Little things about me...
I've been uandishi a story at school, this girl has been kusoma it.
She wonders where I got the idea from, I tell her it's just fiction,
I can't bring myself to tell her thats it's really how I view the world since everyone thinks I'm the super happy smiling girl.
No one knows my world is dark.
~~~
This week we had an anti-bullying activity at school
We have to kuvuka, msalaba a line when something applies to you.
"Please kuvuka, msalaba the line if wewe feel lonely."
No one in my class did, but I know one person who almost did.
Until she saw nobody else did.
I should have crossed that line.
~~~
I say goodbye to someone everyday before I leave school..
I would hate to go out of this world without saying goodbye..
~~~
Art is my passion my thing.
My mom says I'm to smart to take it further then past high school, it's not important enough.
At school I'm known for being amazing at art.
My art teachers upendo me and want me to keep going..
Why can't my family want that?
I just want to draw...
~~
The other siku in class we had to write a depression essay in class.
I wrote the essay but the last few lines I wrote about my depression and everything I've went through.
But before I pasted it in I but the last lines in white and pasted it in I couldn't erase it...
~~~
Why did I stop taking pills? Why do I not want to?
Because for once I believe in myself
I'm going to onyesha how strong I am
I'm going to get through this on my own.
Just watch
~~
I've met almost all my Marafiki on this website.
I know it's dangerous and I'm taking a risk.
I know what I'm doing and I'm careful.
Mom Dad, I help guys and girls online with there problems and stop them from killing them selfs.
Stop assuming I'm a slut. Not all teenage girls look for sex.
~~
"Some day, I want to be a model. These scars on my arms will not hold me back."
~~
Yes, life is getting better.
Yes, I'm eating again.
Yes, I've slowly stopped crying myself to sleep.
But, no. I'm still unhappy and dying on the inside.
~~~
Dear Mom..
On the outside wewe see me as your happy and smiling daughter who’s turning 14 this Sunday and wewe would do anything for me…But what wewe don’t know it..
I’m really truly sad…
I’m faking that smile and I really do want to be happy but right now that seems impossible..I don;t want to die but want else is there to do…I hate being this way and I feel there’s no way out..I want to tell wewe but like I always say..We all have stories we don’t and will never tell…and this is one of them…
upendo your daughter…Mallory McDonald
~~~~~`
Dear Dad…
I know you’ve wanted to be there for me and I know that wewe wanted to see me…But it’s been seven years now and…Seeing and just hearing your voice would be to much.. Yes I upendo wewe I always will and nothing can take that away but, Mom kept me away from wewe for a reason and she won’t tell me why and I believe and trust in her so would wewe please stop calling are phone…It’s my birthday this Sunday and I wish wewe could be here but..Where were wewe for the last seven…Oh yeah I wasn’t important then I guess…I upendo wewe I really do but your pain of leaving messed me up and I really don;t want to get messed up even more. I feel like everyone I upendo always leaves because of you…And I don’t wish to feel like that again..
upendo your daughter..Mallory McDonald
I've been uandishi a story at school, this girl has been kusoma it.
She wonders where I got the idea from, I tell her it's just fiction,
I can't bring myself to tell her thats it's really how I view the world since everyone thinks I'm the super happy smiling girl.
No one knows my world is dark.
~~~
This week we had an anti-bullying activity at school
We have to kuvuka, msalaba a line when something applies to you.
"Please kuvuka, msalaba the line if wewe feel lonely."
No one in my class did, but I know one person who almost did.
Until she saw nobody else did.
I should have crossed that line.
~~~
I say goodbye to someone everyday before I leave school..
I would hate to go out of this world without saying goodbye..
~~~
Art is my passion my thing.
My mom says I'm to smart to take it further then past high school, it's not important enough.
At school I'm known for being amazing at art.
My art teachers upendo me and want me to keep going..
Why can't my family want that?
I just want to draw...
~~
The other siku in class we had to write a depression essay in class.
