hey, well heres chapter two there is no need for any other introducing so...
I dont remeber falling asleep, but since i was just waking up on the floor i gathered that somehow i had. i closed my eyes and tried to remeber, remeber who i was, why i was here. But i couldnt nothing was coming back not even my mother au fathers name, i cant even remeber if i have parents, au a family. i threw my hands to my head, who am i? I was now crying and couldnt stop myself, my whole body was shaking, and i couldnt breathe. i thought i heard moving on the other side and began to panick, "Calm down," i whispered to myself, making sure i took deep breaths, to do so. i definately heard shuffling from the other side of the door, and i cringed into the closest ukuta i could, i covered my face and prepared my self for the worst. But the worse never came. the big door was opened then shut, nothing was alisema nothing was done.But something was left. I large mound, and a tray with what looked like water and bread.My stomach gurgled, at the offering on the florr, i slowly moved back from the wall, and crwaled to the tray. i first tasted the water, rinsensing my mouth and swallowed. It was warm but tasted, it didnt matter to my mouth, it was like i had never drank before, i ganced at the large bundle of rags on the ground, an d noticed for the first time what it really was. "No," i whispered, and pulled at the rags, a boy my age was rolled up in them, i shaked the body, but he diidnt stirr. "Please wake up," i whispered, i need someone elese to be here.I thought the last part, it was to selfish to even think, but i did. i thought about what it was like for me when i was in the dep sleep, and for the first time i smiled, the colours. They were my life, my memories disapearing. My smile faded, and i bent down so that my face was near the boys ear, "Please get up, i know the colours are pretty, but wewe must wake up, please.." i shook my head when the boy didnt resond, and took the bread,i looked at the lump of bread, well i say bread, it looks zaidi like a rool, and tastes like dirt, but my stomach ate the fowl tasting muck like it was a delecasie. i sat against the furthest ukuta from the door, and thought once more.This time i thought why i was here, what did, i have in common with this boy, and Reily? Reily. He was able to take controll of my own body, and he didnt just do it to protect me, it was to help me understand, but understand what?
Sorry this ones short.....
I dont remeber falling asleep, but since i was just waking up on the floor i gathered that somehow i had. i closed my eyes and tried to remeber, remeber who i was, why i was here. But i couldnt nothing was coming back not even my mother au fathers name, i cant even remeber if i have parents, au a family. i threw my hands to my head, who am i? I was now crying and couldnt stop myself, my whole body was shaking, and i couldnt breathe. i thought i heard moving on the other side and began to panick, "Calm down," i whispered to myself, making sure i took deep breaths, to do so. i definately heard shuffling from the other side of the door, and i cringed into the closest ukuta i could, i covered my face and prepared my self for the worst. But the worse never came. the big door was opened then shut, nothing was alisema nothing was done.But something was left. I large mound, and a tray with what looked like water and bread.My stomach gurgled, at the offering on the florr, i slowly moved back from the wall, and crwaled to the tray. i first tasted the water, rinsensing my mouth and swallowed. It was warm but tasted, it didnt matter to my mouth, it was like i had never drank before, i ganced at the large bundle of rags on the ground, an d noticed for the first time what it really was. "No," i whispered, and pulled at the rags, a boy my age was rolled up in them, i shaked the body, but he diidnt stirr. "Please wake up," i whispered, i need someone elese to be here.I thought the last part, it was to selfish to even think, but i did. i thought about what it was like for me when i was in the dep sleep, and for the first time i smiled, the colours. They were my life, my memories disapearing. My smile faded, and i bent down so that my face was near the boys ear, "Please get up, i know the colours are pretty, but wewe must wake up, please.." i shook my head when the boy didnt resond, and took the bread,i looked at the lump of bread, well i say bread, it looks zaidi like a rool, and tastes like dirt, but my stomach ate the fowl tasting muck like it was a delecasie. i sat against the furthest ukuta from the door, and thought once more.This time i thought why i was here, what did, i have in common with this boy, and Reily? Reily. He was able to take controll of my own body, and he didnt just do it to protect me, it was to help me understand, but understand what?
Sorry this ones short.....
jamie is a beautiful girl. she has long ,blond hair,she has a pink shati and dark blue jeans. she was the cousin of lindsey.
she was walking her dog,sweetie,when,jamie tripped on a rock. she thn fell into the arms of trent.
'hell," he said.
"thnks for saving me,abd hi."
"you okay?"
"yeah,but,i,need to rest,and my house is pretty far from here.
"you can com,e over. i live across."
"thanks,um,"
"trent."
"trent."
they went to trents house,and they went up to his rom
"and this is my room."
i had a gray wall,with gutiar poster,and a bed.closet,drawers and other things.
"wow,thats a cool room."
"thanks."
"listen,do wewe have a girlfreind?"
"no,why?'
"i dont,do wewe wanna go out?"
"okay."
"so.."
then trent kissed jamie,and thats hat went on for the rest of the day.
she was walking her dog,sweetie,when,jamie tripped on a rock. she thn fell into the arms of trent.
'hell," he said.
"thnks for saving me,abd hi."
"you okay?"
"yeah,but,i,need to rest,and my house is pretty far from here.
"you can com,e over. i live across."
"thanks,um,"
"trent."
"trent."
they went to trents house,and they went up to his rom
"and this is my room."
i had a gray wall,with gutiar poster,and a bed.closet,drawers and other things.
