Dream Diary Article: Little things about me..

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posted by malmcd

Little things about me...

I've been uandishi a story at school, this girl has been kusoma it.

She wonders where I got the idea from, I tell her it's just fiction,

I can't bring myself to tell her thats it's really how I view the world since everyone thinks I'm the super happy smiling girl.

No one knows my world is dark.

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This week we had an anti-bullying activity at school

We have to kuvuka, msalaba a line when something applies to you.

"Please kuvuka, msalaba the line if wewe feel lonely."

No one in my class did, but I know one person who almost did.

Until she saw nobody else did.

I should have crossed that line.

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I say goodbye to someone everyday before I leave school..

I would hate to go out of this world without saying goodbye..

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Art is my passion my thing.

My mom says I'm to smart to take it further then past high school, it's not important enough.

At school I'm known for being amazing at art.

My art teachers upendo me and want me to keep going..

Why can't my family want that?
I just want to draw...

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The other siku in class we had to write a depression essay in class.

I wrote the essay but the last few lines I wrote about my depression and everything I've went through.

But before I pasted it in I but the last lines in white and pasted it in I couldn't erase it...

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Why did I stop taking pills? Why do I not want to?

Because for once I believe in myself

I'm going to onyesha how strong I am

I'm going to get through this on my own.

Just watch

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I've met almost all my Marafiki on this website.

I know it's dangerous and I'm taking a risk.

I know what I'm doing and I'm careful.

Mom Dad, I help guys and girls online with there problems and stop them from killing them selfs.

Stop assuming I'm a slut. Not all teenage girls look for sex.

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"Some day, I want to be a model. These scars on my arms will not hold me back."

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Yes, life is getting better.

Yes, I'm eating again.

Yes, I've slowly stopped crying myself to sleep.

But, no. I'm still unhappy and dying on the inside.

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Dear Mom..

On the outside wewe see me as your happy and smiling daughter who’s turning 14 this Sunday and wewe would do anything for me…But what wewe don’t know it..

I’m really truly sad…

I’m faking that smile and I really do want to be happy but right now that seems impossible..I don;t want to die but want else is there to do…I hate being this way and I feel there’s no way out..I want to tell wewe but like I always say..We all have stories we don’t and will never tell…and this is one of them…

upendo your daughter…Mallory McDonald

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Dear Dad…

I know you’ve wanted to be there for me and I know that wewe wanted to see me…But it’s been seven years now and…Seeing and just hearing your voice would be to much.. Yes I upendo wewe I always will and nothing can take that away but, Mom kept me away from wewe for a reason and she won’t tell me why and I believe and trust in her so would wewe please stop calling are phone…It’s my birthday this Sunday and I wish wewe could be here but..Where were wewe for the last seven…Oh yeah I wasn’t important then I guess…I upendo wewe I really do but your pain of leaving messed me up and I really don;t want to get messed up even more. I feel like everyone I upendo always leaves because of you…And I don’t wish to feel like that again..

upendo your daughter..Mallory McDonald

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malmcd I'm made fun off what I wear because I'm different I love fashion and wear thing people wouldn't dare to

SongGirl50701 You should have seen Kat's nerd costume she made. IT WAS SO FREAKEN AWESOME!

malmcd Haha I was a nerd for a dance thing for halloween! But I was a rocker for Halloween

SongGirl50701 Really?! I bet it was super fun at your school because even Halloween wasn't that fun. She actually dressed up as a nerd before or after Halloween!!

malmcd Yeah I do stuff like that all the time like where A type of outfit for the day

SongGirl50701 Hey Mallory, do you want to be an illustrater for a story idea? If not- its okay.

SongGirl50701 :) I wish I could but I barely got clothes so I just do something in a notebook and show my friends. One day I kept saying Bruno until someone said shut up and then 5 minutes later, I kept saying it again in a high pitched voice.

malmcd What's the story idea?

SongGirl50701 You can choose Hall of Fame (humans mostly) or my immortal story idea of creatures becoming reality all fit in one person or things hands. I need help with them- BADLY

malmcd Tell me more about the second one?

