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posted by HaleyDewit
Daddy thinks I’m afraid
I’m afraid of never finding a upendo that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear zaidi that we will never be

I’m zoning out on wewe and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy

Can I just close my eyes
And imagine wewe are inayofuata to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much zaidi than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please kuvuka, msalaba your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna upendo you, can I


Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved wewe but doesn’t...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I'm staring at the paper
Not knowing what to write
This usually goes so naturally
When you're not on my mind
But telling wewe how I feel
Is so hard to put in words
'Cause as far as you're concerned
I'm just the millionth shabiki girl

But when everything goes wrong
And I'm at the darkest point of my life
There's only thing crossing my mind

I don't wanna fall into pieces
I don't wanna lose control
I don't wanna cry my moyo out
When I tend to be so strong
This feeling of wewe and I forever
It makes me emotional
It couldn't get much better
Then wewe knocking at my door


I'm wandering through the streets
Not knowing where...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I don’t want to look into your eyes
I don’t want to hear your name
I don’t want to talk about you
If we can’t be endgame
I’ve tried to forget about you
I fell in upendo quite some times
But wewe are the only one
Who always stayed in the back of my mind

But I know
It’s impossible, this fantasy
I should let go if I know what’s good for me
I could try to pretend wewe don’t exist
But I doubt that’s gonna change things one bit
It doesn’t matter if this is true love
Because sometimes that is just not enough


I don’t want to cry each time
I come to realize
That this dream of wewe and I
Will never come...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Once upon a time
When I believed in fairytales and was yet innocent
This idea crept in my mind
Of wewe and me together having a happy end
How can I upendo someone
Who I’ve only seen in pictures and in the movies
But yet I can’t make this feeling undone
And knowing you’ll never know is killing me

I don’t want it all
I don’t need the fame
I don’t have to win the lottery
If wewe ‘d feel the same way
Though you’re too far away
I’ll hope and pray
That these words will get to you
‘Cause all I want is you


Don’t want to be obsessive
I just want to tell wewe how I’ve been feeling for the last 7 years...
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posted by HaleyDewit
It was at the age of thirteen
When I first saw you
What did I know about love
There was still so much I needed to see

But now seven years later
And me being all grown up
I’m still in upendo with you
I must be crazy

Don’t say I don’t know what I want
‘Cause I know all I want is you
Don’t say I should turn around and walk away
When all the roads lead to you
I wish my moyo was made of rock
Or at least it had a lock
And wewe couldn’t get a hold of the key
But on and on wewe sneak in and drive me crazy


I know it’s impossible
I keep telling myself
I should try to songesha on
But my moyo won’t listen to my...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Three sisters in one house
That’s how this story starts
One kusoma a simple spell
Making them Forever Charmed
Once normal people
Now witches for all time
No evil creature
Will ever end the Halliwell-line

Night falls and it’s starting to get a little freaky
But they can’t avoid their destiny
When all hope is gone they only have one thing to rely on
And that is the Power of Three

Watch the clock thicking
It’s the moment of truth
Whatever magical mess you’re in
The Charmed Ones will be saving you
Once they have your back
You’ll never get harmed
They’re the protectors of innocence
And that’s what...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I hoped it was over
I hoped no one would try to put me through that again
I suspected a lot of people
But wewe were not one of them
You were my only friend
When I was at the bottom of my desperate mind
And I had the climb out to see the light
and clear my mind to finally realize

That it was wewe all along
You’re the reason why things went wrong
I believed wewe saved me from drowning
But all this time wewe held me under water
You’re a very good manipulator
How could I ever see wewe as my savior
You might as well just say goodbye
‘Cause I’m not in for your lies


I found my way through the traffic
I found a...
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posted by HaleyDewit
What have wewe done to me
Making my walls tumbling down
Making my feet lift up from the ground
Conjuring this happiness, so obvious to see

What have wewe done to me
Taking this depressed mood away
Being the answer to my prayers
Being such a savior I can barely breathe

I'd use no exaggeration when it comes to you
And when I'd wake up alone I don't know what I should do

I can't eat, I can't sleep
'Cause all I think about is you
I'm possessed, I'm obsessed
And only wewe can help me through
I can't breathe, I'm in need
What have wewe done to me


What have wewe done to me
Turning my nightmares into dreams
Making the best...
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posted by HaleyDewit
wewe must be so sure of yourself
Now wewe think I'm in upendo with you
You must have great thoughts of yourself
Now wewe think I'm in upendo with you
But I won't waste my time on a dirt-looking punda like you
I'd rather be alone than thinking 'bout the one wewe think i do

I would stand all night in the rain
I would suffer all world's pain
If it would help to get it into your head
That I'm not in upendo with
You.With every joke wewe make
I'd better wipe my smile away
'Cause everytime I look at you
You think I'm in upendo with you


You must be scared your Marafiki will make fun of you
Now wewe think I have a crush on you
You...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I'll always remember the siku we first met
I was living life in paradise
Now I can assure wewe that I truly regret
Every time wewe were on my mind

I was too blind to see the truth
But now I can see right through

'Cause my eyes have been opened
Now I can see who wewe really are
And I'm not gonna sit and wait here
'Til I can reach your heart
I still believe there's a soul underneath your skin
But I just can't wait for it


I'll never forget the siku wewe screwed it up
You insulted me in a painful way
Next morning it was my time of luck
He was like the answer to my prayers

I was too blind to see the truth
But now I can...
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posted by HaleyDewit
wewe were my first real love
You made me feel alive
I could handle anything
When wewe were kwa my side
And now I can't imagine
How I could just not see
That wewe were everything everyone
Was trying to make me see

