okay guys, this is really short. im sorry, i've just had no time this week. please tell me what wewe think anyway :)
part 22
“If there was only some way to make wewe see that I can’t leave you.” I whispered. “Time, I suppose, will be the way to convince you.”
The corner of her mouth pulled up slightly. The idea must have pleased her. “Okay.” She alisema agreeably.
I was glad to see her happier again but the pain was still flowing through me at full force.
A questioning look came into her eyes before she asked “So—since you’re staying. Can I have my stuff back?” she spoke in a falsely light tone.
Her attempt at a distraction was so transparent that I laughed, but the pain was still there.
“Your things were never gone,” I explained. “I knew it was wrong, since I promised wewe peace without reminders. It was stupid and childish, but I wanted to leave something of myself with you. The CD, the pictures, the tickets—they’re all under your floorboards.”
“Really?” surprise and happiness filled her face, a smile lighting her eyes.
I nodded, slightly cheered that she was so happy from finding out this trivial fact.
“I think,” she began slowly. “I’m not sure, but I wonder... I think maybe I knew it the whole time.”
part 23
Curiosity flickered and I tried to push the pain away. Bella was upset that I was in pain, but she shouldn’t be upset, I had already caused her far too much pain.
“What did wewe know?” I asked, trying to distract myself.
“Some part of me, my subconscious maybe, never stopped believing that wewe still cared whether I lived au died. That’s probably why I was hearing the voices.” She stated, while I immediately began questioning her sanity.
I remembered back to when she first found out what I was, how she was curious and not the least bit frightened. I had been unsure of her sanity then too. At least there were options. Carlisle knew the best psychologists, and I could visit her whenever I was allowed.
“Voices?” I asked in a flat tone.
“Well, just one voice. Yours. It’s a long story.” She seemed wary. I wondered if that had anything to do with the expression on my face. it was my fault this time, that she wasn’t experiencing normal things. Well, as normal as could be in the current circumstances.
“I’ve got time.” I said, trying to keep my voice as even as possible.
“It’s pretty pathetic.” She said, an odd look of relief in her eyes. What was she relived about?
I waited, knowing she would tell me.
She looked thoughtful for a sekunde before starting.
“Do wewe remember what Alice alisema about extreme sports?”
I spoke the words without inflection au emphasis. “You jumped off a cliff for fun.”
“Er, right.” She looked nervously at me. “And before that, with the motorcycle—”
“Motorcycle?” I cut in, trying to retain my calm.
“I guess I didn’t tell Alice about that bit.” she bit her lip, a sign of tension.
“No.” I answered, unable to form a complete sentence.
“Well, about that...See, I found that...when I was doing something dangerous au stupid...I could remember wewe zaidi clearly.” She said, looking like she was confessing to murder. “I could remember how your voice sounded when wewe were angry. I could hear it, like wewe were right there inayofuata to me. Mostly I tried not to think about you, but this didn’t hurt so much—it was like wewe were protecting me again. Like wewe didn’t want me to be hurt. And, well, I wonder if the reason I could hear wewe so clearly was because, underneath it all, I always knew that wewe hadn’t stopped loving me.”
I was so appalled, my words came out sounding strangled. “You...were...risking your life...to hear—”
“Shh,” she interrupted me. “Hold on a second. I think I’m having an epiphany here.”
Her face looked thoughtful, and I struggled to remain quiet. I was not used to being so patient, it had been so long and I was out of practice. I was about to say something, unable to hold my tongue any longer, when a look of happiness and understanding washed across Bella’s face.
“Oh!” she exclaimed quietly.
“Bella?” I needed to know, now.
“Oh. Okay. I see.” She said, completely ignoring me and driving me insane at the same time.
“Your epiphany?” I asked, my voice sounding strained.
“You upendo me.” she stated simply.
I smiled. “Truly, I do.”
She smiled such a smile that it brightened her whole face. I took her warm face into my hands and kissed her until her moyo was beating at double time.
I leant my forehead against hers, both of us breathing harder than usual.
im so sorry about the length, but please tell me what wewe think anyway :)
and, please if wewe haven't already can wewe please check out the eternal night spot. soon i will only be posting eternal night in that spot, so take a look if wewe want to keep reading.
hope wewe enjoyed, despite it's length :)
part 22
“If there was only some way to make wewe see that I can’t leave you.” I whispered. “Time, I suppose, will be the way to convince you.”
The corner of her mouth pulled up slightly. The idea must have pleased her. “Okay.” She alisema agreeably.
I was glad to see her happier again but the pain was still flowing through me at full force.
A questioning look came into her eyes before she asked “So—since you’re staying. Can I have my stuff back?” she spoke in a falsely light tone.
Her attempt at a distraction was so transparent that I laughed, but the pain was still there.
“Your things were never gone,” I explained. “I knew it was wrong, since I promised wewe peace without reminders. It was stupid and childish, but I wanted to leave something of myself with you. The CD, the pictures, the tickets—they’re all under your floorboards.”
“Really?” surprise and happiness filled her face, a smile lighting her eyes.
I nodded, slightly cheered that she was so happy from finding out this trivial fact.
