kelly :)

Two months I didn't see you
Except in my dreams
And I could finally get over you
So it seemed

I prepared myself to your beautiful eyes
I prepared myself to your amazing smile
I told myself I would be cool
But who am I playing for a fool

What am I pushing myself through
The only place I wanna be is with you
Saying to myself you're not the one for me
But I can't help but feeling we are meant to be
Why should I keep holding on
When loving wewe won't harm anyone
I just wish I could sleep forever
'Cause in my dreams we'll always be together

I've just seen wewe for one day
It was like the very first time
I guess the...

wewe can break my fingers
You can cut my hand off
You can stab my eyes out
You can cut my legg off
You can kill me
But in the end you'll see
That no matter what wewe do
I'll always be haunting you

The feelings of guilt won't be gone
You'll always remember whar you've done
And I could let wewe live and die in peace
But that's so not me

You can spread gossip 'bout me
You ruin my world
You can chase my Marafiki away
You can be that bitchy girl
You can make me freak out
But in the end you'll figure out
That no matter what wewe do
I'll always be haunting you

The feelings of guilt won't be gone
You'll always remember whar...

It's a beautiful day
Sun is shining on a bright sky
How could we ask for more
But still I'm wondering
How can they act like this
Are they shutting their eyes for this emptiness

And now I need to face it alone
I need to make it on my own

So don't cry
Everything will be allright
You've gotta live your life
You need to let it go
So don't cry
Give them wewe little smile
Hide the tears in your eyes
About the pain they don't need to know

It's a wonderful day
People smile and are happy
How couldn't this be enough
But still I ask myself
How can they pretend like this
Are they running away from this darkness

And now I need...

What I am going to write now is something that happened years ago,but still haunts me every single night.I can hear their cries for mercy.I can see their eyes filled with despair.

It happened in the vacation between krisimasi holidays and Easter holidays.I had to clean their house,so I threw them in a bucket with water.Then I started cleaning.My dad alisema I had to throw the dirty water outside,so I did.Only I forgot to get them out of it first.When I realized what I had done,my moyo started beating very fast and painfully.My throat felt like someone was squeezing it and I couldn't breathe.
My...

wewe don't need to be clever to figure this one out
It took a while,but now I know what you're all about
I've shed a million tears just because of you
But now I see what I can be without you

We all got one single life
And I'm not gonna waste mine to your tears and filthy lies

You said:
'Please,forgive me
I know I should've been strong
But I didn't know what was going on'
You said:
'Please,believe me
I didn't know what to do
So,I didn't tell wewe the truth'

It shouldn't take much to make this one clear
But you're the only who doesn't seem to hear
You might wanna take a flight someday
'Cause when I'm stepping up...

wewe were my first real love
You made me feel alive
I could handle anything
When wewe were kwa my side
And now I can't imagine
How I could just not see
That wewe were everything everyone
Was trying to make me see

Don't hold your breath
You ain't worth it
You were just a waste of time
You gave me wings to fly
But it was just a lie
You were just a waste of time

You never looked at me
But I didn't care
I didn't listen to all the warnings
That I should be aware
And now I can't believe
How it got this far
Before I realized what a motherfucking
Ass wewe really are

Don't hold your breath
You ain't worth it
You were just a waste...

Everything's fine when they don't mention your name
In comparing with three years zamani I feel just the same
People say:'Girl,get a grip
You should really get over it'
But I can't help but reminding myself to what you've done
And if the upendo won't do it,it's revenge that will keep me holding on

You better keep your mouth shut
If wewe don't wanna feel my grudge
Don't know if I told wewe before
But this anger is consuming me zaidi and more
You better just stay away
If wewe don't wanna feel this pain
Crawl into your hole where wewe belong
When you'r around everything goes wrong

Nothing is fine when wewe come along
And...

wewe made a promise
But wewe couldn't keep
You took an oath
But wewe broke it anyway
You made me believe
I was the only girl on your mind
But how could I ever be
When your ex's just a phone call away

I've counted the days
Since we seperate
But it was for the better
That I let wewe walk away

You should get back to your ex-girlfriend
I guess we just arrived at the uchungu, chungu end
Of wewe and me
We were never meant to be
You shouldn't say that you're sorry
'Cause I know wewe never really loved me
You were just playing with my heart
And now the game has tore us apart

I should be honest
You're not the only one to blame
I should've...