I find it extremely amusing that wewe guys debate about my gender. Fair enough, wewe have never met me au seen a picture of me [other than my hands au arms]...
Honestly even then wewe might have trouble lol. (Oh well) Here’s a story: two days after getting introduced to a friend of my friend’s, she was like “I apologize, but I am completely confused as to what gender wewe are.” And I was like, “yeah easy mistake, trust me, it happens a lot.” (There’s zaidi to the story but I’ll cut it here) this happens regularly... an$ I actually really appreciate how she appoched the situation, because many people will restort to rude maoni (I think maybe the feel threatened when someone doesn’t fit to their norm, it may bring them discomfort in uncertainty) au assumptions, au mocking, and ujumla, jumla ignorance. (Also some people feel their perspection is threatened so much that they -older adults for example- see me as s9me sort of social flaw XD. Once I heard a kid ask 5here mom if I was a boy au a girl, and the mother alisema ‘shushh don’t ask those questions’ and then walked the kid away. Lol such a scary thing. Terrifing. Not knowing someone’s gender?! Worse thing ever! Such situations should be controlled and avoided to protect the young children, amirite? XD
(As for my amusement, I’ll admit I enjoy your abstract reasoning and debate... it’s funny when I see how close au how far off people are.)
To be completely honest, I haven’t told wewe guys for certain reasons. One being that I disagree with common gender stereotypes and LOTS to do with that sort of thing. Another would be that I find it quite interesting that despite never seeing me, wewe have conclusions as to my gender, based on my interests, way of talking (apparently), personality, and style. That’s perfectly ok! I’d much rather people conclude based on personality than appearance.
I’ve read lots of social experiencements and th8ngs about how they way others see wewe in your gender when wewe are a ch8ld effects your personality and othe4 th8ngs too! I would l8ke to say that clothing and personal choices should be a reflection of yourself and your own style, how3ver that leads to other issues and debates in today’s society.
I’m also intrigued into what would happen if such things didn’t exist. Social Norms started way way back when and I believe that there might be a very necessary cause for them. Psychology states that humans need some sort of structure in their life, so I am absolutely not saying that these are a bad thing. Maybe we’ll know someday.
Of course, there is a stopping poin5 for everything, and especially in this da6 and age, when a situation comes to hand peo0le may get carried away... (casually hinting to the ‘how many genders issue’ here... not wanting to state any opinion except that kwa science there are only two, discluding certain genetic and medical things. Also I want to reinforce the idea that I’ve mentioned on how as some say ‘feeling’ a certain way is zaidi of a personality thing)
I’d like to say that I deeply agree with personal expression,(I do actually) but funny enough, eventually this idea of everyone’s uniqueness ironically becomes... uniformal. Lol
So in a way I’ve been semi testing wewe on your reactions. Hahaha...
At some point I might reveal that, if I want to. Who knows?
TL;DR
I like watching your confusion on my gender, and I’m not gonna tell wewe just yet.
Honestly even then wewe might have trouble lol. (Oh well) Here’s a story: two days after getting introduced to a friend of my friend’s, she was like “I apologize, but I am completely confused as to what gender wewe are.” And I was like, “yeah easy mistake, trust me, it happens a lot.” (There’s zaidi to the story but I’ll cut it here) this happens regularly... an$ I actually really appreciate how she appoched the situation, because many people will restort to rude maoni (I think maybe the feel threatened when someone doesn’t fit to their norm, it may bring them discomfort in uncertainty) au assumptions, au mocking, and ujumla, jumla ignorance. (Also some people feel their perspection is threatened so much that they -older adults for example- see me as s9me sort of social flaw XD. Once I heard a kid ask 5here mom if I was a boy au a girl, and the mother alisema ‘shushh don’t ask those questions’ and then walked the kid away. Lol such a scary thing. Terrifing. Not knowing someone’s gender?! Worse thing ever! Such situations should be controlled and avoided to protect the young children, amirite? XD
(As for my amusement, I’ll admit I enjoy your abstract reasoning and debate... it’s funny when I see how close au how far off people are.)
To be completely honest, I haven’t told wewe guys for certain reasons. One being that I disagree with common gender stereotypes and LOTS to do with that sort of thing. Another would be that I find it quite interesting that despite never seeing me, wewe have conclusions as to my gender, based on my interests, way of talking (apparently), personality, and style. That’s perfectly ok! I’d much rather people conclude based on personality than appearance.
I’ve read lots of social experiencements and th8ngs about how they way others see wewe in your gender when wewe are a ch8ld effects your personality and othe4 th8ngs too! I would l8ke to say that clothing and personal choices should be a reflection of yourself and your own style, how3ver that leads to other issues and debates in today’s society.