“I think,” she began slowly. “I’m not sure, but I wonder... I think maybe I knew it the whole time.”
part 23
Curiosity flickered and I tried to push the pain away. Bella was upset that I was in pain, but she shouldn’t be upset, I had already caused her far too much pain.
“What did wewe know?” I asked, trying to distract myself.
“Some part of me, my subconscious maybe, never stopped believing that wewe still cared whether I lived au died. That’s probably why I was hearing the voices.” She stated, while I immediately began questioning her sanity.
I remembered back to when she first found out what I was, how she was curious and not the least bit frightened. I had been unsure of her sanity then too. At least there were options. Carlisle knew the best psychologists, and I could visit her whenever I was allowed.
“Voices?” I asked in a flat tone.
“Well, just one voice. Yours. It’s a long story.” She seemed wary. I wondered if that had anything to do with the expression on my face. it was my fault this time, that she wasn’t experiencing normal things. Well, as normal as could be in the current circumstances.
“I’ve got time.” I said, trying to keep my voice as even as possible.
“It’s pretty pathetic.” She said, an odd look of relief in her eyes. What was she relived about?
I waited, knowing she would tell me.
She looked thoughtful for a sekunde before starting.
“Do wewe remember what Alice alisema about extreme sports?”
I spoke the words without inflection au emphasis. “You jumped off a cliff for fun.”
“Er, right.” She looked nervously at me. “And before that, with the motorcycle—”
“Motorcycle?” I cut in, trying to retain my calm.
“I guess I didn’t tell Alice about that bit.” she bit her lip, a sign of tension.
“No.” I answered, unable to form a complete sentence.
“Well, about that...See, I found that...when I was doing something dangerous au stupid...I could remember wewe zaidi clearly.” She said, looking like she was confessing to murder. “I could remember how your voice sounded when wewe were angry. I could hear it, like wewe were right there inayofuata to me. Mostly I tried not to think about you, but this didn’t hurt so much—it was like wewe were protecting me again. Like wewe didn’t want me to be hurt. And, well, I wonder if the reason I could hear wewe so clearly was because, underneath it all, I always knew that wewe hadn’t stopped loving me.”
I was so appalled, my words came out sounding strangled. “You...were...risking your life...to hear—”
“Shh,” she interrupted me. “Hold on a second. I think I’m having an epiphany here.”
Her face looked thoughtful, and I struggled to remain quiet. I was not used to being so patient, it had been so long and I was out of practice. I was about to say something, unable to hold my tongue any longer, when a look of happiness and understanding washed across Bella’s face.
“Oh!” she exclaimed quietly.
“Bella?” I needed to know, now.
“Oh. Okay. I see.” She said, completely ignoring me and driving me insane at the same time.
“Your epiphany?” I asked, my voice sounding strained.
“You upendo me.” she stated simply.
I smiled. “Truly, I do.”
She smiled such a smile that it brightened her whole face. I took her warm face into my hands and kissed her until her moyo was beating at double time.
I leant my forehead against hers, both of us breathing harder than usual.
im so sorry about the length, but please tell me what wewe think anyway :)
and, please if wewe haven't already can wewe please check out the eternal night spot. soon i will only be posting eternal night in that spot, so take a look if wewe want to keep reading.
hope wewe enjoyed, despite it's length :)
Well I created a fanfiction contest spot two months zamani to acknowledge all of our fantastic writers here but unfortunatly that didn't turn out well... Now I'm going to restart that. Our first contest is done, and I was wondering about the sekunde one; Last time only one person participated so this time we need more! If wewe are a fanfiction writers, inspired to be writer, likes Twilight, au anything! Participate in this! It is just a fun thing to do! I know kind of bila mpangilio but now we can bring all competition into one spot. Read Contest #1 on the club for zaidi details on rules and prizes and everything. I'm not going to need judges right now though so please don't ask about it... au wewe can ask and just be on the waiting orodha I'm about to create!
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"hey bella going to a party dressing like that." alice pointed at my jeans and t-shirt
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just alisema that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine wewe can dress me up. aneways it is a Halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell wewe that wewe had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 saa later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just alisema that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine wewe can dress me up. aneways it is a Halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell wewe that wewe had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 saa later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
sorry if this sucks I'm trying this for the first time.
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he alisema to me. "yeah and wewe should be hunting." I alisema with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see wewe later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what wewe looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he alisema to me. "yeah and wewe should be hunting." I alisema with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see wewe later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what wewe looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
Introduction
What if I told wewe I was a vampire and not the good kind, would wewe believe me? Of course not. wewe live in a world where Wanyonya damu don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. wewe must not let your Marafiki nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once wewe turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell wewe is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect wewe to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where Wanyonya damu aren’t supposed to be real, but wewe my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before wewe turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask wewe again to keep this book a secret, if wewe don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
wewe may now enter. If wewe dare.
What if I told wewe I was a vampire and not the good kind, would wewe believe me? Of course not. wewe live in a world where Wanyonya damu don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. wewe must not let your Marafiki nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once wewe turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell wewe is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect wewe to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where Wanyonya damu aren’t supposed to be real, but wewe my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before wewe turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask wewe again to keep this book a secret, if wewe don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
wewe may now enter. If wewe dare.