I just read a Fic made kwa iPhyscic about Mike killing himself, so I was in the mood for making a dark one-shot fanfic... Personally, I think I'm getting good at these! Do u think I'm a good writer?
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Anyway, here we go!
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What would happen if I died?:Mikes point of view.
My life is a living nightmare.
No one wants me au loves me.
All they do is stop and stare and say 'Hey! There's that crazy freak!'
They never appreciate the real me.
They never look past my physcotic appearance..
They never look Into my heart.
I feel neglected..
I feel sad...
I feel depressed..
Only one thing comes to my mind when I wake up every day..
Death..
That's the only way..
The only way I can Make all the pain go away..
The only way to end it all..
Knives are drawn while I am hidden..
I gaze into the silver blade.
It mocks me with it's power of cutting and slicing..
It mocks me with it's power of murder..
Down,Down,Down it goes.
Lower and lower to my awaiting wrists..
I start to pity myself..
Why? Why must my life be a never ending trail of torture, hate, and misunderstandings?
Even if I do die this day..
Even if my dark, juicy, blood drips down my skinny arm and onto the carpet..
What would happen?
Would I be found?
Would people weep?
Would salty tears of sadness drip down the faces of enemies and family?
Would I lay dead 6 feet under?
But, who would care?
Who cares about that freaky kid who has zaidi than one personality?
Who cries tears of depression every night..
Waiting for the siku that he could start his life all over again?
Who regrets the siku he was born..
The kisu is dropped..
No blood is shed...
Just the power of my thoughts are poured out..
Like an icy waterfall, flowing down a mountain on a chilly winter morning...
The actions of others keep me up..some keep me down...
Just one thing comes to mind...
What would happen if I died?
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Anyway, here we go!
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What would happen if I died?:Mikes point of view.
My life is a living nightmare.
No one wants me au loves me.
All they do is stop and stare and say 'Hey! There's that crazy freak!'
They never appreciate the real me.
They never look past my physcotic appearance..
They never look Into my heart.
I feel neglected..
I feel sad...
I feel depressed..
Only one thing comes to my mind when I wake up every day..
Death..
That's the only way..
The only way I can Make all the pain go away..
The only way to end it all..
Knives are drawn while I am hidden..
I gaze into the silver blade.
It mocks me with it's power of cutting and slicing..
It mocks me with it's power of murder..
Down,Down,Down it goes.
Lower and lower to my awaiting wrists..
I start to pity myself..
Why? Why must my life be a never ending trail of torture, hate, and misunderstandings?
Even if I do die this day..
Even if my dark, juicy, blood drips down my skinny arm and onto the carpet..
What would happen?
Would I be found?
Would people weep?
Would salty tears of sadness drip down the faces of enemies and family?
Would I lay dead 6 feet under?
But, who would care?
Who cares about that freaky kid who has zaidi than one personality?
Who cries tears of depression every night..
Waiting for the siku that he could start his life all over again?
Who regrets the siku he was born..
The kisu is dropped..
No blood is shed...
Just the power of my thoughts are poured out..
Like an icy waterfall, flowing down a mountain on a chilly winter morning...
The actions of others keep me up..some keep me down...
Just one thing comes to mind...
What would happen if I died?
brooke:*sees note* met me in the woods,duncan.okay.
gwen:*sitting under a tree*
duncan:hey
gwen:oh,hey
duncan:what are wewe doing?
gwen:nothin,you
duncan:waiting for brooke to come.
gwen:okay,*sigh*
duncan:whats wrong?
gwen:i heard trent was gonna ask me out again,and,i might have alisema yes,and sumer already asked him and he alisema yes.
duncan:if he liked you,he would have alisema no
gwen:youre right.
duncan:*put arm around gwen*
gwen:thanks for cheering me up.
DUNCAN:no prob.
look at the pic to see what happens next.
brooke:duncan?duncan,i got your HUH!*tears run down face*
chris:oh,no. what will happen next?find out after the break!
now i know the pic is stuck,here the link.