"wow,thats a cool room."
"thanks."
"listen,do wewe have a girlfreind?"
"no,why?'
"i dont,do wewe wanna go out?"
"okay."
"so.."
then trent kissed jamie,and thats hat went on for the rest of the day.
i dindnt say anything for a minute,then i spoke.
'do wewe know why?"
'well,she alisema something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come kwa my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"
'do wewe know why?"
'well,she alisema something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come kwa my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"
poem 1:the world
the sun shines bright
there's day,and there's night
both are beautiful sights
this is the world
Winter,spring,summer,and fall
is a magical season
so there is no reason
for wewe to hate
seasons so great
we are all one
we need the sun
we need the air
we all care
about the world
poem 2:love
there is something above
we cant see it
we cant bee it
but we all know what it is
it is love
upendo is what we need
to live,to breath
to be what we can be
we all need love
upendo is power
upendo is strong.
thats why upendo songs
are so very strong
Poem 3:run (this one isnt all that good)
in the sun
is where i run
away from here
ill not be near
Something that will kill me
something that can be
so deadly and strong
and can kill me with a song
thats why i run
in the sun
i still remember wewe hum.
im sorry i must run.
the sun shines bright
there's day,and there's night
both are beautiful sights
this is the world
Winter,spring,summer,and fall
is a magical season
so there is no reason
for wewe to hate
seasons so great
we are all one
we need the sun
we need the air
we all care
about the world
poem 2:love
there is something above
we cant see it
we cant bee it
but we all know what it is
it is love
upendo is what we need
to live,to breath
to be what we can be
we all need love
upendo is power
upendo is strong.
thats why upendo songs
are so very strong
Poem 3:run (this one isnt all that good)
in the sun
is where i run
away from here
ill not be near
Something that will kill me
something that can be
so deadly and strong
and can kill me with a song
thats why i run
in the sun
i still remember wewe hum.
im sorry i must run.
I remember the times of the i upendo you's
and times when it was i hate you.
But wewe come back begging at me feet.
And when my pity defeated me.
and the sweet seranades, in our matching shades.
My rose collection, evidence of your effection.
The sheets unmade, from the nights wewe stayed.
The child in me, from the times wewe loved me.
The debt wewe owe, from using the word borrow.
The times i was scared, was the time wewe spared.
And this dress i wear, in which are people become aware, that wewe are gone, and withdrawn.
The memories i hold, they are written in bold.
my broken heart, from when wewe apart.
so rest now my love, up now from above.
and times when it was i hate you.
But wewe come back begging at me feet.
And when my pity defeated me.
and the sweet seranades, in our matching shades.
My rose collection, evidence of your effection.
The sheets unmade, from the nights wewe stayed.
The child in me, from the times wewe loved me.
The debt wewe owe, from using the word borrow.
The times i was scared, was the time wewe spared.
And this dress i wear, in which are people become aware, that wewe are gone, and withdrawn.
The memories i hold, they are written in bold.
my broken heart, from when wewe apart.
so rest now my love, up now from above.
I'm sat at home
In my cardboard box
I'm scared to death
So I cuddle my socks
I hear the key turn in the door
Fear swells inside of me
My hope plummets through the floor
I peep outside my little box
In time to see my daddy roar
I'm worried now, I realise
Because he's angry I notice now
That what I'm seeing with swollen eyes
I don't know when I don't know how
It may be the last thing I ever see
This may be the last of me
I see his boots come closer, so I shriek
My bruises hurt zaidi than ever
He picks me up, I feel so weak
He shakes me now and calls me worthless
I just want him to upendo me
I just want him to know me
But the broken bottle is against my chest
And is thrust through my cotton vest
Into my heart, the pain is fire
I see myself as I float higher
Now my vision is rimmed with darkness
The end is near, I feel its presence
I just wish that I could tell him
I upendo him, but his upendo is dim
In my cardboard box
I'm scared to death
So I cuddle my socks
I hear the key turn in the door
Fear swells inside of me
My hope plummets through the floor
I peep outside my little box
In time to see my daddy roar
I'm worried now, I realise
Because he's angry I notice now
That what I'm seeing with swollen eyes
I don't know when I don't know how
It may be the last thing I ever see
This may be the last of me
I see his boots come closer, so I shriek
My bruises hurt zaidi than ever
He picks me up, I feel so weak
He shakes me now and calls me worthless
I just want him to upendo me
I just want him to know me
But the broken bottle is against my chest
And is thrust through my cotton vest
Into my heart, the pain is fire
I see myself as I float higher
Now my vision is rimmed with darkness
The end is near, I feel its presence
I just wish that I could tell him
I upendo him, but his upendo is dim
He gives me sight,
Saves me from evil's bite,
Holds me when I cry,
Always kwa my side.
My last breath is taken and aliyopewa to him,
He saves me from the storm I'm in,
He saves me and calls me his,
Have him when I'm in a crisis.
Jesus is everything.
Everything to me,
Helping me see,
Stealing my heart,
Oh how I hate being apart.
Stand here and be moved kwa him,
To feel him in my veins,
To feel him inside of me.
My friend,
My helper,
The great shrink,
I am proud to be part of his link.
Blown away kwa his grace,
Blessed kwa his mercy,
Oh how he carries.
Holds every tear in his hand,
Wipes away our sorrows,
For a better tomorrow.