Chapter 1 : Hidden upendo
Heathers P.O.V
I havn't talked to anyone yet, not cause I didn't want to, but none would talk to me. Noone knew that I changed, I know what your thinking 'HA you, change, HA' but I did, I wasn't mean well, I could still be a bitch, kahaba every now and then, but still, I made new Marafiki that are like me, they messed up once and noone forgave them. I walked up to the girl's cabbin the sun was setting and I wanted to go to sleeep, thats when *click* I quikey took the handle and tryed to open the door. I pulled and pulled but nothing
"Uhh...Leshawna, can u open the door" Then I saw her thru the door
"Um....NO" 'WTF is wrong with her'
"Ok, what did i do?" 'What did I do"
"TDI and TDA" I was getting ready to cry, but I knew I couldn't
"Leshawna, I have almost spent a mwaka with wewe people and I havn't talked to any of you, so other than that what did i do wrong!?!?!.....You know what,...Ok fine i'll go" I just ran away to the camp fire, I reached into my pocket and pulled out my pocket nife, and that was that, one little cut on my arm and I was feling better. I must have been out for a while cause it was dark, not like just after the sunset, like 11:59 p.m. pure dark till 5:59 a.m., all out of anger I cut myslef again. I was so mad that I didn't hear the foot steps behind me.
"What are wewe doing?" I looked back to see Duncan,
"What does it look like, I wanna die." I onley alisema that to my friends, and Duncan, was no friend
"Wow, we do that to you?" He didn't look like he was joking, but he was right, I went crazy after Total Drama Action, so many people beat me up, I just went insane, I couldn't take it, and when i told my mom, at lest tellin her got me friends.
"Maby." He sat down kwa me and let out a smok of breath, "What the-" He ancwered my swali very fast
"I'm a smoker, don't make a big deal out of it, ok" He took in another puff of smoke, I couldn't help but tell him
"You know its bad for you" He let anther wingu of smoke out, I didn't see how people could smoke
"Hey, wewe know that its bad to cut yourself right?Yeah why do wewe think i'm smoking" He had a point in a way. I turned and looked into his beautiful blue eyes, I was Lost for a min
"Good point." I alisema after a few mins, then I turned back to the darkness
We sat there for a while not talking just staring out in the darkness, I was deep in thought, about him 'Why is Duncan sitting inayofuata to me, Why would Duncan sit inayofuata to me, is Duncan like me?' all of my maswali ran around my head for about an saa I looked at him every now and then then a gush of wind hit, a cold sudder went thru me, then Duncan pulled me to him, he made me hit his chest, I almost pulled away but it was warm.
I wraped my arms around him, and he put both his arms around me. Then he layed down. It was odd but I didn't care. I layed my head on his shoulder and took in his scent. I closed my eyes and tryed to go to sleep, but I couldn't, I wanted to do something, something with Duncan.
"So why were wewe so mean?" I bit my lip, noone ever asked my that
"What do wewe mean?" My past was bad, noone got in, noone got out.
"Ok, why are wewe a bitch?" I didn't ancwer, I couldn't. After a while he finley alisema "Ok, ok don't tell me."
I couldn't talk, knowing what happened in my past is hard enouf, but it might be good to get it off my chest.
"When I was 7, I was the most loved chiled in the world! My parents were madley in love, then one night they pulled me into theliving room, they told me that they were braking up. At first i thought they were joking but then at the cornner of my eye i saw my dads bags.....i cryed for a week and never cryed again. I still saw him but, when I was 10, I was to spend the summer with him, he just got a son, he was 13, (Foster care) he was a clean freak, and my dad, he just loved him, zaidi than me," I had to stop, what happened inayofuata still kills me, I didn't do anything.
"Wow, I was never loved, so I became a bad boy," And a hot one to, wait, no, BAD HEATHER ",So what happened next?" He was asking for it, its why I could never see my father again.
