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I look back on all those memories,
and wonder, what did this all mean to me?
i new there where feelings,
i loved you!
i loved you!
i cant deny that i didn't,
but now i think back and once again wonder,
what is it that i fell for,
your controlling,
your exhausting,
i cant trust you,
i cant be around my own friends,
guys au girls,
wewe just don't let,
Ive finally come to realize,
that none of this is my fault,
it wasn't me who tore the hearts,
it was you,
your ripped,
wewe tore,
wewe broke,
wewe yelled,
and wewe screamed,
wewe caused me all of this misery,
wewe brought these scars upon my wrists,
and wewe punched the hole in my heart,
i blamed myself,
out of my own stupidity,
i hate you!
i hate you!
this is what wewe did to me!
take a look at that picture!
and look at it closely!
fucking look at it!
i carved my upendo for you,
i carved it into my arm,
so that everyone can see,
that these are the things wewe did to me,



don't listen to his bullshit,
as its waste of time,
don't waste your life in love,
cause all it does is tear wewe apart,
upendo is just an excuse to die,
because once wewe play the cards of love,
your moyo breaks and turns stone cold,
then you'll end up walkin' the death road,





i dug my grave,
so i'll fucking die in it,
thankyou verry much,
cause this is what youve done,
so here i go,
never to be seen again,
fuck you,
i really hate you,
these are my last words,
I LOVED YOU
posted by Edward901
Rulers of Darkness

Hunting. The best word in a vampire's vocabulary.
    “Ready?” Abby asked me expectantly.
    “Ready.”
    Our eyes dilated and all of our senses were down. I crouched low,listening, the world no longer had any secrets. Wind rustled leaves, a storm was coming in a couple of days. A deer grazed peacefully, not what I wanted. Abby attacked a grizzly. Nope. Finally, I heard it. A pack of gray wolves.
    Wolves were my inayopendelewa drink. They always hunted in a pack, a canine family. Something that...
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posted by Edward901
this is part of my book that i wrote... tell me how it is...

Rulers of Darkness

I sat there, watching, waiting, listening for the sound of Abigail calling me. She didn't, she just stood outside my door letting me cool off.
I smiled, I'd wait for her to decide to talk to me, patience was one of my best abilities. Of course, I had to learn patience while others were sekunde nature, but time had perfected it.
Abby waited, but her toes tapped impatiently on the other side of the door. I heard her sigh and knew I had won.
An involuntary victory smile formed on my face as the door knob turned....
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posted by Cinders
Preface: I wrote this in tenth grade, when I was sixteen. So it was about four years ago... Comparing it to link which was written four weeks ago, it's interesting to see the changes in those four years. I would upendo to discuss that. I've updated it for Fanpop, editing and tweaking it from the original which can be found link.



It was probably nothing different to little Ellen, munching ever so innocently on a good-tasting set of keys in the corner, surrounded kwa blocks and the spilt contents of her poor mother’s purse. Mrs. Shaw had neglected to put the mfuko wa fedha, mfuko out of her dear child’s...
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posted by animelove30
    Butterfly

    A beautiful creature up in the air.
Up above, way up there. Floating around without a care. Through the clouds, over the rainbow. The people stop and stare, it’s just too rare. Above the earth’s surface, flying with the breeze. Gliding through the sky with special ease.     The children wave as she flies by. Up, Up, Up, and higher in the sky. She hovers over the grasslands, and above the sea, how happy this butterfly, kipepeo has to be. She flies over Africa, Europe, and Asia too, everywhere the skies are blue. She never...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Got no reason to cry
I’m okay
Got no reason to hide
I’m okay
Got no reason to run from life
Or to fake a smile
Everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Bury me while I’m still breathing
Haunt me while I’m still sleeping
Torture me while I’m still feeling
Everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay


