Did wewe really have to leave?
Without saying goodbye
Leaving me in tears
Wondering why?

I was really hoping
to be zaidi than a friend
But for some strange reason
My plan had to end

As I recalled
That very special siku
I was thinking "hey!
What did he have to say?"

During that siku
there was lots to be alisema
And I realized that
It all went in my head

When wewe alisema "I upendo you"
I alisema "I upendo wewe too"
But now I'm just questioning
Was it ever true?
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I promised to be your friend.
Always and Forever.
Never had I thought
We would be zaidi
What if I did fall for wewe
What if I did upendo wewe more?
I never had a sekunde thought
But as I see wewe with a girl
I realized I was too late.
I had a fear of loving wewe
The fear of no zaidi Marafiki
My fear is just a big mistake
Looking at wewe laughing
In the arms of another.
My fear was me being stupid
Because looking at it now
I did really upendo wewe
Way zaidi than a friend
I didn't want to admit it
But if I did we would be together
Sharing those laughs
Sharing the smiles
Sharing the Love.
My Fear of loving you... was wrong
I didn't have a fear of upendo
It was the fear of rejection.
The fear of unwantingness
Now to tell wewe I upendo you.
Now is no use
Now is too late
Now I have a fear
The fear of losing a friend

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wewe used me once
I started to cry
wewe used me twice
Just another time
wewe used me three times
I'm wondering why?
wewe used me four times
I knew that you'd lie
wewe used me five times
Why am I not surprised?
wewe used me the last time,
Boy that will be the last time.