"Well, one night, he was cleaning up stairs, right kwa the lege, I walked kwa to go to my room......Then he sliped, he was haging kwa one hand, I just stood there, waching, then he fell.......He broke his neck, my dad walked kwa when he fell, he saw that I just stood there, while he fell..............He beat me that night, he gave me a black eye, he broke my hand, and my foot, he alisema it was all my falt,.......................And after that, he told me, that if I t-told a-a-an-anyone, h-h-h-he'd.......kill me." And for the first time, in 8 years I cryed! Duncan sat up and moved me so that I was sitting on his lap, he gave me a monster hug, an unbreakabul, hug, the kid wewe give a child, thats about to die.
I just sat there crying into his chest, unable to stop. After about an saa I stoped, I turned to look into his eyes, his beautiful blue eyes. thats when Duncan kissed me. The thought repulsed me for a second, but then it sunk in. it was obvious he'd had lots of practice. I hadn't, but I was a quick learner.
I liked the way he cradled my cheeks in his hands as we kissed. My hands Tangled his hair, he pressed his body closer to mine. It wasn't long till we rolled over, and he was on juu of me. All thoughts of where we were flying out of my brain. a long moment later, I finally started to breathe again. We sat up, he brushed a stray lock of hair away from my face,"Someone's probley looking for us." someone had to be looking for Duncan, he brushed the side of my face,
"So?" he said
"It might be courtney" god, if she found us
"And?" he kissed me again, I loved the tast of his lips
"You like her?!" au loved then he titley hugged me and layed down
"Ooofffff course, I like her. Dj has a crush on her, Dj's my friend!" I smiled when he alisema 'Ooofffff', but I think he still likes her
"No, wewe like like her" au LOVE, oohhh, god, BAD HEATHER
"Heather that was a mwaka ago, on the island," He replied " I also ate paste, and wanted to kill you" Wait, kill me?
"You don't like her any more?!?"
He kissed the side of my neck "I. Like. You." each word was punctuated kwa soft warm kisses. I gave him a nice long kiss after that. then every thing went black.
when I woke up , I was in the woods, alone.'had it all been a dream' I arched my back onley to find a yellow skull on the chest of my shirt! thats when I saw that I was wearing Duncans shirt. What did we do last night? then I saw Duncan come into view.
Heathers P.O.V
I havn't talked to anyone yet, not cause I didn't want to, but none would talk to me. Noone knew that I changed, I know what your thinking 'HA you, change, HA' but I did, I wasn't mean well, I could still be a bitch, kahaba every now and then, but still, I made new Marafiki that are like me, they messed up once and noone forgave them. I walked up to the girl's cabbin the sun was setting and I wanted to go to sleeep, thats when *click* I quikey took the handle and tryed to open the door. I pulled and pulled but nothing
"Uhh...Leshawna, can u open the door" Then I saw her thru the door
"Um....NO" 'WTF is wrong with her'
"Ok, what did i do?" 'What did I do"
"TDI and TDA" I was getting ready to cry, but I knew I couldn't
"Leshawna, I have almost spent a mwaka with wewe people and I havn't talked to any of you, so other than that what did i do wrong!?!?!.....You know what,...Ok fine i'll go" I just ran away to the camp fire, I reached into my pocket and pulled out my pocket nife, and that was that, one little cut on my arm and I was feling better. I must have been out for a while cause it was dark, not like just after the sunset, like 11:59 p.m. pure dark till 5:59 a.m., all out of anger I cut myslef again. I was so mad that I didn't hear the foot steps behind me.
"What are wewe doing?" I looked back to see Duncan,
"What does it look like, I wanna die." I onley alisema that to my friends, and Duncan, was no friend
"Wow, we do that to you?" He didn't look like he was joking, but he was right, I went crazy after Total Drama Action, so many people beat me up, I just went insane, I couldn't take it, and when i told my mom, at lest tellin her got me friends.
