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5. Flirting With moto 101
TODAY IN ENGLISH WE ARE STUDYING ROMEO AND JULIET. I HATE Romeo and Juliet.
What kind of person falls in upendo leaves then expects wewe to pretend like nothing happened. Oh and that’s after trying to kill themselves.
Yeh its pretty messed up. Almost as bad as saying I upendo but wewe need to be independent. Should I be comparing Romeo to Jacob well, both heartless jerk. I see some comparison.
Mom and dad are the really Romeo and Juliet. I replay moms story in my head all time. It was a upendo that is so deep its better to be alone. The story was crappy but it kept me from killing myself.
His voice was driving me crazy ‘I’ve got to do it ’ what does he have to do ‘I hate this part.’ then don’t do it. I could hear his voice perfectly in my head ‘I hate when wewe cry ’ then don’t give me reason to do it.
Thought out the class I really thought about it. I was single for the first time in my life ‘No, I'm not breaking up with wewe ’ he shouted in my head witch made me fall out of my seat. Thankfully everyone laughed and didn’t care too much about why I fell. Well Claire did, she always does. Mom’s personal eyes.
“Renesmee are wewe ok” the sympathy in her eyes was reason enough to run away. I hated sympathy.
“Yeh I'm fine” I lied, gatherings my junk, taka to go to sex Ed. That was the last class I wanted to be have dad kusoma my mind, no thanks.
“Don’t lie to me Nessie, come on lets go outside ” she took my hand and we walked over to the out side benches kwa the woods “alright tell me what's going on ” she said. Obviously her extra ears weren’t working. Thank god
“Its no big deal I'm just confused,” I looked up at her “Jacob told me that he wasn’t breaking up with but he wanted me to be zaidi independent. I don’t understand him ” I would have cried but I had no zaidi tears to cry for him.
“Don’t worry about him he’ll be back in a couple of weeks.” she alisema sitting closer to me now. “Do wewe want to go home?”
I didn’t like the fact that I was failing classes because of Him “no I'll just walk it off.” Maybe I'll find his sent and would break-up with him so I really have nothing to worry about. So I walked in to the wood.
“Are wewe coming,” I asked Claire when she didn’t follow me.
We didn’t get to far from school when I caught Jacobs sent. But it wasn’t just Jacobs sent he was with the entire mbwa mwitu pack.
They were casing a vampire.
I didn’t songesha I didn’t know what to do Claire kept walking I tried 3 au 4 times to call her name finally I found my voice “stop Claire! ”
She looked over at me and say me the fright in my face. She knew something bad was happing in the woods “Renesmee, what is it. ” Claire was shaking me “Renesmee look at me ”she put her warn hand on my cheek
“Go get Bella” I told her “hurry ”
She ran out back to school while I a deeper into the woods I followed Jacobs sent around the woods. I smelt the vampire with him. Although all vampires’ smell similar there is a difference between human blood drinker and animal blood drinker – we smelt sweeter. This vampire smelt sweet I had to see his eyes that was the only way to tell. I was running much faster now. The trail came to a sudden stop I looked around a saw him. He was beautiful.
He was most likely 25 au 26 years old, he looked so sweet and nice like he was half human like me. But then Jacob jumped out of some trees and his pack following him making a perfect mduara, duara around the vampire.
“Leave now he’s with me” I looked at Jacob “he’s not on your side of the land therefore he is mine, now go ”I snarled baring my teeth growling at him. I jumped in font of the vampire as if I were to defend him Jacob was very close to attacking both of us until he smelt dad, and Alice right behind him
“Renesmee stop!” aunt Alice yelled jumping in front of the vampire and me. Edward grabbed me out of the way. Mom Jasper Emmett and Rosalie were there now. Dad pushed me into mom’s arms where she held me. Jacob was now growling at the vampire
“Jacob what are wewe talking about ”dad asked “no he’s not with us ” he answered then Jacob growled. Dad yelled “Renesmee Carlie Cullen what did wewe do ” he snarled at me. I didn’t know what I did I didn’t know what to say. But then the vampire spoke
“She saved me” he looked at me and smiled a silent thank wewe “I was just finishing my meal when these giant Mbwa mwitu loups started chasing me ” he looked Jacob up and down “I was running in to the city when I caught all of your sent. I thought wewe could help me but then I smelt her I stopped and so did the wolves. And that one”-he points to Jacob –“was talking to her well zaidi like arguing she jumped in front of me and that’s when wewe all showed up.” He alisema cheerfully “oh my names Jess kwa the way. ”
“Hi jess I'm Renesmee and this is my family Bella Edward Alice Jasper Rosalie and Emmett and that’s Jacob ” I looked at Jacob he and his pack were going back into the woods but Jacob left to phase. He looked very mad and he was shaky.
