Do wewe feel the same way??

im starting to hate/love anime! Heres why:
The Hate is not really hate its zaidi like envy and jealously, cuz in anime shows the guy always protects the girl and is such a hero to her and makes me really jealous!! ( Example Misa and Usui from Maid Sama ) and i know that nobody wiil ever be like that to me and i get mad at anime for being so unrealistic and making me mad so ya, so i quit for a while then i go like: NO I upendo ANIME!!!!!! anime ROCKS I CANT GO WITHOUT IT!!!!!!!! IT IS MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!! so ya, but the good news is that upendo is winning over hate! and ill never hate anime im just annoyed! so my swali is: do wewe guys feel the same way??