SongGirl50701 That's the problem. I don't know what to write about but I was letting my friend Gabby read these immortal creature stories I made and she loved them!

malmcd Ummm????? That is hard

SongGirl50701 I'll write some of what I let her read. The wind was cold and harsh as it bit at his skin. His intensive marbled blue eyes shifted to the breaking ice soul I knew. [i]Jack.[/i] My best friend was really speaking of the truth. His human body shivering with defeat as he shifts into a wolf from human. Even though fear was lingering from me. I loved it. My shivering hands was on his back as it became a wolf's. "You have to go before they see you." His voice was in a groaning snarl I always knew. "Jack, I'm not ever leaving you." My face had hidden itself in his fur as his clothing shreds off and into a wolf's fur. "Please don't. This is making it harder for you and me." Fear was in his voice for the first time ever. "Will you visit me?" Tears began to fall. "I promise until I can't no more. Whenever I can, okay?" The way he said it made me feel like he was with me forever. As my hands freed him is when his spirit did too as he dashed to his howling pack. My face had tears left begging to stop to feel his touch one last time. My brain tolled me we would never see each other again but my heart spoke different. Walking away from the forest was the hardest without dashing back. I knew deep down that not even forever could tear us apart. --------that's a werewolf part, I guess.

malmcd Thats good!!!!

SongGirl50701 You got any ideas? I got one about a another creature.

malmcd Ummm well there's dragons, mermaids, fairies, elf, vampires,

SongGirl50701 ya, i don't really know. have you read my other story I was writing of Laura?

malmcd No?

SongGirl50701 Okay, hold on. I'll ty to get the Url.

malmcd Okay!

SongGirl50701 http://www.fanpop.com/clubs/Titanium

SongGirl50701 did you get it?

malmcd Oh yeah I remember that story!

SongGirl50701 yep, it sounds a cordless.

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Dreams Written In Ash (Chapter One- When The Light Ended)

posted by malmcd

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This is to all my Marafiki on here who believe in me and believe in my dream’s. But one person who really helped me and has the same dream as me BeautifulBlaze au Daniel,
Thank You...
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My Dream

My dream is to make the world a better place.
For wewe and me and the people to come.
I want peace in this world,
And love,
And harmony.
The world we live in now is curl and cool,
and filled with war.
It’s like we’re all on a wheel of all the angry,
thoughts and feeling’s.
A never ending and every winning
race of hate.
My...

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posted by allicyn123

"What are wewe crying for weakling?!?!" Dad screams at me and klabu my cheek again The tears that had been tumbling down my face instantly stop. Remeber Darka wewe feel nothing I thought. Dad smiled and stumbled out "Remeber son, only a weakling cries." And he slammed the door. For a sekunde I just stand there and let the blood froim the cut on my eyebrow bleed on to my face, then I remebered Anneri was there. In the corner of the room she curled up and peeked at me. Her grey-green eyes and long black hair was placed perfectly with porclean tan skin. Dad never touched her. Anneri was to fragile....

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posted by allicyn123

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posted by snootygirl50701

Libra

Seeing the man -chapter 1 ~ Mother? Who is this shadow?~

~ lights off ~
The darkness falls into black and blue
And you've every thing to loose
Its time to break free and stand in your own hands
Magic,turns the lights off as a symbol
One step like a panya, kipanya and two steps for a hog
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A little girl with dark brown hair walked out of her house. She looked for her mother and saw something. In the forest,beyond the trees and kwa the rocks,a shadow stood there. The shadow was fast and slithered like poision fangs and crawled to the little...

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posted by snootygirl50701

The song of the sparrow- chapter 2 (part 5)
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"N...I..g..h..t." A girl alisema while walking in the room and Ashia stopped brushing her hair.
The girl tripped over Ashia's bag in the door way.Ashia letter some other...

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posted by snootygirl50701

Ashia writing in her dairy

The song of the sparrow -chapter 2 (part 4)
___________________________________________________________________ Ashia spun in the air and did a hand stand on her mortrcycle.She grabbed the week and sat as moto gleamed in her eye from a moto ring.With one last spun Ashia was heel on heel and landed smooth on the ground.The boys cheered as Ashia's enemy was defeated badly.Ashia jumped off her mortrcycle and began to work on her inayofuata punishment. The boys entered the cafeteria to find chakula every were.Ashia was scrubbing the walls as her juu enemy from those brat's threw chakula at her.It slid...