Got no place to run to
But I’m okay
Got no heaven to go through
Still I’m okay
Got no idea what to do
Or how to live without you
But everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Bury me while I’m still breathing
Haunt me while I’m still sleeping
Torture me while I’m still feeling
Everything’s perfect...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Frustration is causing me to pull my hair out
Desperation is causing me to cry my moyo out
Imagination has caused my head into the clouds
But realization has caused me to tumble down

Of all the guys I got to know you’re the one I will remember
And I won’t shed a tear, but inside I’ll cry a river

I’m falling back down to earth
My feet steady on the ground
If anything I’ve learned from love
It’s wewe get Lost but never found
Broken down from these emotions
I realize how unfair life is
Still I can’t stop believing
There’s gotta be zaidi than this


Acting like a bitch, kahaba I abreact on my friends
Hoping...
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posted by HaleyDewit
When wewe read this
I’ll be gone
Though I never alisema I upendo you
I wrote it in many upendo songs
All I ever wanted was to be with you
But I guess it was asked too much
Now all I want to do is run away
‘Cause I’ve had enough

I wanna let go
But my hands are tied on you
I wanna walk away
But my feet refuse to move
I’m upendo struck, wewe got me completely
And now we’ll never know what might have been


Don’t feel sorry
I’m the one to blame
I shouldn’t have been so damn gutless
And told wewe straight away
But I guess it’s not very convenient
When you’re living miles apart
Though I know physical distance
Doesn’t...
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Have wewe ever had a dream? I have. My name is Isabella, but wewe could call me Izzie. I have 6 siblings, 5 brothers, 1 sister. I can not work out in the field. This is 1859 us as women, we have no rights. My dad was a sailor. He was striped of commanding his ship. I was only 5 when that happened, now I'm 16 the oldest in the house, and I still get no respect! But anyway, my dad smuggled slaves into the north. Well, my dream was to be a carpenter. When I told my dad my dad he alisema "Psh! A carpenter! Thats a job for a man, not a skinny girl like you!" That made me furious!
"OHHHHHHHHH! Izzie's...
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posted by HouseMindFreak
A story I am uandishi about a American Indian boy of the Comanche tribe in Texas. He his cursed with a Supernatural evil but will have to confront his demon and the master of the Underworld realm which has plans for his curse...

Hell’s Outlaw

Chapter 1

In the town of Big Spring, Texas, a 12 mwaka old Comanche Indian boy named Koda awoke that Saturday morning with a feeling of dread and excitement.
As with any boy approaching their 13th birthday in his tribe, he was to prepare for his spiritual quest but unlike the others before him, he did not look mbele to it.
He has spent many arguments with...
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added by fancifulgoddess
posted by hakadoshi12345
TURN BACK NOW IF wewe DON'T LIKE INUYASHA!
(ME:*gulp* I don't wanna!
KYO:*whatching with interest*
INU'S CREATER:Have to!
ME:No!
INU:*unsheaths Tetsiuga* SAY IT!
ME:O.O "!"
INU:what?
ME:I don't...own Inu au other characters au his cute ears *touches inu's ears*
INU:*hurts me badly*
ME:i do how ever own Aiko,Kyo,Iuana,and Kiana!SO HA!Owwwwww!)
_______________________________________

KIANA:Iuana!Iuana!

*in the goshinbaku*

IAUNA:haha!
aiko:haha shhhhhhh.
*voices in the backround*

(on hold sorry)
posted by appleco
The Mona Lisa

The Mona Lisa is one of the worlds most famous art pieces but at one point it was stolen kwa a man who thought that Italian paintings should be shown in Italy and not France so… when he was all alone in the room where the Mona Lisa was so he took the painting and stuffed it under his smock. It took a week for the museum to find out that the painting had gone missing. I think that ever since this painting went missing museums have zaidi security then they did then to protect zaidi thefts.
I think that this connects to chasing Vermeer because “the lady writing” it on the go and Calder and Petra think that it is not salama just like how the Mona Lisa wasn’t salama in the museum in France. I think that defiantly Calder and Petra would be helpful.
added by HuddyBrave
Source: me
posted by HaleyDewit
Save me from my misery
This pain’s too much to bear
My world’s become too dark to see
And I can’t get no air
Grasping for a straw of hope
Trying so hard to survive
But the pain that has crept into me
Is killing me inside

