Everyone has there own definition of love. My definition is emptiness,feeling like wewe can't go on without this person kwa your side. There is just a giant whole going straight through your heart. Some say it heals wounds,but i find that hard to believe , because if the one wewe feel deep feelings for is gone,missing and doesn't want wewe anymore,what is the point of carring on,without upendo happiness,and feeling complete? thats right nothing.you become depresed and wewe just want to be alone and sit in a dark room for the rest of your life sulking in your own personal misery that someone else caused. or,thats what wewe think. Its not that persons fault that wewe fell in upendo with them wewe did have a choice to walk away and avoid getting hurt.But in the end isn't it important to find a person to share everythign with and confide in worth the pain. I don't think so. upendo hurts,all this heartbreak comes at once and them may multiply.
It's amazing what a little smile can cause people to believe. Even a little 'i'm fine' can fool the smartest of people,though your just really dying inside. I mean if wewe looked at me in the eyes even for just a glimpse,you would see the scares and the tears i'm holding back everyday. I want people to think i'm strong and happy and that nothings bothering me.
upendo is nothing like what wewe see in the movies,rarely anyone finds their 'soul mate',the girl au the guy rarely get who they want and hearts and lives are destroyed and broken appart forever.See in some peoples' mind,love is a state of mind:you become zaidi used to that feeling towards someone that it's no longer upendo its just an addiction that your brain craves.
I've seen too many heartaches in my life and do not wish to see any more. Sometimes i wonder if it is really worth the all the pain and trouble. for wewe it might. wewe can't sleep at night because your crying. And the pain keeps wewe up the other nights,screaming out because the pain is too unbearable to handle and your wondering what wewe ever did to deserve this kind of pain were your moyo was.
All i'm asking is,do wewe think upendo is worth all that pain?
Is it really worth it?
It's amazing what a little smile can cause people to believe. Even a little 'i'm fine' can fool the smartest of people,though your just really dying inside. I mean if wewe looked at me in the eyes even for just a glimpse,you would see the scares and the tears i'm holding back everyday. I want people to think i'm strong and happy and that nothings bothering me.
upendo is nothing like what wewe see in the movies,rarely anyone finds their 'soul mate',the girl au the guy rarely get who they want and hearts and lives are destroyed and broken appart forever.See in some peoples' mind,love is a state of mind:you become zaidi used to that feeling towards someone that it's no longer upendo its just an addiction that your brain craves.
I've seen too many heartaches in my life and do not wish to see any more. Sometimes i wonder if it is really worth the all the pain and trouble. for wewe it might. wewe can't sleep at night because your crying. And the pain keeps wewe up the other nights,screaming out because the pain is too unbearable to handle and your wondering what wewe ever did to deserve this kind of pain were your moyo was.
All i'm asking is,do wewe think upendo is worth all that pain?
Is it really worth it?
