I stood up, shrugging Jakes arm off my shoulder. I couldn’t be around anyone when they were uigizaji like this, especially not Jacob. Why would dad be right? I loved Jacob and he loved my right? That’s how imprinting works.
“Renesmee.” Jacob called after me.
I ignored him. Did he really think that? When I was younger I always dreamed that when I graduated, Jacob would ask me to marry him. That we would be happy together, for eternity. That we would have our own children and our own house. But life isn’t a fairy tale, au something wewe can just plan out in front of you. It’s something much undecided. And my little dream from when I was younger seemed very unlikely now.
“Ness, are wewe going home?” Jacob asked from behind me.
“I don’t know.” I alisema truthfully.
“Please do. Your mum will be extremely upset if wewe don’t.” Oh so it was my mum that would be upset now. He didn’t care. He came down here for Mum’s benefit?
He knew what I was thinking.
“Oh come on Ness, wewe know I didn’t mean it like that. I didn’t want wewe to get hurt either.” Oh yes and I was totally ment to believe that wasn’t I!
“Renesmee, look at me.” Jacob alisema grabbing my wrist and twisting me around.
His eyes were soft, and I tried very hard to keep my glare at him. He made it so difficult to be angry at him.
“You know I upendo you. But I want what’s best for you.”
“Being with wewe is what’s best for me.” I said. And that I was certain about.
“But it might not be.” He alisema again. Why did he keep saying things like that? It was just being stupid.
I turned away from him.
“YOU OBVIOUSLY DON’T KNOW WHAT’S BEST FOR ME THEN.” I shouted and then ran home.
I curled up on my kitanda crying. Dad and Mum were now hunting as far as I was aware and I didn’t think Jacob would follow me.
“Nessie can I come in?” Auntie Alice asked.
I sniffed, sitting up and Auntie Alice came in.
“I know how wewe feel Nessie.” She alisema hugging me. “I can assure wewe I would feel the same way if I was told I couldn’t be with Jasper because my grades were bad. There your responsibility not his. And wewe shouldn’t be disciplined in that way. I may not know a lot about Imprinting but, I’m going to guess it’s pretty hard for wewe two to be apart. I mean I hate being away from Jazz, but with wewe two...Let’s just say it has to hurt, doesn’t it?” I nodded.
Aunt Alice understood better than I thought. She understood better than anyone.
Please maoni on what wewe think and what I can improve XX
“Renesmee.” Jacob called after me.
I ignored him. Did he really think that? When I was younger I always dreamed that when I graduated, Jacob would ask me to marry him. That we would be happy together, for eternity. That we would have our own children and our own house. But life isn’t a fairy tale, au something wewe can just plan out in front of you. It’s something much undecided. And my little dream from when I was younger seemed very unlikely now.
“Ness, are wewe going home?” Jacob asked from behind me.
“I don’t know.” I alisema truthfully.
“Please do. Your mum will be extremely upset if wewe don’t.” Oh so it was my mum that would be upset now. He didn’t care. He came down here for Mum’s benefit?
He knew what I was thinking.
“Oh come on Ness, wewe know I didn’t mean it like that. I didn’t want wewe to get hurt either.” Oh yes and I was totally ment to believe that wasn’t I!
“Renesmee, look at me.” Jacob alisema grabbing my wrist and twisting me around.
His eyes were soft, and I tried very hard to keep my glare at him. He made it so difficult to be angry at him.
“You know I upendo you. But I want what’s best for you.”
“Being with wewe is what’s best for me.” I said. And that I was certain about.
“But it might not be.” He alisema again. Why did he keep saying things like that? It was just being stupid.
I turned away from him.
“YOU OBVIOUSLY DON’T KNOW WHAT’S BEST FOR ME THEN.” I shouted and then ran home.
I curled up on my kitanda crying. Dad and Mum were now hunting as far as I was aware and I didn’t think Jacob would follow me.
“Nessie can I come in?” Auntie Alice asked.
I sniffed, sitting up and Auntie Alice came in.
“I know how wewe feel Nessie.” She alisema hugging me. “I can assure wewe I would feel the same way if I was told I couldn’t be with Jasper because my grades were bad. There your responsibility not his. And wewe shouldn’t be disciplined in that way. I may not know a lot about Imprinting but, I’m going to guess it’s pretty hard for wewe two to be apart. I mean I hate being away from Jazz, but with wewe two...Let’s just say it has to hurt, doesn’t it?” I nodded.
Aunt Alice understood better than I thought. She understood better than anyone.
Please maoni on what wewe think and what I can improve XX