“Nessie what the hell were wewe thinking” he snarled I growled at him
“Helping a friend ” I alisema trying to brake loose on moms hold “mom, I'm going to go get Claire and going home, ” I alisema
“ No your not going anywhere” she tightened her grip on me “Claire is getting Carlisle he should be hear in a minute” she looked in the woods where grandpa was coming still in his work cloths
Jess laughed and dad growled at him
“Renesmee are wewe ok?” he said. He looked at me then to Jess –who smiled-. I told him I was fine but I'm pretty sure he wasn’t listing. Then he spoke to Jacob “you should go, Jacob, your pack is waiting”
“NO I'm FINE I want to know what the hell is going on here and why wewe didn’t let me kill him ” Jacob was staring at me, he was also shacking
“Well then wewe need to calm down ”he looked over to Jess how returned glances “what is your name”
“I'm Jess, thanks for the save but I was only passing thought .I should be Oriento kwa now but I got hungry so I think I'm going to get going I don’t want to cause any zaidi trouble ” he alisema looking at Jacob –all the trouble
“Wait ” I was still trying to free myself “mom please ” I looked at her and showed he what I was going to do she let me go dad growled at her he doesn’t like jess
“No I don’t ”he alisema answering my silent thought
“Jess wewe don’t drink human blood why?” I noticed his eyes other then out family of vegetarians we had our sister clan- Tanya, Kate, Eleazar and Carmen
He smiled at me big “well Renesmee …before I was bit I was a mortician, grosses thing in the world I would see how people died. I learned a lot about human blood, which kwa the way super dirty. Baby’s blood is the purest and I didn’t want to kill babies so I tested out the water and I found a liking for pigs blood and cow blood they are the best but that’s just my opinion I grew up on a farm.” she alisema smiling very big a me
“So wewe have never had human blood ” grandpa asked jess
“No I don't like it I can smell all of alcohol and the drugs they used I do not want that in my body. Renesmee,”
Jacob snarled when jess alisema my name “you smell so different not like stinky humans au your family your sent is so much stronger sweeter ” jess alisema as Jacob started to shake dad looked at jess and looked at Jacob and hissed under his teeth to Jacob
I blushed “I'm part human and part vampire my dad and mom were married when she was a human and then she had me ”
“That fascinating, I've only herded stories about incubi ” he alisema now pointing his smile to mom then back to me “I think I should be going though, I have an appointment.” he looked around “but if wewe want I'll come back ” he alisema to me, not my family
“Sure ” I alisema with everyone snarling and growling at me but then everyone got very clam, uncle jasper was doing that but then aunt Alice made a strange noise
“I don't think your family wants me here, maybe in the long run well meet again bye Renesmee.” He waved
“You should go south the Mbwa mwitu loups aren’t as trained as Jake they will attack ” grandpa alisema coldly he wasn’t usually me to good vampire even the bad ones he was nice to. What was wrong with Jess?
“Ok thanks bye ”he left. Jacob walked over to me
“What were wewe doing? Better yet what were wewe thinking they could have hurt wewe in fact some of them almost did” Jacob yelled at me he was shaking. I had never seen him this mad before.
“I leaving” I walked around him and ran towards the house no one followed me
I stayed in my studio that night and cried I cried so much I loved Jacob but right there I felt no upendo I felt like my life altogether was over I felt like trying to like myself like hang myself. Jacob alisema some on the new pack wanted to kill me so how about I just go to their side they’ll kill me it will be quick and easy have vampire half human I should be really easy to shred and burn. But what would mom do and dad my aunts and uncles upendo me to much especially my grandparents I cried myself to sleep on the kitanda in my studio I’m pretty sure some one came to check on me. When the sun hit my eyes I realized that it mush have been noon I slept all siku but no one came to wake me up hat was a good thing because I didn’t want to wake. I had a dream about my how every thing would be with out Jacob I seemed happy in the dream but I was missing a piece on my all over I looked different my eyes were dull and my hair didn’t shin, I had even less color in my face. I went over to my kinanda and started playing some cords I wrote another snip of a song
This one was called beautiful disaster that’s what Jacob was he was my beautiful disaster
Oh and I don’t know
I don't know what's he’s after
But he's so beautiful
He such a just a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on through the tears and the laughter
Lord would it be beautiful
au just a beautiful disaster
I'm longing for the upendo in the logical
But he's happy hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
I've waited so long
He soft to the touch
But afraid at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
But still he's zaidi then
I can take
I stopped paying the kinanda when uncle jasper knocked on the door
“Come in ”I shouted at the door no looking back
Uncle Jasper came in and saw that I wasn’t really doing anything he walked over and sat kwa me on the kinanda bench.
