seth's pov

i had never felt zaidi happy and miserable at the same time
i had kiss emma and she kiss me back but when i told her that i upendo her she ran away from me
-my upendo the girl i imprint on ran away i was too shock .So does that meant she didn't upendo me? i mean she did kiss me back ,or did she???? it felt like it but there was no way to be sure i -i-i

i sigh frustrated

"man are wewe ok?" quil ask me
"i don't know" i answer
"i think wewe should go after her and talk to her,good luck" quil alisema and went to says hi to claire.

i ran to emma's house and jump through her window she had her sheets over her head
"hi em" i whisper
her body froze when she heard me and she songesha under her cover like she was shy? she was never shy around me
"go away seth i don't want to talk to you" emma alisema
i could hear she was holding back tears

nothing could break zaidi my moyo she didn't upendo me back and worse i had ruin our friendship ,well i should try to at least save our friendship
i took a step toward her kitanda and sat on the edge of her kitanda when emma saw under the covers that i was sitting on the kitanda she songesha to the other edge quickly i chucled

"what's so funny seth cleawaters??" emms alisema sounding really annoy at me well at least she is talking to me now

i cough
"emma im sorry i-i-i thought that wewe upendo me back so i-i-i but don't worry i can go back and be just Marafiki i promise but please emma my life would be meaningless without you"
while i was saying this emma look at me i could see her beautiful green eyes
why she didn't upendo me back i mean imprinting is suppose to find our soulmates and how emma and i could be soulmates if she didn't upendo me??

emma sit on her kitanda and really slowly touch my cheek
i felt electricity when she touch me why couldn't she feel the same.....life is so unfair

"seth i-i-i"emma started but she look down at her lap
i don't know why i was being so stupid she would surely slap my hand away but i couldn't stop my hand to touch her chin so i could see her eyes
to my surprize she didn't push my hand away her eyes were so confuse

"emms is ok , i just have i little crush on you" i shrug
well that is and understatement but i don't want her to hear what imprinting is
"but i swear wewe won't notice i will never kiss wewe again it will be like tonight never happen i swear please" i beg to her

she was still holding my cheek and i was still touching her chin out faces were inches away i felt her sweet breath on my face
well this was going to be zaidi hard that i thought i was using all my control to not kiss her au tell her that i upendo her

emma songesha closer to me ...really close our noses were almost touching her sweet smell was so intoxicating that i had to stop breathing
she look at me and smile a little smile
"are wewe sure seth ?"
i smile well at least i was still Marafiki with my emma my upendo
"yes emms " i alisema emms i upendo wewe so much i wanted to tell her

emma songesha closer
hell my upendo like to torture me why she was getting so close ??
do not kiss her seth dont mess things up again
do not kiss her seth dont mess things up again
do not kiss her seth dont mess things up again
do not kiss her seth dont mess things up again
"best Marafiki forever right" she smile hugely

no i don't want to be youre friend i want wewe to upendo me just a little

"sure emms best Marafiki forever"
she chucled "jezz seth why do wewe crush on me and not on one of wewe shabiki girls" she joke
"well i don't know but its just a small crush so don't let it go to your head ok?" i try to alisema casually
but my moyo was breaking slowly how could she compare herself with any other girls she was my Angel my love

my upendo kiss both my cheeks and hug me tightly i hug her

this was worst than pure torture ...
well seth wewe can always try to make her fall inlove with wewe ... that was my only hope

emma smile and make a space on her kitanda
"wolfy boy come on" she alisema smiling
i smile
"sorry emms but i have to go to a pack meetting" this wasn't a complete lie maybe i would go and hang out with the pack it just feels wrong to sleep on the same kitanda when i felt this way about her

her face fell but then smile lighlty and yawn
"well good night seth but could wewe stay a while till i fall asleep is that i been having this nightmare about my parents" she alisema and yawn
"do wewe want to talk about it"i ask
"nope thanks just stay a while please" she beg and patted her kitanda
i couldn't say no to her so i went to her kitanda she hug me and breath deeply and i hug her
"nights"

after a few dakika emms fall asleep so i put her mto under her head .she was mumbuling quietly like she always did i always bother her and she bother me because she alisema i snore i didn't believe her until she tape me ....

i was going out when i heard something she mutter that stop my moyo