hey, well heres chapter two there is no need for any other introducing so...
I dont remeber falling asleep, but since i was just waking up on the floor i gathered that somehow i had. i closed my eyes and tried to remeber, remeber who i was, why i was here. But i couldnt nothing was coming back not even my mother au fathers name, i cant even remeber if i have parents, au a family. i threw my hands to my head, who am i? I was now crying and couldnt stop myself, my whole body was shaking, and i couldnt breathe. i thought i heard moving on the other side and began to panick, "Calm down," i whispered to myself, making sure i took deep breaths, to do so. i definately heard shuffling from the other side of the door, and i cringed into the closest ukuta i could, i covered my face and prepared my self for the worst. But the worse never came. the big door was opened then shut, nothing was alisema nothing was done.But something was left. I large mound, and a tray with what looked like water and bread.My stomach gurgled, at the offering on the florr, i slowly moved back from the wall, and crwaled to the tray. i first tasted the water, rinsensing my mouth and swallowed. It was warm but tasted, it didnt matter to my mouth, it was like i had never drank before, i ganced at the large bundle of rags on the ground, an d noticed for the first time what it really was. "No," i whispered, and pulled at the rags, a boy my age was rolled up in them, i shaked the body, but he diidnt stirr. "Please wake up," i whispered, i need someone elese to be here.I thought the last part, it was to selfish to even think, but i did. i thought about what it was like for me when i was in the dep sleep, and for the first time i smiled, the colours. They were my life, my memories disapearing. My smile faded, and i bent down so that my face was near the boys ear, "Please get up, i know the colours are pretty, but wewe must wake up, please.." i shook my head when the boy didnt resond, and took the bread,i looked at the lump of bread, well i say bread, it looks zaidi like a rool, and tastes like dirt, but my stomach ate the fowl tasting muck like it was a delecasie. i sat against the furthest ukuta from the door, and thought once more.This time i thought why i was here, what did, i have in common with this boy, and Reily? Reily. He was able to take controll of my own body, and he didnt just do it to protect me, it was to help me understand, but understand what?
Sorry this ones short.....
I dont remeber falling asleep, but since i was just waking up on the floor i gathered that somehow i had. i closed my eyes and tried to remeber, remeber who i was, why i was here. But i couldnt nothing was coming back not even my mother au fathers name, i cant even remeber if i have parents, au a family. i threw my hands to my head, who am i? I was now crying and couldnt stop myself, my whole body was shaking, and i couldnt breathe. i thought i heard moving on the other side and began to panick, "Calm down," i whispered to myself, making sure i took deep breaths, to do so. i definately heard shuffling from the other side of the door, and i cringed into the closest ukuta i could, i covered my face and prepared my self for the worst. But the worse never came. the big door was opened then shut, nothing was alisema nothing was done.But something was left. I large mound, and a tray with what looked like water and bread.My stomach gurgled, at the offering on the florr, i slowly moved back from the wall, and crwaled to the tray. i first tasted the water, rinsensing my mouth and swallowed. It was warm but tasted, it didnt matter to my mouth, it was like i had never drank before, i ganced at the large bundle of rags on the ground, an d noticed for the first time what it really was. "No," i whispered, and pulled at the rags, a boy my age was rolled up in them, i shaked the body, but he diidnt stirr. "Please wake up," i whispered, i need someone elese to be here.I thought the last part, it was to selfish to even think, but i did. i thought about what it was like for me when i was in the dep sleep, and for the first time i smiled, the colours. They were my life, my memories disapearing. My smile faded, and i bent down so that my face was near the boys ear, "Please get up, i know the colours are pretty, but wewe must wake up, please.." i shook my head when the boy didnt resond, and took the bread,i looked at the lump of bread, well i say bread, it looks zaidi like a rool, and tastes like dirt, but my stomach ate the fowl tasting muck like it was a delecasie. i sat against the furthest ukuta from the door, and thought once more.This time i thought why i was here, what did, i have in common with this boy, and Reily? Reily. He was able to take controll of my own body, and he didnt just do it to protect me, it was to help me understand, but understand what?
Sorry this ones short.....
Shaun
I wonder, sometimes, if she ever thinks of me.
If she knows that I kept only one picture of her. Anything else was just too painful. In the picture, she doesn't know I am taking it until the camera flash goes off. She has been sitting at the dawati in her old bedroom, and she is half-smiling.
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I walk up to her, not breaking eye contact. Nothing existed but her.
The little girl was perched on her hip.
I trailed my fingers down her jawline. She still didn't move.
"Why did wewe leave?"
I wonder, sometimes, if she ever thinks of me.
If she knows that I kept only one picture of her. Anything else was just too painful. In the picture, she doesn't know I am taking it until the camera flash goes off. She has been sitting at the dawati in her old bedroom, and she is half-smiling.
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I walk up to her, not breaking eye contact. Nothing existed but her.
The little girl was perched on her hip.
I trailed my fingers down her jawline. She still didn't move.
"Why did wewe leave?"
Time is just a thing.
wewe can't ever have to little.
wewe can always have enough.
But when wewe look at it,
our lives are just a piece.
A piece of what time has to give.
So why not live the fullest,
to what we can.
Why waste it wishing,
on something you'll never have.
Let time do its own thing,
so we can do ours.
wewe see time is mysterious.
It controls our lives.
And in one quick second,
our time may be up.
So take what you're given,
and give nothing back.
With time nothing is ever what it seems.
wewe can't ever have to little.
wewe can always have enough.
But when wewe look at it,
our lives are just a piece.
A piece of what time has to give.
So why not live the fullest,
to what we can.
Why waste it wishing,
on something you'll never have.
Let time do its own thing,
so we can do ours.
wewe see time is mysterious.
It controls our lives.
And in one quick second,
our time may be up.
So take what you're given,
and give nothing back.
With time nothing is ever what it seems.
I'm just drifting, drifting down this road.
The dust kicking up behind me,
Just a wingu to hide my past.
My feet don't leave any footprints,
My name never graces those lips
That I'm watching from a distance,
A distance that grows greater
As I'm drifting, drifting down this road.
I'm not on the way to anything great,
I'm just hiding, hiding down in the dark.
The shadows closing in around me,
Just a blanket to smother my past.
My eyes can't see in the gloom,
My voice never breaks the silence
That I keep deep in my heart,
A moyo that grows blacker
As I'm drifting, drifting in the dark.