“Everyone is worried about wewe especially Claire wewe should go talk to them” he alisema looking around the room “and I think some fresh air will do wewe good ”
“I don't want them to see me au me to see them,” I told him “ Is dad still mad? ” I asked
“Yes, about that he’s very sorry for getting so Mad.” uncle jasper got up and started cleaning my room “but wewe should understand why he got mad you’re his life. wewe and Bella are everything to him . wewe scared us all when wewe just left Alice screamed in the middle of class because wewe future turned black. Everyone was sacred.” he was changing the pillowcases and moving the sofa to the other side of the room.
“Oh well I didn’t really think about that, at less Jess was a good guy right ” I alisema he humph-ed “what are wewe doing?” I asked as he stared eyeballing the room and taking measurements.
“I'm going to put a kitanda in here so wewe don't have to sleep on that kitanda ” he alisema moving the sofa a little zaidi to the left.
“Please don't I don't need a kitanda I just want the kitanda its comfortable and small ” I alisema going to the other side of the kitanda to put it back in place.
“Ok then if that’s what wewe want ” he alisema moving it for me. “What were wewe playing? ”
“Umm nothing really just messing with some cords” I told him
“Can I hear?” he asked I waked over to the piano. “I'm hardly ever around when wewe play.”
“Ok but don't tell any one ” I played just the cords I wasn’t too sure about my lyrics. I felt like every thing was coming to an end uncle jasper knew this and he walked over to me and gave me a kiss on the cheek
“ wewe should go see everyone wewe will fell a lot zaidi better so will they ” he alisema and walked out of the room.
“I really don’t like when wewe do that. ” I alisema loud enough for him to hear. He laughed.
Stupid sympathy.
5. Flirting With moto 101
TODAY IN ENGLISH WE ARE STUDYING ROMEO AND JULIET. I HATE Romeo and Juliet.
What kind of person falls in upendo leaves then expects wewe to pretend like nothing happened. Oh and that’s after trying to kill themselves.
Yeh its pretty messed up. Almost as bad as saying I upendo but wewe need to be independent. Should I be comparing Romeo to Jacob well, both heartless jerk. I see some comparison.
Mom and dad are the really Romeo and Juliet. I replay moms story in my head all time. It was a upendo that is so deep its better to be alone. The story was crappy but it kept me from killing myself.
His voice was driving me crazy ‘I’ve got to do it ’ what does he have to do ‘I hate this part.’ then don’t do it. I could hear his voice perfectly in my head ‘I hate when wewe cry ’ then don’t give me reason to do it.
Thought out the class I really thought about it. I was single for the first time in my life ‘No, I'm not breaking up with wewe ’ he shouted in my head witch made me fall out of my seat. Thankfully everyone laughed and didn’t care too much about why I fell. Well Claire did, she always does. Mom’s personal eyes.
“Renesmee are wewe ok” the sympathy in her eyes was reason enough to run away. I hated sympathy.
“Yeh I'm fine” I lied, gatherings my junk, taka to go to sex Ed. That was the last class I wanted to be have dad kusoma my mind, no thanks.
“Don’t lie to me Nessie, come on lets go outside ” she took my hand and we walked over to the out side benches kwa the woods “alright tell me what's going on ” she said. Obviously her extra ears weren’t working. Thank god
“Its no big deal I'm just confused,” I looked up at her “Jacob told me that he wasn’t breaking up with but he wanted me to be zaidi independent. I don’t understand him ” I would have cried but I had no zaidi tears to cry for him.
“Don’t worry about him he’ll be back in a couple of weeks.” she alisema sitting closer to me now. “Do wewe want to go home?”
I didn’t like the fact that I was failing classes because of Him “no I'll just walk it off.” Maybe I'll find his sent and would break-up with him so I really have nothing to worry about. So I walked in to the wood.
“Are wewe coming,” I asked Claire when she didn’t follow me.