Don't hold your breath
You ain't worth it
You were just a waste of time
You gave me wings to fly
But it was just a lie
You were just a waste of time


You never looked at me
But I didn't care
I didn't listen to all the warnings
That I should be aware
And now I can't believe
How it got this far
Before I realized what a motherfucking
Ass wewe really are

Don't hold your breath
You ain't worth it
You were just a waste...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Two months I didn't see you
Except in my dreams
And I could finally get over you
So it seemed

I prepared myself to your beautiful eyes
I prepared myself to your amazing smile
I told myself I would be cool
But who am I playing for a fool

What am I pushing myself through
The only place I wanna be is with you
Saying to myself you're not the one for me
But I can't help but feeling we are meant to be
Why should I keep holding on
When loving wewe won't harm anyone
I just wish I could sleep forever
'Cause in my dreams we'll always be together


I've just seen wewe for one day
It was like the very first time
I guess the...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I'm pretending to be untouchable
I'm playing to be unbreakable
I'm uigizaji to be capable
Of forgetting what wewe do to me
But on the inside it's killing me

If you'd stab my eyes out I would still see you
If you'd cut my ears I would still hear you
If I'd be Lost wewe would still reach me
And it's killing me
That no matter what you'll do
I could never upendo anyone else but you


I'm saying words not coming from my heart
I'm making a totally different start
I'm uigizaji like it doesn't tear me apart
When I try to forget about what wewe do to me
But on the inside it's killing me


If you'd stab my eyes out I would still...
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posted by HaleyDewit
It's the way wewe walk
It's the way wewe talk
It's the way wewe make me dizzy
It's the way wewe smile
That turns me on for a while
Making wewe see me won't be easy

It's the way wewe are
It's the way wewe drive your car
It's the way wewe get me dreaming
It's the way wewe rush
That makes me fall in a crush
And I'll never stop believing

In a future of wewe and me
Though I know it won't be easy
If wewe would just stand kwa my side
And tried to read the signs
'Cause wewe and me together
Is the way I picture us forever
If wewe would just look into my eyes
You'd see the upendo I can't hide


It's the way wewe lay in your bed
It's the way...
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posted by HaleyDewit
wewe look upon me with all of your arrogance
And I never know what to say
But I just can't help but always giving wewe another chance
'Cause when wewe smile I just melt away

I can hear the muziki playing
I don't get a word from what they're saying
After all their talking I still can't turn my back on you
I know it's less right than wrong
But without wewe I just can't go on
And if I have to I'll prefer the lie beyond the truth

Still I know that you're door
Will always be locked for me
I know we're not meant to be
But wewe know that I won't let go
I'll never walk away
'Cause I'm still hoping I'll be your girl someday...
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posted by HaleyDewit
When I'd cry
Would wewe dry my tears
When I'd be scared
Would wewe fight my fears
Would wewe make it all right
Would wewe hold me in your arms tonight

'Cause when I open my eyes and I see wewe lying inayofuata to me
I can't help but wonder if you're not just a fantasy
Than I blink my eyes and there's no one to find
So just as always it seems
You belong to my dreams


When I'd run
Would wewe come after me
When I'd lose my mind
Would wewe make it easy
Would wewe make me strong
Would wewe hold me in your arms all night long

'Cause when I open my eyes and I see wewe lying inayofuata to me
I can't help but wonder if you're not just a fantasy...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Say hello to your reflection
'Cause it's probably the only one wewe dare to look in the eye
Tell me what's the point of your defending
Can't wewe see there's no reason to hold on to your lies

I might act not normal
'Cause I'm probably the only one who dares to stand up to you
Tell me what's the point of your pretending
Can't wewe see wewe better not shut your eyes for the truth

Wake up and take a look around
Can't wewe see there's no one to lean on
You're sinking faster and faster into the ground
While wewe realize all your Marafiki are gone
Now do I see tears coming up in your eyes
Than tell me what's the point...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Meet me like a stranger
Meet me like an unknown
Meet me like a weirdo
Treat me like someone wewe don't know
But don't say wewe are my friend
'Cause I know exactly how it ends

And baby,you will never really know me from the inside
You never expected I'd keep it all in my mind
These feelings of hate are about to explode
Just treat my like someone wewe don't know
You'll never get another chance to ruin my life
You will never make me sacrifice
Everything that I live for
Just treat me like someone wewe don't know


See me as a class mate
See me as a silly girl
See me as a zero
Treat me like someone wewe don't know
But don't...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Everything's fine when they don't mention your name
In comparing with three years zamani I feel just the same
People say:'Girl,get a grip
You should really get over it'
But I can't help but reminding myself to what you've done
And if the upendo won't do it,it's revenge that will keep me holding on

You better keep your mouth shut
If wewe don't wanna feel my grudge
Don't know if I told wewe before
But this anger is consuming me zaidi and more
You better just stay away
If wewe don't wanna feel this pain
Crawl into your hole where wewe belong
When you'r around everything goes wrong


Nothing is fine when wewe come along
And...
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posted by HaleyDewit
What do wewe feel now you're standing here
You really wanna make me believe you've changed
If I didn't know better,I would say it's allright
We can give it another try
But we both know that's not gonna happen

You can cry a river,it won't hurt my soul
I'll just leave you,crawling on the floor
'Cause I don't care for wewe anymore

Don't chase after me
'Cause I'm already gone
Don't try to convince me
'Cause I'll never forget what you've done
Don't pretend,don't defend
Don't say you've changed your ways
'Cause unlike God I can't hear your prayers


How should I feel now you're back in my life
You really expect I'm...
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