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k, since i was bored and NO ONE left a comment,i picked for them AGAIN.
chris:you have all casted your votes,if i call your name,please stand over there.courtney,brooke,dj,izzy,youre safe. Denise,katie,lizzie,and zoe,your safe.
the alst two,jim,and duncan,the final marshmellow goes to*dramatic music*...................................................DUNCAN!
brooke:YEAH!*hugs him*
jim:but,what did i do?
zoe:we just dont like you.
jim:okay,but before i leave,id like to say,that,zoe,i liked you
all:WHAT?
jim:i was gonna ask wewe out but,i was too scared.
zoe:i would have alisema no.
duncan:told you!
chris:well, thats all, see the behind drama,next on Total,drama,highschool!
chris:you have all casted your votes,if i call your name,please stand over there.courtney,brooke,dj,izzy,youre safe. Denise,katie,lizzie,and zoe,your safe.
the alst two,jim,and duncan,the final marshmellow goes to*dramatic music*...................................................DUNCAN!
brooke:YEAH!*hugs him*
jim:but,what did i do?
zoe:we just dont like you.
jim:okay,but before i leave,id like to say,that,zoe,i liked you
all:WHAT?
jim:i was gonna ask wewe out but,i was too scared.
zoe:i would have alisema no.
duncan:told you!
chris:well, thats all, see the behind drama,next on Total,drama,highschool!
Sumer:*sits kwa the fire*
duncan: *sees her and walks over* What are wewe doing?
sumer:oh,nothing.
duncan:*lays back* Why wewe here?
sumer:why are you?
duncan:cause wewe are
sumer:i goota tell you, me,brooke,and jackie all like you.
duncan:really, hmm..
sumer:who do wewe like best?
duncan:....well
sumer:hang on im gonna get a blanket brb.
duncan:okay
chris:blahblahblah! lets see some action!
jared:*walks through halls*
voice:hello,jared.
jared:who are you?
voice:i am....
last time on total drama restaurant the team goyt to make the breakfast what would hapend today on total drama restaurant!!!!!!!
cris :today chef will do the chalenge
chef:today we are going to mgawanyiko, baidisha teams
the new teams are going to be new chefs vs. old campers
every one :huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh
chef:the good new is that u can do anything wewe want
jared :but courtney and i are not going to be on the same team
chef:*i know*
old ones:we should still chefs chakula and then say that is ours :D
to be continue...................................
cris :today chef will do the chalenge
chef:today we are going to mgawanyiko, baidisha teams
the new teams are going to be new chefs vs. old campers
every one :huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh
chef:the good new is that u can do anything wewe want
jared :but courtney and i are not going to be on the same team
chef:*i know*
old ones:we should still chefs chakula and then say that is ours :D
to be continue...................................
thanks for taking me here-Brittani
no prob-Duncan
*they kiss*
your really nice-Brittani
what?-Duncan
i said...-Brittani
no i know what wewe alisema dont ever say it again its not true-Duncan
dont lie to me-Brittani
im not-Duncan
i will get Jacki to beat the truth outa you-Brittani
im not lieing-Duncan
fine whatever-Brittani
(After the tarehe at Brittani's house)
*making out*-Brittani n' Duncan
goes to sekunde base-Duncan
OH HELL NO I SAW THAT IM GONNA KICK YOUR punda wewe LITTLE WOMANIZER-Jacki
oh no-Duncan
*chases Duncan*-Jacki
JACKI STOP LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!-Brittani
HE TOUCHED YOU!!!IM GONNA KILL HIM!!!-Jacki
*grabs Jacki*DUNCAN GRAB HER I'LL GET THE bata TAPE-Brittani
LET GO OF ME...what are wewe gonna do with that tape-Jacki
hurry help me tape her up-Brittani
*tapes up Jacki's mouth and hands*
mhmm mh hm mhmh hmh-Jacki
ok well just let her calm down-Brittani
TO BE CONTINUDE
Izzy is confident but she still has MANY moments but thats just her
Izzy is not a super model she still eats Mc.Donalds baby but that is just her
Well some may say she needs to be afraid of losing everything because of her down right craziness
Well Every thing is the sam in the Lala land\....
Izzy wont change anything in her life she is definitely staying herself on TDI!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lalalalalalalaalalalaalallaalalalalaalalala
Well some may say easy needs to be afraid of losing everything because of her insanely loving way to like Owen
Well everything is the same in the Lalalala land
LALALALALALALALAL
Izzy is not a super model she still eats Mc.Donalds baby but that is just her
Well some may say she needs to be afraid of losing everything because of her down right craziness
Well Every thing is the sam in the Lala land\....
Izzy wont change anything in her life she is definitely staying herself on TDI!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lalalalalalalaalalalaalallaalalalalaalalala
Well some may say easy needs to be afraid of losing everything because of her insanely loving way to like Owen
Well everything is the same in the Lalalala land
LALALALALALALALAL