noah's pov
i had never feel this pain, this desperation
how could it be that i had to leave the only person i had ever upendo leave her to stay with the dog jacob a person that i dispise so much
but i had to i know that i had to i only had a mwezi with my upendo with renesmee
renesmee
i knew that the best way was to start to get away slowly but i couldn't imagine letting go of her in my last mwezi with her
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jake's pov
my moyo froze when nessie hug the blood sucker but i feel such joy when i realize that he was going away finally !!!!
it hurt me that nessie cried so much over this but i knew she would want to be with the bloddsucker last days so i wiill stay away and in a mwezi everything would be perefect the way it was suppose to be
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nessie's pov
i spend every sekunde with noah in our last days
i even sleep in the same room but not in the same kitanda noah wouldn't allowed that...
today it was the last siku
the last night
"don't go noah please" i alisema
"its going to be ok wewe are going to be ok" noah alisema while we were going to his room well our room he was holding me kwa the waist
we arrived to the room and he went to lay down on the kitanda i went slowly to the kitanda but then i went for the kitanda
"Nessie please i told wewe many times that" noah started saying
i just look at his green sad eyes
"No noah this is not your decision is mine ok" i alisema and kiss him
he hadn't kiss me in all thise 30 days and he was suddenly as eager and urgent as i was he carry me while he kiss me to the kitanda
i rip his clothes and he said
"no nessie this is wrong" noah started but i started to kiss him and the moto was inevitable
he rip my clothes then
........
........
........
when i woke up i was in noah's arms i had never felt this happy in my life i kiss his neck
then i remember he was....
saddness surounded me
noah was already awake he touch my cheek and then he saw my sad expresion
"noah please dont go " i murmure
he sigh heavily brokenly triyng not to cry
"i have to im sorry i should have stop this will only make things harder for wewe " noah alisema in agony
i look at his eyes
"noah i don't regret any sekunde i spend with wewe ok "i alisema serouly
he smile an kiss me fiercly again
i kiss him back we were going again when alice tap the door
"emmm nessie im sorry but noah it is time " alice alisema with the lifeless voice she used since aro came. jasper was also staying here
noah get up from the kitanda and started to get dress
"no noah don't go" i cried
noah look at me in agony he kiss my forehead
"im so sorry renesmee, i upendo wewe " he said
"i upendo wewe too noah please stay"
"be happy ness don't think of me forget me ok" noah alisema pleading
i touch his cheek
i onyesha him all our memorys
"never noah" i whispered
he hug me and kiss me in my forehead my cheeks and my lips and before i could stop him he run to the door
i ran but they were already gone
i had never feel this pain, this desperation
how could it be that i had to leave the only person i had ever upendo leave her to stay with the dog jacob a person that i dispise so much
but i had to i know that i had to i only had a mwezi with my upendo with renesmee
renesmee
i knew that the best way was to start to get away slowly but i couldn't imagine letting go of her in my last mwezi with her
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jake's pov
my moyo froze when nessie hug the blood sucker but i feel such joy when i realize that he was going away finally !!!!
it hurt me that nessie cried so much over this but i knew she would want to be with the bloddsucker last days so i wiill stay away and in a mwezi everything would be perefect the way it was suppose to be
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nessie's pov
i spend every sekunde with noah in our last days
i even sleep in the same room but not in the same kitanda noah wouldn't allowed that...
today it was the last siku
the last night
"don't go noah please" i alisema
"its going to be ok wewe are going to be ok" noah alisema while we were going to his room well our room he was holding me kwa the waist
we arrived to the room and he went to lay down on the kitanda i went slowly to the kitanda but then i went for the kitanda
"Nessie please i told wewe many times that" noah started saying
i just look at his green sad eyes
"No noah this is not your decision is mine ok" i alisema and kiss him
he hadn't kiss me in all thise 30 days and he was suddenly as eager and urgent as i was he carry me while he kiss me to the kitanda
i rip his clothes and he said
"no nessie this is wrong" noah started but i started to kiss him and the moto was inevitable
he rip my clothes then
........
........
........
when i woke up i was in noah's arms i had never felt this happy in my life i kiss his neck
then i remember he was....
saddness surounded me
noah was already awake he touch my cheek and then he saw my sad expresion
"noah please dont go " i murmure
he sigh heavily brokenly triyng not to cry
"i have to im sorry i should have stop this will only make things harder for wewe " noah alisema in agony
i look at his eyes
"noah i don't regret any sekunde i spend with wewe ok "i alisema serouly
he smile an kiss me fiercly again
i kiss him back we were going again when alice tap the door
"emmm nessie im sorry but noah it is time " alice alisema with the lifeless voice she used since aro came. jasper was also staying here
noah get up from the kitanda and started to get dress
"no noah don't go" i cried
noah look at me in agony he kiss my forehead
"im so sorry renesmee, i upendo wewe " he said
"i upendo wewe too noah please stay"
"be happy ness don't think of me forget me ok" noah alisema pleading
i touch his cheek
i onyesha him all our memorys
"never noah" i whispered
he hug me and kiss me in my forehead my cheeks and my lips and before i could stop him he run to the door
i ran but they were already gone