We didn’t get to far from school when I caught Jacobs sent. But it wasn’t just Jacobs sent he was with the entire mbwa mwitu pack.
They were casing a vampire.
I didn’t songesha I didn’t know what to do Claire kept walking I tried 3 au 4 times to call her name finally I found my voice “stop Claire! ”
She looked over at me and say me the fright in my face. She knew something bad was happing in the woods “Renesmee, what is it. ” Claire was shaking me “Renesmee look at me ”she put her warn hand on my cheek
“Go get Bella” I told her “hurry ”
She ran out back to school while I a deeper into the woods I followed Jacobs sent around the woods. I smelt the vampire with him. Although all vampires’ smell similar there is a difference between human blood drinker and animal blood drinker – we smelt sweeter. This vampire smelt sweet I had to see his eyes that was the only way to tell. I was running much faster now. The trail came to a sudden stop I looked around a saw him. He was beautiful.
He was most likely 25 au 26 years old, he looked so sweet and nice like he was half human like me. But then Jacob jumped out of some trees and his pack following him making a perfect mduara, duara around the vampire.
“Leave now he’s with me” I looked at Jacob “he’s not on your side of the land therefore he is mine, now go ”I snarled baring my teeth growling at him. I jumped in font of the vampire as if I were to defend him Jacob was very close to attacking both of us until he smelt dad, and Alice right behind him
“Renesmee stop!” aunt Alice yelled jumping in front of the vampire and me. Edward grabbed me out of the way. Mom Jasper Emmett and Rosalie were there now. Dad pushed me into mom’s arms where she held me. Jacob was now growling at the vampire
“Jacob what are wewe talking about ”dad asked “no he’s not with us ” he answered then Jacob growled. Dad yelled “Renesmee Carlie Cullen what did wewe do ” he snarled at me. I didn’t know what I did I didn’t know what to say. But then the vampire spoke
“She saved me” he looked at me and smiled a silent thank wewe “I was just finishing my meal when these giant Mbwa mwitu loups started chasing me ” he looked Jacob up and down “I was running in to the city when I caught all of your sent. I thought wewe could help me but then I smelt her I stopped and so did the wolves. And that one”-he points to Jacob –“was talking to her well zaidi like arguing she jumped in front of me and that’s when wewe all showed up.” He alisema cheerfully “oh my names Jess kwa the way. ”
“Hi jess I'm Renesmee and this is my family Bella Edward Alice Jasper Rosalie and Emmett and that’s Jacob ” I looked at Jacob he and his pack were going back into the woods but Jacob left to phase. He looked very mad and he was shaky.
“Nessie what the hell were wewe thinking” he snarled I growled at him
“Helping a friend ” I alisema trying to brake loose on moms hold “mom, I'm going to go get Claire and going home, ” I alisema
“ No your not going anywhere” she tightened her grip on me “Claire is getting Carlisle he should be hear in a minute” she looked in the woods where grandpa was coming still in his work cloths
Jess laughed and dad growled at him
“Renesmee are wewe ok?” he said. He looked at me then to Jess –who smiled-. I told him I was fine but I'm pretty sure he wasn’t listing. Then he spoke to Jacob “you should go, Jacob, your pack is waiting”
“NO I'm FINE I want to know what the hell is going on here and why wewe didn’t let me kill him ” Jacob was staring at me, he was also shacking
“Well then wewe need to calm down ”he looked over to Jess how returned glances “what is your name”
“I'm Jess, thanks for the save but I was only passing thought .I should be Oriento kwa now but I got hungry so I think I'm going to get going I don’t want to cause any zaidi trouble ” he alisema looking at Jacob –all the trouble
“Wait ” I was still trying to free myself “mom please ” I looked at her and showed he what I was going to do she let me go dad growled at her he doesn’t like jess
“No I don’t ”he alisema answering my silent thought
“Jess wewe don’t drink human blood why?” I noticed his eyes other then out family of vegetarians we had our sister clan- Tanya, Kate, Eleazar and Carmen
He smiled at me big “well Renesmee …before I was bit I was a mortician, grosses thing in the world I would see how people died. I learned a lot about human blood, which kwa the way super dirty. Baby’s blood is the purest and I didn’t want to kill babies so I tested out the water and I found a liking for pigs blood and cow blood they are the best but that’s just my opinion I grew up on a farm.” she alisema smiling very big a me
“So wewe have never had human blood ” grandpa asked jess
“No I don't like it I can smell all of alcohol and the drugs they used I do not want that in my body. Renesmee,”
Jacob snarled when jess alisema my name “you smell so different not like stinky humans au your family your sent is so much stronger sweeter ” jess alisema as Jacob started to shake dad looked at jess and looked at Jacob and hissed under his teeth to Jacob
I blushed “I'm part human and part vampire my dad and mom were married when she was a human and then she had me ”
“That fascinating, I've only herded stories about incubi ” he alisema now pointing his smile to mom then back to me “I think I should be going though, I have an appointment.” he looked around “but if wewe want I'll come back ” he alisema to me, not my family
“Sure ” I alisema with everyone snarling and growling at me but then everyone got very clam, uncle jasper was doing that but then aunt Alice made a strange noise
“I don't think your family wants me here, maybe in the long run well meet again bye Renesmee.” He waved
“You should go south the Mbwa mwitu loups aren’t as trained as Jake they will attack ” grandpa alisema coldly he wasn’t usually me to good vampire even the bad ones he was nice to. What was wrong with Jess?
