this is placed into the slot of when bella in eclipsed edward to not go fight and to stay EXCEPT I CHANGED A LITTLE MANOR THINGS... hehe
I waited for them to get back to me. I couldn't think of the names and even some of them i even meet and yet they are still willing to lose their life over me which scared me half to death. Im surpirsed im not already dead.
I asked , i cant even say his name in this moment, to stay behind for me. but he denied me. He wanted to end it himself with his own hands was his excuse. But i thought that perhaps he just wants some fun, even i find myself boring, maybe he did too.
I should be there. i dont want to be here while even as im thinking all this one of my family au Marafiki has dying. Stop it Bella. i had to change my train of thought.
i decided i might sit and try fool myself into eating some leaft overs from last night
s caserole and maybe try seem interested in something thats on TV. Not that im counting on it.
It will ease charlie of suspension i supose. I fear that he has grown to know me better than i thought within the time i've been here.
I can't have him see through me and know im scared. But even when he did, he diddn;t not hover like he used to, he askes questions, i just dont want to answer right now.
I started eating my meal without eating it. I thought that jsut because i might bee scared doesn't mean i cant be comfortable. Thats not selfish right?
I slouched right into the root of the lounch and started flicking too fast throught the channels, i think my moyo was catching on and trying to prove me out and put me back into panic for them. Man it's good. Stop it.
i settled on a onyesha i quite frankly diddnt take notice of, something about making beaded bracelets, not really interested. Just to stick my tongue out at my heart.
But tugged harder on the rope in this little game of tugga-war and i collasped on my hearts feet.
I gasped escaped my mouth, unexpecting. A sudden kick in my stomach crashed through me, sending me off the lounch to hte cold floor. My breath escaped me leaving Winded.
For no apprent reason i felt like all meaning, upendo and soul has been torn and ripped out of me.
"BELLA!" i heard Alice scream, through the front door. I still laid restless on the floor, i couldn't move. Like i had been paralyised.
"Bella! look at me!! look at me!" she screamed, racing to me side adn lifting me into her chilled lap. her eyes laid covered in her own tears, along with a strong smell of blood.
"Bella, im so sorry. i couldnt save him."
what. nor those words.
my whole body was starting the shake voilently like a fit i couldn't control. Alice's arms wound around mine and lifted me higher.
"NOO!" edward.
I waited for them to get back to me. I couldn't think of the names and even some of them i even meet and yet they are still willing to lose their life over me which scared me half to death. Im surpirsed im not already dead.
I asked , i cant even say his name in this moment, to stay behind for me. but he denied me. He wanted to end it himself with his own hands was his excuse. But i thought that perhaps he just wants some fun, even i find myself boring, maybe he did too.
I should be there. i dont want to be here while even as im thinking all this one of my family au Marafiki has dying. Stop it Bella. i had to change my train of thought.
i decided i might sit and try fool myself into eating some leaft overs from last night
s caserole and maybe try seem interested in something thats on TV. Not that im counting on it.
It will ease charlie of suspension i supose. I fear that he has grown to know me better than i thought within the time i've been here.
I can't have him see through me and know im scared. But even when he did, he diddn;t not hover like he used to, he askes questions, i just dont want to answer right now.
I started eating my meal without eating it. I thought that jsut because i might bee scared doesn't mean i cant be comfortable. Thats not selfish right?
I slouched right into the root of the lounch and started flicking too fast throught the channels, i think my moyo was catching on and trying to prove me out and put me back into panic for them. Man it's good. Stop it.
i settled on a onyesha i quite frankly diddnt take notice of, something about making beaded bracelets, not really interested. Just to stick my tongue out at my heart.
But tugged harder on the rope in this little game of tugga-war and i collasped on my hearts feet.
I gasped escaped my mouth, unexpecting. A sudden kick in my stomach crashed through me, sending me off the lounch to hte cold floor. My breath escaped me leaving Winded.
For no apprent reason i felt like all meaning, upendo and soul has been torn and ripped out of me.
"BELLA!" i heard Alice scream, through the front door. I still laid restless on the floor, i couldn't move. Like i had been paralyised.
"Bella! look at me!! look at me!" she screamed, racing to me side adn lifting me into her chilled lap. her eyes laid covered in her own tears, along with a strong smell of blood.
"Bella, im so sorry. i couldnt save him."
what. nor those words.
my whole body was starting the shake voilently like a fit i couldn't control. Alice's arms wound around mine and lifted me higher.
"NOO!" edward.
EDWARD'S pea, njegere COAT
''Everybody wants to know where his pea, njegere kanzu, koti came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture au color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final ubunifu on a combination of other styles of pea, njegere coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
''Everybody wants to know where his pea, njegere kanzu, koti came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture au color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final ubunifu on a combination of other styles of pea, njegere coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
Edwards pov
"Bella family meeting " I alisema while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run au race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank wewe guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward alisema very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a mwaka au so okay and wewe guys can leave if wewe want to . But I am Going to start kwa asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when wewe come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are wewe leaving au staying" i alisema " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
"Bella family meeting " I alisema while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run au race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank wewe guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward alisema very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a mwaka au so okay and wewe guys can leave if wewe want to . But I am Going to start kwa asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when wewe come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are wewe leaving au staying" i alisema " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
hujambo ... This is my first fanfiction :D so if its not good just give me some constructive critism to make it better. Thanks (:
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
When she walked into the dull room i did not notice at first. But suddenly a gush of wind blew her sweet and beutiful scent tingling down my throat. Never had i felt such pain and anguish yet the thrill of a new adventure. She clumsily walked over to the kiti, kiti cha opposite me and offered a big smile. This was when i could have killed her, this innocent girl looking at me through the locks of her deep brown hair. Her eyes looked deeply and yet shallowly into mine. This was the moment when i knew i could not ravish her. This was the moment i started to fall in love. The mystery of Love.
Please maoni and rate!!!! :)
Please maoni and rate!!!! :)
im in the devils playground
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
consider me warned i have been scorn to breach a life i envisioned for us
i will not mourn anymore. my moyo conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what wewe have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have Lost all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as wewe did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could wewe leave did wewe not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always upendo you
i will not mourn anymore. my moyo conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what wewe have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have Lost all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as wewe did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could wewe leave did wewe not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always upendo you
My inayopendelewa scene in new moon is the breakup. Now, before wewe say I'm not a TRUE twilight fan, think about it. If Edward didn't leave, Jacob would cease to exist(metaphorically speaking, of course). Then, Bella would be staying human. No Renesmee, no wedding, and no Jacob Black. wewe might be thinking,well, Edward would change her sooner au later, right? Wrong. I hope I'm not spoiling anything, but remember in eclipse when Edward alisema he got over his taste for her blood? Do wewe remember why? If he didn't leave, he would be too afraid to try. New moon is all about the breakup, and Jacob edging his way into Bella's life. Yep, I'm talking to you, Team Jacob. If wewe really like Jacob, wewe see things like me.
