Chapter 15
E|POV
(B) Edward, wewe never told me what happened! (B) She started grabbing my wrists. I quickly turned away, she could see i wanted to change the subject but I knew she wouldn’t give up. Before I could say anything. (B) I’ll just ask your parents! (B) She stated. (E) Bella, I will tell wewe but under no circumstances can wewe blame yourself… (E) (B) Okay? (B) (E) when wewe left, I couldn’t deal with the pain I had put wewe through, I couldn’t handle life, living, without you. I was empty. *tears begin to well up in both their eyes* So the night wewe left, after I had read the letter when wewe told me wewe were In upendo with me too after all this time I felt physically sick. The only way I could make the pain disappear, was, I-I slit my wrists but my Mum found me. (E) we were both physically sobbing now. (B) Eddwwarrd, wewe did th-this because of meee…? (B) Damn I knew I shouldn’t have told her this. (E) Bella, wewe can’t think like that! It wasn’t your fault! (E) I cried. Suddenly she stood up. (B) This, us we can’t do this im sorry I, we can’t! (B) The colour drained from my face, I couldn’t lose her again. (E) What do wewe mean? I can’t, I won’t live without you! (E) I screamed. (B) That’s exactly my point! wewe were willing to ki- hurt yourself because of me. This is the only thing I can do too prove how much I upendo you! I can’t put wewe in danger! Even if it’s to save wewe from yourself! (B) She whined. (E) Bella, please, please don’t leave me again. Third time may not have been lucky but I’ll make damn sure fourth is.(E) (B) Yo-uuu attempted three times!? (B) She sobbed. (E) Yes, that’s when Mum and Dad admitted me too rehab. I was only released a week and a half and wewe returned. (E) I stated in a matter of factly tone! (B) Wait, wait, wait! wewe attempted suicide 3 times, wewe were admitted to rehab! Anything else wewe want to share…? (B) she asked sceptically. (E) No that’s about it! I haven’t been leading a very exciting life! (E) I couldn’t hold back my laughter. (B) Im sorry wewe think this is funny? (B) she asked kinda pissed. (E) Well yeah it is, if someone would have told me last mwaka that I would try to kill myself because the girl I upendo left me, I would have laughed. (E) (B) wewe know what? I am so, arghh! Im going home! (B) (E) Bella, please don’t go? (E) (B) Edward I ……..
Sorry its short and if im being honest probably one of the worst ive ever written but wewe know comment, become a shabiki etc thanks for reading!
Lisa.
E|POV
(B) Edward, wewe never told me what happened! (B) She started grabbing my wrists. I quickly turned away, she could see i wanted to change the subject but I knew she wouldn’t give up. Before I could say anything. (B) I’ll just ask your parents! (B) She stated. (E) Bella, I will tell wewe but under no circumstances can wewe blame yourself… (E) (B) Okay? (B) (E) when wewe left, I couldn’t deal with the pain I had put wewe through, I couldn’t handle life, living, without you. I was empty. *tears begin to well up in both their eyes* So the night wewe left, after I had read the letter when wewe told me wewe were In upendo with me too after all this time I felt physically sick. The only way I could make the pain disappear, was, I-I slit my wrists but my Mum found me. (E) we were both physically sobbing now. (B) Eddwwarrd, wewe did th-this because of meee…? (B) Damn I knew I shouldn’t have told her this. (E) Bella, wewe can’t think like that! It wasn’t your fault! (E) I cried. Suddenly she stood up. (B) This, us we can’t do this im sorry I, we can’t! (B) The colour drained from my face, I couldn’t lose her again. (E) What do wewe mean? I can’t, I won’t live without you! (E) I screamed. (B) That’s exactly my point! wewe were willing to ki- hurt yourself because of me. This is the only thing I can do too prove how much I upendo you! I can’t put wewe in danger! Even if it’s to save wewe from yourself! (B) She whined. (E) Bella, please, please don’t leave me again. Third time may not have been lucky but I’ll make damn sure fourth is.(E) (B) Yo-uuu attempted three times!? (B) She sobbed. (E) Yes, that’s when Mum and Dad admitted me too rehab. I was only released a week and a half and wewe returned. (E) I stated in a matter of factly tone! (B) Wait, wait, wait! wewe attempted suicide 3 times, wewe were admitted to rehab! Anything else wewe want to share…? (B) she asked sceptically. (E) No that’s about it! I haven’t been leading a very exciting life! (E) I couldn’t hold back my laughter. (B) Im sorry wewe think this is funny? (B) she asked kinda pissed. (E) Well yeah it is, if someone would have told me last mwaka that I would try to kill myself because the girl I upendo left me, I would have laughed. (E) (B) wewe know what? I am so, arghh! Im going home! (B) (E) Bella, please don’t go? (E) (B) Edward I ……..
Sorry its short and if im being honest probably one of the worst ive ever written but wewe know comment, become a shabiki etc thanks for reading!
Lisa.