I wrote the essay but the last few lines I wrote about my depression and everything I've went through.
But before I pasted it in I but the last lines in white and pasted it in I couldn't erase it...
~~~
Why did I stop taking pills? Why do I not want to?
Because for once I believe in myself
I'm going to onyesha how strong I am
I'm going to get through this on my own.
Just watch
~~
I've met almost all my Marafiki on this website.
I know it's dangerous and I'm taking a risk.
I know what I'm doing and I'm careful.
Mom Dad, I help guys and girls online with there problems and stop them from killing them selfs.
Stop assuming I'm a slut. Not all teenage girls look for sex.
~~
"Some day, I want to be a model. These scars on my arms will not hold me back."
~~
Yes, life is getting better.
Yes, I'm eating again.
Yes, I've slowly stopped crying myself to sleep.
But, no. I'm still unhappy and dying on the inside.
~~~
Dear Mom..
On the outside wewe see me as your happy and smiling daughter who’s turning 14 this Sunday and wewe would do anything for me…But what wewe don’t know it..
I’m really truly sad…
I’m faking that smile and I really do want to be happy but right now that seems impossible..I don;t want to die but want else is there to do…I hate being this way and I feel there’s no way out..I want to tell wewe but like I always say..We all have stories we don’t and will never tell…and this is one of them…
upendo your daughter…Mallory McDonald
~~~~~`
Dear Dad…
I know you’ve wanted to be there for me and I know that wewe wanted to see me…But it’s been seven years now and…Seeing and just hearing your voice would be to much.. Yes I upendo wewe I always will and nothing can take that away but, Mom kept me away from wewe for a reason and she won’t tell me why and I believe and trust in her so would wewe please stop calling are phone…It’s my birthday this Sunday and I wish wewe could be here but..Where were wewe for the last seven…Oh yeah I wasn’t important then I guess…I upendo wewe I really do but your pain of leaving messed me up and I really don;t want to get messed up even more. I feel like everyone I upendo always leaves because of you…And I don’t wish to feel like that again..
upendo your daughter..Mallory McDonald
Vertonica Bond: seven years old with the dark dirty blue hair also at the first foster home
This is Amber's sister Molly the fairy of space.
Name: Molly
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Origin: The planet Earth
Mythical Creature: Fairy
Level of Magic: Enchantix
Powers/Abilities: She is the fairy of space, outer space that is. Molly can bring in comets and other rocks into Earth au as an attack.
Personality: Molly is very caring, she loves to help her Marafiki in times of need and will let nothing stand in her way.
Clothing: She wears a light blue tank-top and jeans, her shoes are boots that look similar to Amber's.
Pet: Nope
Background: She was born on Earth as a actress's only daughter, she learned that her real father was Tony Stark and moved in with him and his daughter Amber. The two become good Marafiki since when Molly arrived when Amber was only 3.
Family:
Mother: Dead (died of cancer)
Father: Tony Stark
Name: Molly
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Origin: The planet Earth
Mythical Creature: Fairy
Level of Magic: Enchantix
Powers/Abilities: She is the fairy of space, outer space that is. Molly can bring in comets and other rocks into Earth au as an attack.
Personality: Molly is very caring, she loves to help her Marafiki in times of need and will let nothing stand in her way.
Clothing: She wears a light blue tank-top and jeans, her shoes are boots that look similar to Amber's.
Pet: Nope
Background: She was born on Earth as a actress's only daughter, she learned that her real father was Tony Stark and moved in with him and his daughter Amber. The two become good Marafiki since when Molly arrived when Amber was only 3.