I’m also intrigued into what would happen if such things didn’t exist. Social Norms started way way back when and I believe that there might be a very necessary cause for them. Psychology states that humans need some sort of structure in their life, so I am absolutely not saying that these are a bad thing. Maybe we’ll know someday.
Of course, there is a stopping poin5 for everything, and especially in this da6 and age, when a situation comes to hand peo0le may get carried away... (casually hinting to the ‘how many genders issue’ here... not wanting to state any opinion except that kwa science there are only two, discluding certain genetic and medical things. Also I want to reinforce the idea that I’ve mentioned on how as some say ‘feeling’ a certain way is zaidi of a personality thing)
I’d like to say that I deeply agree with personal expression,(I do actually) but funny enough, eventually this idea of everyone’s uniqueness ironically becomes... uniformal. Lol
So in a way I’ve been semi testing wewe on your reactions. Hahaha...
At some point I might reveal that, if I want to. Who knows?
TL;DR
I like watching your confusion on my gender, and I’m not gonna tell wewe just yet.
(name unknown for now)
Dear, What ever
I am new to this,but I have to try this I can't keep my thoughts in.
And I can't tell anyone so here is what I call an Intro...
Sup,My name is Zain fox.Ah,hell I'll tell wewe my full name.
Zain samuel fox
DONT LAUGH! I am goin' crazy...talking to some book.
I am a very tell wewe what I think guy.
Oh and did I tell you,I am a fucking vampire.
I am new but freakishly strong.
I don't have a girl anymore cus this stupied crave I can't control...
And no I didn't eat her,I left town and she thinks I'm dead.
But she is the most beautiful person wewe will ever lay your eyes on,and her name is Jade.
Even if I stay this thing that jerk turned me into,I will never forget my upendo even if I live forever.
See ya,
Zain
P.S
I feel like a girl. Stupied diary!
Dear, What ever
I am new to this,but I have to try this I can't keep my thoughts in.
And I can't tell anyone so here is what I call an Intro...
Sup,My name is Zain fox.Ah,hell I'll tell wewe my full name.
Zain samuel fox
DONT LAUGH! I am goin' crazy...talking to some book.
I am a very tell wewe what I think guy.
Oh and did I tell you,I am a fucking vampire.
I am new but freakishly strong.
I don't have a girl anymore cus this stupied crave I can't control...
And no I didn't eat her,I left town and she thinks I'm dead.
But she is the most beautiful person wewe will ever lay your eyes on,and her name is Jade.
Even if I stay this thing that jerk turned me into,I will never forget my upendo even if I live forever.
See ya,
Zain
P.S
I feel like a girl. Stupied diary!
Hopefully I will have another chapter soon, but this story is awfully difficult to write so I'll have to leave wewe hanging. I think my title is reasonable (I think my descripton will be something like 'It's alisema that even the smallest thing has an effect similar to dropping a stone in a pond - it causes a ripple that effects everyone in one way au another.') but please give me feedback.
This just the prologue, but please let me know what wewe think!
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We were only young. We didn't know what was ahead of us. We were blind. If we had have opened our eyes we could have stopped what happened. We could have stopped that stone from being thrown in our calm lake.
But it happened, and that's something none of us can accept, even after all these years. I look at the picha on my end meza, jedwali and wonder what could have been. She was the light of our lives, and we didn't even know until she was gone.
This just the prologue, but please let me know what wewe think!
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We were only young. We didn't know what was ahead of us. We were blind. If we had have opened our eyes we could have stopped what happened. We could have stopped that stone from being thrown in our calm lake.
But it happened, and that's something none of us can accept, even after all these years. I look at the picha on my end meza, jedwali and wonder what could have been. She was the light of our lives, and we didn't even know until she was gone.
Thanksgiving is my inayopendelewa holiday, well, one of them, wanna know wy? cause for desert, wewe get pie!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D!
"hello there pie, are wewe ready to be eaten?"
"yes i am" alisema the pie. it was pumpkin, boga pie, my fav.
"your the best thing thats ever been invented! i upendo you!
"well, instead of thanking the guy who made pies, go thank the guy who made pumpkins!
"oh yeah, huh?
"what are wewe doing?" my sister came intothe kitchen.
"talking to my friend."
"the pie?"
"yeah"
"well, its ready to be eaten"
"OH BOY!! PIE!!!! YEAH!!" Then i started running aroung the house like and idiot lol.
i was SOOOO BORED, so thtas why i made this. blablablabla
"hello there pie, are wewe ready to be eaten?"
"yes i am" alisema the pie. it was pumpkin, boga pie, my fav.
"your the best thing thats ever been invented! i upendo you!
"well, instead of thanking the guy who made pies, go thank the guy who made pumpkins!
