Hurt
(Dib's POV)
Chapter 1; The Pain
I lock myself in the bathroom at my house. I pull out the razor blade from the pocket of my treanch coat. Tears are streaming down my face as I cut into the skin on my wrist. Scarlet blood seaps out and drips on the floor. For a moment the pain of what just happened, what has been happening for so long, is gone. Gaz bangs on the door. "Dib, if wewe don't open this door in the inayofuata five sekunde I'm braking it down!" Gaz shouts through the door. Knowing my sister, she really would. I quickly put my wrist cover on and wipe up the blood that got on the floor. I open the door. "What were wewe doing in there?" Gaz asks. "Jeeze! I'm sixteen years old! Do I have to tell wewe every detail about what happens when I'm in the bathroom?" I say. "When you're you, yes." Gaz replies. Gaz has been keeping a close eye on me ever since a few years zamani when she saw me cutting myself. I go to my room and cry into my pillow. After a while I pick up the picha of my mother on the night stand. "I wish wewe were here Mom. I miss wewe so much. If wewe were here I know wewe wouldn't let this happen. I upendo you." I say as I kiss the picture. Eleven years. Eleven years this has happened almost every day. The man I'm suposed to trust the most is the one that causes me the most pain. He's suposed to protect and upendo me but instead he breaks me down bit kwa bit. To the rest of the world he's the great and amazing Professor Membrane and I'm just his crazy son. They don't even know the half of it. If only they had even the slightest idea of how much pain he has put me through, they would see who's really crazy. I try to get some sleep because school is tomorrow but I can't sleep. Everytime I fall asleep I have nightmares about him. They're zaidi like vivid memories. They wont go away no matter how hard I try to make them.
(Dib's POV)
Chapter 1; The Pain
I lock myself in the bathroom at my house. I pull out the razor blade from the pocket of my treanch coat. Tears are streaming down my face as I cut into the skin on my wrist. Scarlet blood seaps out and drips on the floor. For a moment the pain of what just happened, what has been happening for so long, is gone. Gaz bangs on the door. "Dib, if wewe don't open this door in the inayofuata five sekunde I'm braking it down!" Gaz shouts through the door. Knowing my sister, she really would. I quickly put my wrist cover on and wipe up the blood that got on the floor. I open the door. "What were wewe doing in there?" Gaz asks. "Jeeze! I'm sixteen years old! Do I have to tell wewe every detail about what happens when I'm in the bathroom?" I say. "When you're you, yes." Gaz replies. Gaz has been keeping a close eye on me ever since a few years zamani when she saw me cutting myself. I go to my room and cry into my pillow. After a while I pick up the picha of my mother on the night stand. "I wish wewe were here Mom. I miss wewe so much. If wewe were here I know wewe wouldn't let this happen. I upendo you." I say as I kiss the picture. Eleven years. Eleven years this has happened almost every day. The man I'm suposed to trust the most is the one that causes me the most pain. He's suposed to protect and upendo me but instead he breaks me down bit kwa bit. To the rest of the world he's the great and amazing Professor Membrane and I'm just his crazy son. They don't even know the half of it. If only they had even the slightest idea of how much pain he has put me through, they would see who's really crazy. I try to get some sleep because school is tomorrow but I can't sleep. Everytime I fall asleep I have nightmares about him. They're zaidi like vivid memories. They wont go away no matter how hard I try to make them.
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Three nurses all decided to play a joke on the doctor they worked for. Later in the day, they all got together on break and discussed what they had done to the doctor. The first nurse said, "I put cotton in his stethoscope so he couldn't hear. The sekunde nurse said, "Well, I did worse than that. I poked holes in all his condoms. The third nurse fainted.***************
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weirdness from inside my mind
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its nice to see the rIsing sun
its nice to stay up Late
i like the sound of a hOover
i dont like the word Vegan
nobody likes my fEet
i like red except when itS blood on My sheet
this world is so rAndom
but i Like it that way
Lemons are sour
your Brain is sO frazzled
nOBody alisema it Would be easy
I am noT a Hairy monster
Bann the bomb
I like that saying
i like Goats
Not as much as frogs
sInging is good
i think: Praying is worthless
panda are cute
Legs are funny
mEn think im weird
So do women.
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its nice to see the rIsing sun
its nice to stay up Late
i like the sound of a hOover
i dont like the word Vegan
nobody likes my fEet
i like red except when itS blood on My sheet
this world is so rAndom
but i Like it that way
Lemons are sour
your Brain is sO frazzled
nOBody alisema it Would be easy
I am noT a Hairy monster
Bann the bomb
I like that saying
i like Goats
Not as much as frogs
sInging is good
i think: Praying is worthless
panda are cute
Legs are funny
mEn think im weird
So do women.
One day, two american tourists were driving through Nova Scotia, argueing about the name of the town. Finally, assuming neither of them were right, they decided to stop and have something to eat for lunch. When they got into the restraunt, the waitress asked them if they were ready to order. Yeah, but first could wewe pronounce the name of where we are,veeerryyy slllooowwwlllyy? alisema the wife, smiling. Of course, the waitress said, noticing the two were american.
Tiiiiiimmmmmm Hooooorrrrrttttoooonnnnsss.
Hope that made wewe laugh.
Here are 2 bila mpangilio facts:
They don't sell Smarties au Shreddies in America.
They dont have Walmart in America.
Tiiiiiimmmmmm Hooooorrrrrttttoooonnnnsss.
Hope that made wewe laugh.
Here are 2 bila mpangilio facts:
They don't sell Smarties au Shreddies in America.
They dont have Walmart in America.
I made this orodha before, but I guess I deleted it. Not sure why.. But it gives me an excuse to do again.. I hope I can do it better too..
10: NORMAN BATES:
Only reason he's last is because I never watched the movies, I don't know the francise. But come on, it's Psycho, of coarse it goes on the list. To the meme'd to hell violin, to the famish twist he was a crossdresser with mgawanyiko, baidisha personality. This movie is a icon, it's been studied and talked about to death..
9: VALEK:
While he's no Pazuzu (but who is), Valek is in my opinion the best...
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10: NORMAN BATES:
"We all go a little mad sometimes."
Only reason he's last is because I never watched the movies, I don't know the francise. But come on, it's Psycho, of coarse it goes on the list. To the meme'd to hell violin, to the famish twist he was a crossdresser with mgawanyiko, baidisha personality. This movie is a icon, it's been studied and talked about to death..
9: VALEK:
While he's no Pazuzu (but who is), Valek is in my opinion the best...