Family:
Mother: Dead (died of cancer)
Father: Tony Stark
~~~ FOR ALL THE PEOPLE IN UNCOMPREHENDABLE PAIN~~~
Black moyo Black Soul
Filthy like Coal
Dark moyo Dark Soul
Not even a Role
Gloomy moyo Gloomy Soul
Left there Broken
On an Abandoned Knoll
Cold moyo Cold Soul
Never a Whole
Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds
Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry
Leaving Scars
I might as well Die
With my Black moyo and Black Soul
Maybe wewe will come kwa
And Watch me Weep
As I zoom in to a forever Sleep
~~~ Anonymous
"A Note from the Author"
Every 4o sekunde a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths au easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings wewe down really does hurt. Most of the time wewe don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am au even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
Black moyo Black Soul
Filthy like Coal
Dark moyo Dark Soul
Not even a Role
Gloomy moyo Gloomy Soul
Left there Broken
On an Abandoned Knoll
Cold moyo Cold Soul
Never a Whole
Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds
Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry
Leaving Scars
I might as well Die
With my Black moyo and Black Soul
Maybe wewe will come kwa
And Watch me Weep
As I zoom in to a forever Sleep
~~~ Anonymous
"A Note from the Author"
Every 4o sekunde a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths au easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings wewe down really does hurt. Most of the time wewe don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am au even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
"I wonder if they'd miss me..."
If tears left scars then the world would know who wewe truly are.
For your tears leave scars and it would onyesha them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would onyesha them your pain and sadness that wewe always have tried to keep in
But one siku wewe just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because wewe long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one wewe want most is breaking wewe but wewe still upendo him in the end?
Maybe it's all of those things...
au maybe your just hurt and afraid that wewe can never fix your self again...
If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in zaidi ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that siku comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...
Fierce & upendo
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
For your tears leave scars and it would onyesha them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would onyesha them your pain and sadness that wewe always have tried to keep in
But one siku wewe just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because wewe long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one wewe want most is breaking wewe but wewe still upendo him in the end?
Maybe it's all of those things...
au maybe your just hurt and afraid that wewe can never fix your self again...
If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in zaidi ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that siku comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...
Fierce & upendo
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
There's a crack in my moyo from,
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.
My moyo has your name written all over it
My moyo beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.
Why.
Why did wewe leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let wewe go
Your the only one that can fix my heart
But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...
I can't trusted wewe
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave wewe and never look back
But I can't because my moyo can't last much longer
Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but wewe don't hear
wewe just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain
How can wewe be so curl when I gave wewe everything I had
Your a moyo breaker
wewe don't get it do you
wewe broke me
and wewe hurt me
and wewe felt nothing...
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.
My moyo has your name written all over it
My moyo beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.
Why.
Why did wewe leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let wewe go
Your the only one that can fix my heart
But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...
I can't trusted wewe
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave wewe and never look back
But I can't because my moyo can't last much longer
Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but wewe don't hear
wewe just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain
How can wewe be so curl when I gave wewe everything I had
Your a moyo breaker
wewe don't get it do you
wewe broke me
and wewe hurt me
and wewe felt nothing...
~Magically Gone~
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Book 1: Blown Away
Info: Born when her mother died in livebirth,little Rocky stays with her father near a forests. Five forest that never would bother Rocky. Infact,it was home. nyumbani that was blown away when something happened. Something that grew wings and flapped it all away. Rocky's life is never the same. Just imagine,you were born and living with only your living parent. Your Angel wings won't work and wewe atleast knock down your mother's diary. The upendo twisting story will bring wewe alive to the real world. Your Angel au butterfly, kipepeo wings are going to dry...yes,yes they will!
This is for ALL wewe fly fellows! *giggles*
♥ SnOoKiE♥
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Book 1: Blown Away
Info: Born when her mother died in livebirth,little Rocky stays with her father near a forests. Five forest that never would bother Rocky. Infact,it was home. nyumbani that was blown away when something happened. Something that grew wings and flapped it all away. Rocky's life is never the same. Just imagine,you were born and living with only your living parent. Your Angel wings won't work and wewe atleast knock down your mother's diary. The upendo twisting story will bring wewe alive to the real world. Your Angel au butterfly, kipepeo wings are going to dry...yes,yes they will!
This is for ALL wewe fly fellows! *giggles*
♥ SnOoKiE♥
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Rose
