Stopping kwa Woods On A Snowy Evening

My steps crunch on the gravel track
Why did wewe leave me? why did wewe go?
A sudden sadness begins to attack
All I want is an answer all I want is to know.

I begin to tafuta the fog and dark trees
For the spot I'm longing for
As soon as I find it I fall to my knees
And I don't care whose watching me anymore.

I stare at the gray slab of stone
That is all I have left of you
I begin to sob felling so alone
It doesn't seem fair it just can't be true

I can't bring myself to leave this place
And soon all that's left is the winter winds cry
I run away at a ghostly pace
Good-bye.

I am outside.

outside of your sight outside of your thoughts.
peering in in desperation.

I am away.

where wewe pushed where wewe shoved me.

away from where I long to be kwa your side.

I am outside. And away.

I loved wewe so hard that wewe were scared. scared of loving me back. So wewe threw me away.

Now I stand shivering and wallowing outside of where I long to be.

wewe won't bring me back. I know wewe won't. wewe pushed me away.

I would find my way back to wewe if I thought it would make a difference.

but, I think I know, that it won't.

So here I will stay.

Outside and Away...

When somebody hits me,
a crowd always cheers.

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I don't understand it,
but it brings me to tears.


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It thrills people silly
to throw me around
and make me go bouncing
across the hard ground.


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What have I done
to deserve this cruel fate?
I've gone from just mad
to completely irate!


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I'm battered kwa bats
just to make the crowd shout.

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I am sick of this game-
it's not safe, I want out!

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WHO AM I?

uchungu, chungu World

As time passes kwa and the world ages wanyama live on through their peace but man stays in strife...

Never do they see past their faults but see only their pride and hate...
Knowledge is a blessing yet they turn it into a vile curse...determined to possess all minds with one belief and rule all souls..

I am on the outside seeing what wewe have all become...bitter, angry, and wretched beings feeding off others misery and as one weak soul falls wewe quickly devour it...

I am haunted kwa your world...it darkens my mind and soul...as I come to see wewe all have betrayed my gifts as if they were toys to be thrown away!

I shall give only one message to all new life that comes into this world...do not be naive to believe wewe cannot be infected kwa this disease au else the transformation has already begun...

A girl from nowhere I met,
She looked a real friend,
That is why our friendship will never end,
She bought lots of colors and laugh,
With me she was never tough,
She bought lots of flowers with scents,
Which are priceless that dhahabu cents,
As long as we are friends,
We don't need enemies, no lovers,
This beautiful relation that God created,
She has got beauty and grace,
And a very successful place,
She understands me fully,
I trust her truly,
Because she she is not a bully,
She makes my dreams look real,
And feel every emotion I feel,
We have a great bound,
Like we are tied together,
We never fought and that's true,
She came as a ray of light,
And made my days and nights very bright,
That's why we will never ever fight,
Cause God is holding us tight,
She is a true friend,
That is the reason why this relation will never end......

wewe knew it when wewe started this.
wewe knew that it would have no bliss.
wewe fought against the living hell.
That somebody is why wewe fell.
That single somebody is why
wewe sometimes have to stop and cry.
That somebody is why wewe hate.
That somebody had planned your fate.
What is the joy without the sorrow?
What will your life be like tomorrow?
They took away your will to live,
And yet wewe somehow still forgive.
So take the time to stop and think
Before that someone makes wewe sink.
Just look beyond your void and see
That somebody was me.

The world is turning, and always will be.
But will you?
au are wewe tiptoeing between the thin line of reality and the dark abyss that awaits.
Just beyond the barrier of sanity.
Feeling is hard to grasp.
No harder than expressing it.
But when wewe feel the slight sting and the warm bubble of contentment, wewe have no idea what it actually does to you.
Your mind feels extacy.
But your body cry's out.
wewe slip into the dark, trying to surface.
But the weight of your life is pushing wewe down.
You're drowning in your own tears.
But you're not man enough to face your fears.
Not even the faces of your peers trying to help.
au the the ones that pretend they upendo you.
Keeping to yourself and only releasing your body of the pressure when wewe get the chance.
wewe where a mask, fake as the people around you.
But finally reaching your sanctuary,
wewe don't try to surface.

fall
fall into me
kiss me
tell me I am yours
come to me
be mine
follow me
save me from danger
save me from me
ill protect wewe
ill keep wewe salama
ill be your guide
ill kill anything that harms wewe
I will lead wewe through the darkness
through the pain
be your confort
your protection
just be mine
I'll guard wewe from the flames
the harsh cold
wewe amaze me
be my girl
ill save wewe
from anyone who'll hurt wewe
i'll be your upendo
If you'll be my baby
So sing with me
lyrics from all the songs
be with me forever
and when the horror comes
I will take wewe from this world
I will stand kwa youSo stand kwa me to
tell me I mean as much to wewe
as wewe mean to me
fall
deeply in upendo with me
fall far
fall into my arms
fall forevermore

My strenghthen will be for-
ever transparent into the
elegant ambitions that isn't
pretending to describe.

But i live inside a deeper
atmosphere that gives
me the patience that i need
to be this person that the world
wants me to be,

My transparent experience
will soon release the chaos
that seems to be standing
right in front of me as we
speak.

I've tried to acknowledge
every-captured moment
that makes my trans-
parent experince what it
is today.

Please let this claiming
innocence be the thing
that will guide me away
from every-thing that
isn't what it needs to
be,

Please let me face my
chronicles of hope with
the admiration to let my
transparent experiences
die away from me and
who i want to be for wewe
and for every-one who is
around wewe now.

(c)
2012
erie morgan

You're my bestie,
my best-est one,
You're my bestie,
someone who makes school fun.
You're my bestie
no matter how far apart,
You're my bestie,
and always in my heart.
You're my bestie,
the best I've ever had,
You're my bestie,
the only one who cheers me up when I'm sad.
You're my bestie,
and only one who knows what to do,
You're my bestie,
and I upendo you,...........

    because...............

You're my bestie,
the only one who made me see
that you're my bestie,
the best that can be!

My world fades into the background,
and I see all my memories,
everything I've done,
all the things I tried to forget,


All my world faults,
everything I did wrong,
all those I hurt,
all the dreams I destroyed,
and all the terrible things I said,


My world fades away,
and all that's left,
is my terrible life,
the forest of everything I did wrong,
the dark, dark forest,


Wake up!


The devil shows wewe the bad things,
but the Lord shows wewe all the good things,
He forgives the bad,
forgets it,
and never mentions it,
He shows wewe the good thing,
the beautiful field,
full of flowers,
bright and perfect,

My world fade away,
and all that is left,
is the beauty of the Lord.

The girls screams but all their is is silence.
She sheds tears but her face is not moist.
She speaks but there are no words to be heard.
This girl, only in her mind she ever screamed for this, there was no sound. Only in her mind did she cry for this, tears did not moisten her face. And for this words where never herd. She is scared of exspression. She is scared to stand out and is scared of judgment. Becuase of this her world will be of muteness there will be no sun no moon only a gray, a gray nothingness in a line of other people all have no faces for they to are scared of being diffrent and they all to live in gray nothingness.
The girl who is scared will live in the world of gray until her scream is herd and her face feels tears.