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posted by snootygirl50701

The song of the sparrow -chapter 2 (part 3)
___________________________________________________________________ " Miss.Faragonda will most defanietly deal with wewe soon."A lady alisema to Ashia as Ashia made funny faces behind her back.
The lady left as Miss.Faragonda gave my my orodha of punishment : orodha OF PUNISHMENT

1-clean the mortacycle
2-finish Shellina's mortacycle training for her.
3-clean the walls in the cafeteria
4-clean the pigeon poo in the park
5-Salt and contain the wanyama

Ashia looked at the punishment orodha and started her list.She cleaned the mortcycle to see the leader of thoses...

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posted by malmcd

CHAPTER FOUR- A Plan Set In Motion.

Asha’s eyes began to fill heavy so she pack up her bag and closed her book and took off her shoes and slowly made her way to the small kitanda on the floor and covered up and began to dream of a better world...

She woke in a field filled with flowers and tall green nyasi that made her feet wiggly. She looked around and then she looked up...She saw the bright blue sky and the sun she closed her eyes and just listened. She heard birds and wanyama and then she began to hear her mothers old song that would always put...

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Poem for the uandishi Games

posted by malmcd

I new I could die at any second,
But I took the risk of loving you.
I keep on feeding myself with lies saying that I wound be perfectly fine,
And not to worry about it.
But inside I know there is nothing I can do to save myself.
The pain weighs down on you
I wish I could change it
But wewe can't
I was cursed with this disease
And I made you...
Weak
And get weary
I made wewe miss sleep
And get moody
You were in thoughts
And wewe wrote songs
But wewe alisema wewe were in Love
And that I would walk on
So I believed wewe I keep holding on,
And fighting the constant Battle.
But we both new the results are the same
My life would...

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posted by snootygirl50701

James

The song of the sparrow -chapter 1 (part 2)
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part 2
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Izzy laughed with Ashia quietly so the ggaurds couldn't hear them.Ashia jumped up on a branch listening to Izzy.Suddenly,something smacked Ashia of the mti branch and on to the ground.Ashia sprang to her feet.She looked up to see a teen boy her age with a blue sparrow bird.The boy was cute ! he was in a black hoodie outfit alond with attach on metal digging claws.
Ashia smirks," C-U-T-E!"
Boy asked confused," what?"
Ashia smiles,"the bird."
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posted by malmcd

“Foster?” alisema a sweet little voice.
    “Yes Aria?”
    “Can I ask wewe something?”
    “Yeah go ahead?”
    “Do wewe upendo me?” Her voice almost sounded weak and worn.
    “I upendo wewe to the Moon and back and to the star’s above!” He made pwani to smile when he alisema it to make her fell happy.
    “Can I ask wewe another thing Foster?” She grabbed his head as he sat inayofuata to her bed.
    “Shore.”
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posted by malmcd

CHAPTER FIVE- Three days

Alife Vi Hangsingic

    Still shaken Alife mange to get on to his feet.
    “Your-your the Princess?” He alisema his voice shaky and weak has he’s holding his side. Illy turns around and see’s him fear fly’s to her eyes and she runs over to his side.
    “Are wewe okay?!” Her voice high pitched and filled with worry as her pink hair fly’s in the breeze. Alife’s knees begin to fell weak and he falls to the ground while Illy yells words in his ears which he can’t make out.
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{*} When My moyo Was Chained To The Floor{*} Chapter 1

posted by allicyn1234

THIS IS THE Lost DIARY OF SINSETA....(Some of wewe know her others don't)

May 18th,
My name is Sinseta,
I'm not your average 10 mwaka old. Well 11 today :). When wewe see me, you'll see a small girl with blonde hair and blue eyes. A girl who smiles ALOT.... But rarely means it. I guess I could say 'I know why the cage bird sings. My idiot of a father called me today to say Happy Birthday And of course I pretended RP be happy and asked when he'd come to see me and of course he just sighed and alisema 'Dunno Sweetie' Like he always does. So I'm stuck here, chained to this stupid island with my stupid...

