Yes~ and hate it. I don't like being left behind. I want to be loved kwa tons of people but I only have a few close Marafiki and family members left. Every time I make a new friend they always songesha away because my town is just like that. There's nothing here, once people come here there's no reason for them to stay long. They say they'll keep in touch with me and that we'll be Marafiki forever~ and all of that fluffy heartwarming stuff, but it never happens. I'm shy, awkward, and awful enough at making friends, that's bad enough but it seems that everyone who does care about me, something bad always happens to them! It's like I'm some kind of bad luck charm! I almost don't want to be loved because I feel like I'll just end up hurting people. I hate being forgotten about. I hate being alone.
no! i hate being alone, i want Marafiki badly and zaidi than that, i want somebody to upendo me and spend time with me, but i don't have Marafiki and i don't have a lover either -_- i was really close though! but i quit my job and ever since all i wanted to do was be cooped up in the house alone, even though i hate being alone, lol :)
