I'm not what anyone would consider normal. For many different reasons. For one, I don't know a thing about my parents. At all. Second, I'm part cat. But I also have wings. I can do thing with shadows. Fourth, I have the ability to be Batman. Uh..I mean I have the skill and talent and such. But the most immediate thing you'll see is blue. I have blue eyes. And hair! I'm so far from normal I'm off the charts. I don't really mind too much. I've dealt with trials no kid should have to deal with. I'm not sure who I am have the time au if things will get better one day; all I do is songesha forward. But there's one thing people don't know about me, not most anyway. Only a select few know this and I've decided to let wewe in on it. Can wewe keep a secret?
Okay. Well, here it is. I like guys. I'm not strictly gay; zaidi bisexual. Guys attract me zaidi than girls. I mean, I've been on dates with them and kissed a few. But I've never ever felt that sexual, romantic craving to be with a girl. Until I met Miss Phoebe Pandora Maria Elizabeth Diana Ruby Alice Rouge. I can't say what it was about her that made me fall in love, but I did. It was strange at first, to feel that way about a girl. I'd only felt that way one other time. upendo is strange like that, I think. People come and go. Sometimes they break your moyo and other times they leave it untouched. But there's always someone who can put things back together. It could be you, it could be another person, we're never sure. But I know that Phoebe was the one meant for me; our hearts are connected, our paths entwined in what some call fate. I know that things can change, I could screw up au one of us could die. But I know it will be okay. I'd rather spend a few years with her then live forever without her.
Call me cheesy au lame au whatever wewe want; this is real. I can freely say I'm different. But she loves me. As long as I have that, I don't need anything else. And I upendo that feeling. It's vulnerable and possessive and it takes over every part of me. That's the fun part, though. And each siku I fall in upendo with her all over again. So now that wewe know my “big secret” can I tell wewe another?
It's no secret at all. Shout it out loud, post it on the internet, carve it in the moon! The whole world can know what I am, how I look, what happened to me, and that I like guys. But the one person who's opinion matters to me is my darling Eclipse, the upendo of my life, Phoebe Rouge-Spade.