Jake and I haven't been really speaking today. He thinks I messed up big time yesterday kwa telling the truth. I think he messed up big time kwa being rude. Sometimes girls just get moody, and he should know that kwa now.
The problem with being upset is that it brings all the negative things in your life to attention. Jake and I are not doing so well money wise. His repair duka is okay but not making enough money to support us. I haven't been to work since the wedding. I thought that once I was married, I wouldn't have to worry about working. Wrong idea.
I kinda feel like I am just useless, and not helping at all. I almost want to go back to work, seeing that we are broke and all. And I am not interested in money from my family. I don't want a hand out.
I walk over to my laptop and go to Hulu. There is nothing for me to do but watch old Saturday Night Live clips. Too bad for me.
I glance down at my phone and think about working again. Yeah I should be on maternity leave, but I could still work anyways.
After thinking about it for a few sekunde I realize that, that is a stupid idea in of it's self.
"Jake."I feel like we need to talk about everything, not just sit around.
He walks into the living room with a sandwich, sandwichi in his hand. His face looks surprised to even hear my voice.
"What?" He asks as he takes a huge bite.
I feel my self squint at how much he eats, not that he isn't a big guy au what ever but it is still gross.
"How much business is the duka getting?" I try to start our conversation off with questions. Just to make sure that he doesn't get mad at my speculation.
"Not too many, why?"
"Can wewe put down the sandwich, sandwichi for like five minutes? Because I can't take wewe seriously when your eating like that." I request.
"Sorry." He mutters as he places the sandwich, sandwichi on the table
"Jake let me just get to the point. We are loosing money and if we keep it up we won't be able to provide for little Micah." He sits down as I speak and places his arms around me.
"I know we are, but I am trying to bring business back up." He tries to reassure me, but I don't feel reassured.
"If we have to we can get a loan." He continues, but I hate the idea.
"But we are not taking anything from my family." I feel the need to clarify with him.
He doesn't say anything for a long time, and just holds me.
I don't know what's coming, au what to expect, but i do know that we will always be together.
The problem with being upset is that it brings all the negative things in your life to attention. Jake and I are not doing so well money wise. His repair duka is okay but not making enough money to support us. I haven't been to work since the wedding. I thought that once I was married, I wouldn't have to worry about working. Wrong idea.
I kinda feel like I am just useless, and not helping at all. I almost want to go back to work, seeing that we are broke and all. And I am not interested in money from my family. I don't want a hand out.
I walk over to my laptop and go to Hulu. There is nothing for me to do but watch old Saturday Night Live clips. Too bad for me.
I glance down at my phone and think about working again. Yeah I should be on maternity leave, but I could still work anyways.
After thinking about it for a few sekunde I realize that, that is a stupid idea in of it's self.
"Jake."I feel like we need to talk about everything, not just sit around.
He walks into the living room with a sandwich, sandwichi in his hand. His face looks surprised to even hear my voice.
"What?" He asks as he takes a huge bite.
I feel my self squint at how much he eats, not that he isn't a big guy au what ever but it is still gross.
"How much business is the duka getting?" I try to start our conversation off with questions. Just to make sure that he doesn't get mad at my speculation.
"Not too many, why?"
"Can wewe put down the sandwich, sandwichi for like five minutes? Because I can't take wewe seriously when your eating like that." I request.
"Sorry." He mutters as he places the sandwich, sandwichi on the table
"Jake let me just get to the point. We are loosing money and if we keep it up we won't be able to provide for little Micah." He sits down as I speak and places his arms around me.
"I know we are, but I am trying to bring business back up." He tries to reassure me, but I don't feel reassured.
"If we have to we can get a loan." He continues, but I hate the idea.
"But we are not taking anything from my family." I feel the need to clarify with him.
He doesn't say anything for a long time, and just holds me.
I don't know what's coming, au what to expect, but i do know that we will always be together.
I have this poster in my room and that is just the image of it.
I lovvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeee it cause I have been looking for a poster in ages.
Yayyyy and I'm gunna put loads of them on my ukuta hehe. Twilight freak and on team Edward.
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Lol. Bring on Eclipse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lololololololololololololololololololol....ok im going to chill now.
I lovvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeee it cause I have been looking for a poster in ages.
Yayyyy and I'm gunna put loads of them on my ukuta hehe. Twilight freak and on team Edward.
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Lol. Bring on Eclipse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lololololololololololololololololololol....ok im going to chill now.
It was the middle of the night, me and edward had a massive argument so he stayed at Rosalies house with her and emmet.
I was lonley lied in kitanda on my own with just 'the bump' as a friend, well a child pretty soon.
"OUCH" I screamed! Contractions........hard contractions.
I called Alice to take me to Carlisle but just as I went of the phone, my waters broke. I was just 15 minuets away from giving birth. While I'd been pregnant I couldnt eat real chakula that often, all the baby wanted was blood, blood and well.....more blood!
As we reached his house I got carried out of the car, and then layed on the sofa. Five minuets later I gave birth, it was a girl.
I decided to call her Renesmee!
I was lonley lied in kitanda on my own with just 'the bump' as a friend, well a child pretty soon.
"OUCH" I screamed! Contractions........hard contractions.
I called Alice to take me to Carlisle but just as I went of the phone, my waters broke. I was just 15 minuets away from giving birth. While I'd been pregnant I couldnt eat real chakula that often, all the baby wanted was blood, blood and well.....more blood!
As we reached his house I got carried out of the car, and then layed on the sofa. Five minuets later I gave birth, it was a girl.
I decided to call her Renesmee!
It's been so long since i even thought about uandishi on here. I'm so excited that i still have people kusoma my stories and i have new fanpop-ers too.
Let me get my thoughts together and get my schedule together also because im in the middle of my two week testing. I will write and it will be before the middle of may i will have two new chapters out!
Tell me which story wewe want me to write on first and ill try and get it together. But for now until after April 30, 2010, wewe have to be paitent! i get my progress reports inayofuata week and im getting projects every 2 weeks so i might not be on here every siku but i will be on maybe once au twice a week, three times if i can but all of wewe know that the end of the school mwaka is the hardest time of the year.
I upendo wewe ALL!!!,
Bella_cullen902
Let me get my thoughts together and get my schedule together also because im in the middle of my two week testing. I will write and it will be before the middle of may i will have two new chapters out!
Tell me which story wewe want me to write on first and ill try and get it together. But for now until after April 30, 2010, wewe have to be paitent! i get my progress reports inayofuata week and im getting projects every 2 weeks so i might not be on here every siku but i will be on maybe once au twice a week, three times if i can but all of wewe know that the end of the school mwaka is the hardest time of the year.
I upendo wewe ALL!!!,
Bella_cullen902