And now I’m crying
I’m dying
Won’t make it out alive
I’m breaking
And aching
Won’t get up this time around
Every siku is torture
And I’ve just had enough
If I had a humanity switch
I would turn it off, off, off
I would turn it off, off, off
Turn it off, off, off
Turn it off


As everyone is moving on
My world seems to stand still
I keep going back and forth
To what was and will never...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I’m not bitter
I’m just being picky
I’m not cold
I’m just being lonely
I’m not lost
I’m just undiscovered
Living in my shell of safety
Building walls up once again

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give wewe my moyo it might break
But I know
That when I’d give wewe my upendo
I gotta give wewe all I have
Leave nothing out


I’m not broken
I’m just being scarred
I’m not hateful
I’m just playing it hard
You can reach me
If wewe try hard enough
But if you’d rather not stay, just walk away
And don’t waste both of our time

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give wewe my moyo it might break
But...
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posted by HaleyDewit
wewe don't need to be clever to figure this one out
It took a while,but now I know what you're all about
I've shed a million tears just because of you
But now I see what I can be without you

We all got one single life
And I'm not gonna waste mine to your tears and filthy lies

You said:
'Please,forgive me
I know I should've been strong
But I didn't know what was going on'
You said:
'Please,believe me
I didn't know what to do
So,I didn't tell wewe the truth'


It shouldn't take much to make this one clear
But you're the only who doesn't seem to hear
You might wanna take a flight someday
'Cause when I'm stepping up...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Bella
My name is Bella and there’s something I need to tell
I’m dating this cute vampire, he’s just hot as hell
He’s fascinated kwa my none existing mind
And I fall apart whenever I stare in those liquid topaz eyes

Edward
My name is Edward and there’s something I need to say
Bella’s gonna freak when she finds out I’m gay
But I can clearly understand what she sees in me
Because have wewe ever met someone this perfectly

Bella
I used to live in Phoenix, but now moved to this rainy place
I keep whining about it and I always have the same expression on my face
I’m just a little girl who’s helpless...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Close your eyes and try to sleep
Don’t let these words disturb your dreams
Don’t think about the pain wewe have caused
For there is nothing wewe ever did wrong

Make a wish and pray it will come true
Because what wewe did will come back to you
Let these words sink into your brain
For this is for everything wewe ever did wrong

Are wewe happy
To make people run away from you
Are wewe satisfied
When wewe make a girl feel blue
Are wewe proud of yourself
When wewe make a girl crawl back in her shell
Now, all wewe bitches, wewe gotta tell me
Are wewe happy


Open your eyes and look inside yourself
How would wewe feel if someone...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I'm funny,I'm cheerful,I can make wewe smile
I would do anything for you,I'd walk a thousand miles
But wewe killed the sparkle in my eyes
When wewe started to tell all your lies
So grab your stuff and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice

Turn around and take a very good look
'Cause you'll never see me again
You can give it your very best shot
But I'll never let wewe in
So walk away and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice


I'm broken,I'm sad,I wanna make wewe cry
I'm a mess,I confess,I want wewe to tell me why
I wanna push wewe through hell,like wewe did with me
I wanna cause wewe pain,so bad you...
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posted by HaleyDewit
They say we should stick together
Create a chain and never let go
But I’m not gonna act like a hypocrite
‘Cause I’m fed up with your over-dramatic show
Your criticism doesn’t make any sense
It’s nothing but a bunch of crap
And I doubt I’m on my own in this one
I think a lot of people will hakikisha that

You wanna start a fight?
Let’s not hesitate
But I’m not the one to underestimate
You wanna start a war?
Let’s have it started
But I won’t be the one left broken hearted

You must be so frustrated
You must be filled with hatred
Living with only a brain cell au two
Knowing you’ll never fit...
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