"Maby." He sat down kwa me and let out a smok of breath, "What the-" He ancwered my swali very fast
"I'm a smoker, don't make a big deal out of it, ok" He took in another puff of smoke, I couldn't help but tell him
"You know its bad for you" He let anther wingu of smoke out, I didn't see how people could smoke
"Hey, wewe know that its bad to cut yourself right?Yeah why do wewe think i'm smoking" He had a point in a way. I turned and looked into his beautiful blue eyes, I was Lost for a min
"Good point." I alisema after a few mins, then I turned back to the darkness
We sat there for a while not talking just staring out in the darkness, I was deep in thought, about him 'Why is Duncan sitting inayofuata to me, Why would Duncan sit inayofuata to me, is Duncan like me?' all of my maswali ran around my head for about an saa I looked at him every now and then then a gush of wind hit, a cold sudder went thru me, then Duncan pulled me to him, he made me hit his chest, I almost pulled away but it was warm.
I wraped my arms around him, and he put both his arms around me. Then he layed down. It was odd but I didn't care. I layed my head on his shoulder and took in his scent. I closed my eyes and tryed to go to sleep, but I couldn't, I wanted to do something, something with Duncan.
"So why were wewe so mean?" I bit my lip, noone ever asked my that
"What do wewe mean?" My past was bad, noone got in, noone got out.
"Ok, why are wewe a bitch?" I didn't ancwer, I couldn't. After a while he finley alisema "Ok, ok don't tell me."
I couldn't talk, knowing what happened in my past is hard enouf, but it might be good to get it off my chest.
"When I was 7, I was the most loved chiled in the world! My parents were madley in love, then one night they pulled me into theliving room, they told me that they were braking up. At first i thought they were joking but then at the cornner of my eye i saw my dads bags.....i cryed for a week and never cryed again. I still saw him but, when I was 10, I was to spend the summer with him, he just got a son, he was 13, (Foster care) he was a clean freak, and my dad, he just loved him, zaidi than me," I had to stop, what happened inayofuata still kills me, I didn't do anything.
"Wow, I was never loved, so I became a bad boy," And a hot one to, wait, no, BAD HEATHER ",So what happened next?" He was asking for it, its why I could never see my father again.
"Well, one night, he was cleaning up stairs, right kwa the lege, I walked kwa to go to my room......Then he sliped, he was haging kwa one hand, I just stood there, waching, then he fell.......He broke his neck, my dad walked kwa when he fell, he saw that I just stood there, while he fell..............He beat me that night, he gave me a black eye, he broke my hand, and my foot, he alisema it was all my falt,.......................And after that, he told me, that if I t-told a-a-an-anyone, h-h-h-he'd.......kill me." And for the first time, in 8 years I cryed! Duncan sat up and moved me so that I was sitting on his lap, he gave me a monster hug, an unbreakabul, hug, the kid wewe give a child, thats about to die.
I just sat there crying into his chest, unable to stop. After about an saa I stoped, I turned to look into his eyes, his beautiful blue eyes. thats when Duncan kissed me. The thought repulsed me for a second, but then it sunk in. it was obvious he'd had lots of practice. I hadn't, but I was a quick learner.
I liked the way he cradled my cheeks in his hands as we kissed. My hands Tangled his hair, he pressed his body closer to mine. It wasn't long till we rolled over, and he was on juu of me. All thoughts of where we were flying out of my brain. a long moment later, I finally started to breathe again. We sat up, he brushed a stray lock of hair away from my face,"Someone's probley looking for us." someone had to be looking for Duncan, he brushed the side of my face,
"So?" he said
"It might be courtney" god, if she found us
"And?" he kissed me again, I loved the tast of his lips
"You like her?!" au loved then he titley hugged me and layed down
"Ooofffff course, I like her. Dj has a crush on her, Dj's my friend!" I smiled when he alisema 'Ooofffff', but I think he still likes her
"No, wewe like like her" au LOVE, oohhh, god, BAD HEATHER
"Heather that was a mwaka ago, on the island," He replied " I also ate paste, and wanted to kill you" Wait, kill me?
"You don't like her any more?!?"
He kissed the side of my neck "I. Like. You." each word was punctuated kwa soft warm kisses. I gave him a nice long kiss after that. then every thing went black.
when I woke up , I was in the woods, alone.'had it all been a dream' I arched my back onley to find a yellow skull on the chest of my shirt! thats when I saw that I was wearing Duncans shirt. What did we do last night? then I saw Duncan come into view.