panya, kipanya Clicks, Logins and Internet

posted by BooBooBear981

I am any little girl behind that glowing computer screen
An anonymous user name, unknown person
New friends, Chatting with no end
Lies that tear people apart
www.’s and .com’s
Logins and log outs
New passwords galore
New games
All online websites
But know is the time for
Turning off, Logging off
Simply leaving the game
One last click of a mouse
One last Tipeity-Tipe of the keypad
One last close
One last IM
One last internet song
One last good-bye au G2G
So unplug into your own virtual world
~AND FIND YOU~

- kwa Ellen Love: Poem Girl

Gluttony The Deadly Sin

posted by malmcd

Oh, it looks so yummy!
For it looks so yummy in my tummy!

You have probably heard these words,
For wewe know what that feeling is,
For it is called hunger.
I am hunger to the extreme;
I am one of the Seven Deadly Sins.

I make wewe hungry,
And yet not only hungry,
But famished to insanity.

Hunger is such
A short word for what I do
To you,
For in fact,
It is an understatement
Of what I do to you.

I make wewe so greedy
When wewe eat at the dinnertable
That wewe eat everything in plain sight.
You eat zaidi than wewe can take,
Just like some of the Israelites did
When they wandered for forty years in the desert
In the Book...

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My Marafiki Story...

posted by malmcd

One of my best Marafiki name is Summer Wilson. She crazy funny and people think we're twins. But you'd never think that someone like her would have a sad story for a live...

Summer at the moment is in her sekunde foster nyumbani with her real sister Sam, her "mother's" name is Heather and "dad's" name is Dan. When wewe first meet Heather and Dan wewe think there nice and sweet and have a nice nyumbani with a cat and dog and pool, But really something else is going on...Her "parent's" HATE her. I'm not lying au bending the truth they HATE her and they even alisema it to her face. On the other hand they think...

Heroes Of Us-chapter 1

posted by snootygirl50701

Winx Club-

At Alfea,the Winx club girls talk about what their going to do the past weekend.

Musa: what are we going to do during this weekend?

Stella: Maybe we can go shopping!

Bloom: au go see the guys!

Flora: why not both?

*All of the girl highfives each other*

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Meanwhile at Redfountain ...

Sky: ya,sure! We'll do that!

Riven: so its the SilverBound?

Timmy: yep,its the hound dog with a unleashing mind that creates chaos.

Sky: were is the hound?

Timmy: Its at the Verdonie Forest!

Riven: Then...

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Forgotten_Chapter 2: The Mysterious Boy

posted by anniewannie

A/N: Chapter 2 is here guys and thanks for your maoni on Chapter 1!! :)
Thanks!
Take Care & God Bless,
Anniewannie/Florannie

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Chapter 2: Angels Academy

I awoke with the sun shining down on my face from my roof window above my bed. I loved the sun because...

Pride The Deadly Sin

posted by malmcd

Pride

I am one of the Seven Deadly Sins,
One of the human instincts,
One of the dark sides of human nature,
And one of the daemons from the Pit.

You may find me in your life
If wewe are narcissistic,
If wewe are selfish,
If wewe are pompous,
Stuck-up,
Snotty,
Snobbish,
Self-centred,
Rude,
Snarky,
Self-serving,
Sarcastic,
Elitist,
Or just plainly proud.

I am the reason wewe may brag
All the time,
And why people do not like
To be around you.

I am the reason that you
Always have to be the centre
Of every conversation,
Because wewe think
You are so important.

I am the reason that you
Like to onyesha off all the time,
Because wewe think...

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The song of the sparrow -chapter 2 (part 1)

posted by snootygirl50701

The song of the sparrow -chapter 2 (part 1)
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Ashia grabbed her bags as she headed to Alfea on Nokia's back. Nokia, as her dragon,was apart of her. If he shed a tear then she sheds a tear. Ashia held on tight.Nokia took flight and landed at Alfea safely. Ashia grabbed her bags and walked to Miss.Faragonda.She talks to Miss.Faragonda and goes to her room 43.
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Part1
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