"oh yeah, huh?
"what are wewe doing?" my sister came intothe kitchen.
"talking to my friend."
"the pie?"
"yeah"
"well, its ready to be eaten"
"OH BOY!! PIE!!!! YEAH!!" Then i started running aroung the house like and idiot lol.
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Ok so here is a bunch of bila mpangilio Moments i will be writting. All are true.
I was at my locker getting ready for after lunch and my firends stopped to talk. It was Joe, Ben, Jack, Lilly, and Shelly.
Joe: Sukki, we're Lilly's man firends (not all were guys but Lily, Shelly, and me.)
Me: LOL ... *thinks* HEY!
Lilly: *laughing* OMG wewe needed to think?
Jack: Wow Sukki. we didn't mean you. but that was funny.
Shelly: *laughing*
Hope wewe liked this ramdom moment!!!
p.s. real names not used!!!!
I was at my locker getting ready for after lunch and my firends stopped to talk. It was Joe, Ben, Jack, Lilly, and Shelly.
Joe: Sukki, we're Lilly's man firends (not all were guys but Lily, Shelly, and me.)
Me: LOL ... *thinks* HEY!
Lilly: *laughing* OMG wewe needed to think?
Jack: Wow Sukki. we didn't mean you. but that was funny.
Shelly: *laughing*
Hope wewe liked this ramdom moment!!!
p.s. real names not used!!!!
1 = 90% of girls dont watch family guy, robot chicken etc so don't talk about it much.
2 = tomboys will onyesha zaidi affection than girlie girls.
3. Some girls get frustrated when wewe interrupt their video game. This rarely happens to a gu texting a girl
4. Girls don't like it when wewe interrupt their convo with their friends. To them it's R.U.D.E
5. Don't tease a girl if she likes Twilight Harry Potter etc........it hurts their feelings.
6. Please, don't hit on every girl in the school if wewe still have a girlfriend do wewe know how much that annoys us???
7. Don't text a girl in the middle of the night. We like to get our sleep. Otherwise, she'll just keep wewe up for a hour.
8. Girls like the guy that likes her to be jealous. Shell usually plan it out overnight.
9. Girls just adore attention like fat kids adore chokoleti cake.
10. A girl I'll call a guy cute not hot. Shell only call him ht around her girlfriends.
2 = tomboys will onyesha zaidi affection than girlie girls.
3. Some girls get frustrated when wewe interrupt their video game. This rarely happens to a gu texting a girl
4. Girls don't like it when wewe interrupt their convo with their friends. To them it's R.U.D.E
5. Don't tease a girl if she likes Twilight Harry Potter etc........it hurts their feelings.
6. Please, don't hit on every girl in the school if wewe still have a girlfriend do wewe know how much that annoys us???
7. Don't text a girl in the middle of the night. We like to get our sleep. Otherwise, she'll just keep wewe up for a hour.
8. Girls like the guy that likes her to be jealous. Shell usually plan it out overnight.
9. Girls just adore attention like fat kids adore chokoleti cake.
10. A girl I'll call a guy cute not hot. Shell only call him ht around her girlfriends.
1.always let him talk to wewe about stuff he likes
2.always see what wewe have in common (if wewe do)
3.never wear make up around him let him see your true beauty
4.DON'T TELL HIM HOW wewe FEEL AROUND HIM UNTILL HE ASKS wewe OUT THIS IS A RULE!
5.ALWAYS ask maswali about him like his inayopendelewa color, his inayopendelewa movie au his inayopendelewa t.v show
6.never ever talk about your ex boyfriend they hate it (i've had experience) trust me it isn't cool
7.Always wear your inayopendelewa clothes and some cute clothes
8.let him do all the hand holding and arm gestures don't do a thing( if u don't then that will make him think your interested)
9.talk about your inayopendelewa sinema and songs
10.always make him happy no matter what mood he's in
thank wewe for kusoma i hope this helps :)
2.always see what wewe have in common (if wewe do)
3.never wear make up around him let him see your true beauty
4.DON'T TELL HIM HOW wewe FEEL AROUND HIM UNTILL HE ASKS wewe OUT THIS IS A RULE!
5.ALWAYS ask maswali about him like his inayopendelewa color, his inayopendelewa movie au his inayopendelewa t.v show
6.never ever talk about your ex boyfriend they hate it (i've had experience) trust me it isn't cool
7.Always wear your inayopendelewa clothes and some cute clothes
8.let him do all the hand holding and arm gestures don't do a thing( if u don't then that will make him think your interested)
9.talk about your inayopendelewa sinema and songs
10.always make him happy no matter what mood he's in
thank wewe for kusoma i hope this helps :)