“Ok thanks bye ”he left. Jacob walked over to me
“What were wewe doing? Better yet what were wewe thinking they could have hurt wewe in fact some of them almost did” Jacob yelled at me he was shaking. I had never seen him this mad before.
“I leaving” I walked around him and ran towards the house no one followed me
I stayed in my studio that night and cried I cried so much I loved Jacob but right there I felt no upendo I felt like my life altogether was over I felt like trying to like myself like hang myself. Jacob alisema some on the new pack wanted to kill me so how about I just go to their side they’ll kill me it will be quick and easy have vampire half human I should be really easy to shred and burn. But what would mom do and dad my aunts and uncles upendo me to much especially my grandparents I cried myself to sleep on the kitanda in my studio I’m pretty sure some one came to check on me. When the sun hit my eyes I realized that it mush have been noon I slept all siku but no one came to wake me up hat was a good thing because I didn’t want to wake. I had a dream about my how every thing would be with out Jacob I seemed happy in the dream but I was missing a piece on my all over I looked different my eyes were dull and my hair didn’t shin, I had even less color in my face. I went over to my kinanda and started playing some cords I wrote another snip of a song
This one was called beautiful disaster that’s what Jacob was he was my beautiful disaster
Oh and I don’t know
I don't know what's he’s after
But he's so beautiful
He such a just a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on through the tears and the laughter
Lord would it be beautiful
au just a beautiful disaster
I'm longing for the upendo in the logical
But he's happy hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
I've waited so long
He soft to the touch
But afraid at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
But still he's zaidi then
I can take
I stopped paying the kinanda when uncle jasper knocked on the door
“Come in ”I shouted at the door no looking back
Uncle Jasper came in and saw that I wasn’t really doing anything he walked over and sat kwa me on the kinanda bench.
“Everyone is worried about wewe especially Claire wewe should go talk to them” he alisema looking around the room “and I think some fresh air will do wewe good ”
“I don't want them to see me au me to see them,” I told him “ Is dad still mad? ” I asked
“Yes, about that he’s very sorry for getting so Mad.” uncle jasper got up and started cleaning my room “but wewe should understand why he got mad you’re his life. wewe and Bella are everything to him . wewe scared us all when wewe just left Alice screamed in the middle of class because wewe future turned black. Everyone was sacred.” he was changing the pillowcases and moving the sofa to the other side of the room.
“Oh well I didn’t really think about that, at less Jess was a good guy right ” I alisema he humph-ed “what are wewe doing?” I asked as he stared eyeballing the room and taking measurements.
“I'm going to put a kitanda in here so wewe don't have to sleep on that kitanda ” he alisema moving the sofa a little zaidi to the left.
“Please don't I don't need a kitanda I just want the kitanda its comfortable and small ” I alisema going to the other side of the kitanda to put it back in place.
“Ok then if that’s what wewe want ” he alisema moving it for me. “What were wewe playing? ”
“Umm nothing really just messing with some cords” I told him
“Can I hear?” he asked I waked over to the piano. “I'm hardly ever around when wewe play.”
“Ok but don't tell any one ” I played just the cords I wasn’t too sure about my lyrics. I felt like every thing was coming to an end uncle jasper knew this and he walked over to me and gave me a kiss on the cheek
“ wewe should go see everyone wewe will fell a lot zaidi better so will they ” he alisema and walked out of the room.
“I really don’t like when wewe do that. ” I alisema loud enough for him to hear. He laughed.
Stupid sympathy.
