problems come from the contributors. I think it comes from the observers. And, I KNOW it's a problem, because I do it too. Most people don't want to read au look at something unless it has something to do with themselves, au interests them. Which makes it really hard to get motivated. That was the main problem with EC's Journal.
I hope that this sort of explains me... Any maswali wewe have, please say them in the comments!
I don't really know the correct way to say this, so, I'm just gonna come flat out and say it. I have ADHD and High-Functioning Autism. And I'm not just saying the internet's definition of ADHD, I mean I ACTUALLY HAVE it. I also have a bit of self-anxiety, which is why I can never finish a project here. Sometimes I have irrational thoughts, especially for this site, like wewe all think I'm weird au something. I know, it's stupid, but I can't help it. :/
One of the problems with me and this site is that everyone is just so talented with drawing and/or writing, and I'm just sitting there in the background, waiting for something to be looked at. "But, Hadar, wewe ARE a GREAT writer! Remember EC's Journal?" Um, no, I just have good IDEAS. But when I try to act on them, it never comes out the way I want it to be, and I just quit, because I'm stubborn. I know I will probably sound like a 5-year-old, but, it's really unfair that I KNOW what MAKES a good story, but when I try to do it myself, it comes out HORRIBLY. It's like people with sports. They understand how it works, but they just aren't athletic.
Okay, I'm even depressing mySELF. Time to go on with thoughts! Well, with the contributing thing, I don't think the problems come from the contributors. I think it comes from the observers. And, I KNOW it's a problem, because I do it too. Most people don't want to read au look at something unless it has something to do with themselves, au interests them. Which makes it really hard to get motivated. That was the main problem with EC's Journal.
I hope that this sort of explains me... Any maswali wewe have, please say them in the comments!
my Marafiki on this website I will no longer be on here anymore on the count of people cyberbullying me I know you'll miss me but goodbye my Marafiki im going to miss wewe we've all had our good times but there are so many cyber-bullies please remeber me for my kindness my Marafiki goodbye forever xoxo
I also shall throw a cookie party/pizza party with my Marafiki before I leave now we shall celwbrate my Marafiki the people who I call out are imvited
Coolcutegirl
Strawberry0020
Starwarsfan7
Courtneyfan214
Poophead437ext
Jadeismaname
Lollipop97
And many more
People not invited
Skyreacher
I also shall throw a cookie party/pizza party with my Marafiki before I leave now we shall celwbrate my Marafiki the people who I call out are imvited
Coolcutegirl
Strawberry0020
Starwarsfan7
Courtneyfan214
Poophead437ext
Jadeismaname
Lollipop97
And many more
People not invited
Skyreacher
Anna on left vannessa on right
Name: Kamei Savina Cassia
Age:15
Stereo type:the emo
Her cloths: a red dress with a ruff in side n out
red gloves black n white socks
Hair style:long
Hair color: purple with green yellow n blue streaks
eye color: blue
lipstick: gray
pjs: red with skulls
accessory: a black skull earring
Nick names: darkness (only comes out during night)
Siblings: Lance (brother) France(lil sister) Trancy (big sister)
pets: a cat named blackie
friends: gwen n trent
enemies: mostly alejandro
Activity: drawing on walls to onyesha art
Fear: fighting off a piranha
Age:15
Stereo type:the emo
Her cloths: a red dress with a ruff in side n out
red gloves black n white socks
Hair style:long
Hair color: purple with green yellow n blue streaks
eye color: blue
lipstick: gray
pjs: red with skulls
accessory: a black skull earring
Nick names: darkness (only comes out during night)
Siblings: Lance (brother) France(lil sister) Trancy (big sister)
pets: a cat named blackie
friends: gwen n trent
enemies: mostly alejandro
Activity: drawing on walls to onyesha art
Fear: fighting off a piranha
Dear Diary,
Okay so it was the first siku back at school after a long weekend because people found ants in thier soup. It was nice to see my friends. My aunt took me to a mother and child weekend camping thing. I don't know why she trys to be a mom to me. She is my aunt and that is all she will be to me, it's not her fault my parents left me with her and her boyfriend Stew.
The only bad thing about going back to school is that I will see daisy the brat agien. She thinks she is so great because her dad owns a TV network, and that she that perfect skin and that she has all the best hand bags and a hot tub. She walks down the hall way with her little hench men Megan and Tiffany. Megan and Tiffany are pretty cool. I heard that Megan once went out with Alejandro from Total drama world tour, and Tiffany helps the poor. But daisy hates the poor.
I feel sorry for Tiffany and Megan. Well I have no zaidi to say. See yah.
Kenya-pretty girl rock kwa Keri hilson
Nightwing-baby kwa Justin bieber
Noel-fed up kwa DJ khaled
Ariana-bad girl kwa dainty Kane
Bubbles- barbie girl kwa aqua
Lexi-stupid girls kwa pink
Nightstar-fucking perfect kwa pink
Nightlight-blow kwa Ke$ha
Nightmare-monster kwa Kanye west
Noah-i feel like dying kwa Lil Wayne
Sinto-whats wrong with them kwa Lil Wayne
Bones-cricketz kwa new boyz
Lexis-black and yellow remix kwa wiz kalifa
Sweeney-no upendo kwa lil wanye
Alejandrina- im too cool
Korea- gansta kwa 50 cent
Indian and India-drop the world
Gothic and Miami-whos that guy
Nicki-bad girl
Corabella and Lady-raining men kwa Rhianna
Lizzy- we are sisters kwa cheetah girls
Demon- me against the world
November-bad girl
Alejandra-im a flirt kwa r kelly
Chocolate- work it kwa missy elliot
Kebella- im just a kid
Candace- baby
Nightwing-baby kwa Justin bieber
Noel-fed up kwa DJ khaled
Ariana-bad girl kwa dainty Kane
Bubbles- barbie girl kwa aqua
Lexi-stupid girls kwa pink
Nightstar-fucking perfect kwa pink
Nightlight-blow kwa Ke$ha
Nightmare-monster kwa Kanye west
Noah-i feel like dying kwa Lil Wayne
Sinto-whats wrong with them kwa Lil Wayne
Bones-cricketz kwa new boyz
Lexis-black and yellow remix kwa wiz kalifa
Sweeney-no upendo kwa lil wanye
Alejandrina- im too cool
Korea- gansta kwa 50 cent
Indian and India-drop the world
Gothic and Miami-whos that guy
Nicki-bad girl
Corabella and Lady-raining men kwa Rhianna
Lizzy- we are sisters kwa cheetah girls
Demon- me against the world
November-bad girl
Alejandra-im a flirt kwa r kelly
Chocolate- work it kwa missy elliot
Kebella- im just a kid
Candace- baby
Alexis Kristen Lily Gomez
Luca. (Will be drawing him soon. ^^;)
