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2ntyOnePilots alisema …
Ok ok ok... let me be honest.
It’s been a tough week. (An understatement)
Uhhh a friend of mine overdosed Thursday. Her suicide attempt failed though, and she’s in the Mental hospital, no visitors. I can say, this didn’t come as a shock to me, because I know her and I’ve been supporting and doing my best to help her along for a while now. But. Still. We almost Lost her this time.
I know she’s probably getting help she needs, but who wouldn’t be worried?! ilitumwa masaa 19 yaliyopita
2ntyOnePilots ametoa maoni…
A lot zaidi goes into this, and tbh, driving myself up a ukuta kwa th8nking about what happened before and everything right now isn’t useful at all, nor is it healthy. masaa 19 yaliyopita
2ntyOnePilots ametoa maoni…
A that to say..... I’m not really super ticked off about my case manager. Just probably trying to find something else to think/ feel / cover up with. Not that it is justified to reframe things like that. Just coping. Just insanely intensely and overwhelmingly concerned/ worried/ empathetic for her. BUT. Less so because thinking about stuff doesn’t help it when wewe don’t have any control over it. Honestly my brain goes “oh that sucks *dissociate* *re direct* *block out* problem not solved but fuck it” and 8m hoping to avoid the self sabotage underlying tendencies “oh wait.., I have bad history with this! *trauma brought back up* yeah! Suffering! Oh and think about: and what if: she probably is: Here’s an intensely excruciating memory to go with all that!” masaa 19 yaliyopita
2ntyOnePilots ametoa maoni…
Just. Yeah. I’m alright. But... still. masaa 19 yaliyopita
Riku114 alisema kuhusu bila mpangilio
GUYS ITS ALMOST MAY

MENTAL HEALTH AWARENESS MONTH

Maybe Ill do something XD ilitumwa siku moja 1 iliyopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
YEET !!!! siku moja 1 iliyopita
2ntyOnePilots ametoa maoni…
Same masaa 23 yaliyopita
2ntyOnePilots ametoa maoni…
Ironically may= my birthday masaa 23 yaliyopita
Riku114 alisema kuhusu Riku114
GUYS ITS ALMOST MAY

MENTAL HEALTH AWARENESS MONTH

Maybe Ill do something XD ilitumwa siku moja 1 iliyopita